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IMPAVID

OH just GIVE UP already.

About Me


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A B O U T M E
i will lie with my heart wide open.
i want to make porn, but i don't want to be in it.
his voice is beautiful.
perfection is boring.
i don't like traditions,
especially holidays.
i don't like to fight.
if you do something i think is that wrong
i will just stop talking to you
and you will have no idea why.
i think cars that are a little smashed
and maybe have some rust or chipped paint
are really sexy.
i think love is sex
even though sex is not love.
sometimes, my life hurts.
i like my name.
i believe that the new year starts on my birthday.
my cousin, jon, reminds me of patrick bateman from american psycho.
what you think is disgusting,
i think is beautiful.
i hate it when you call me cute
it makes me want to throw up on myself a little
and on you a lot.
if you ever call me cute
you either do not like me
are mistaking me for a dumb-bitch-girl
or you have a special definition for cute.
there are very few things that i think are wrong:
stealing, cheating, and hurting the innocent.

anything else can be justified in many ways.
the worst people are: racist religious illiterate

because any of the three mean that you are simply retarded.

chances are, you're just my good time.

i consider myself an anti-feminist in the sense that i am against females acting like stupid bitches. i'm probably sexist against women.
It's a rule of the world that naked girls have to do what men wearing clothes say.

"i eat peta members instead of meat"

i won't mind terribly if you piss off, thank you.
there is a difference between egotistical
and stuck up.
egotistical means that you thoroughly enjoy who you are, flaws and all. you approve of the decisions you make. you know that you are uber kewl. you love you.
stuck up means that you are a little prick who believes that everyone is beneath you in every way. this goes beyond acceptance of human stupidity and ignorance, and into philosophical assholeishness--and not in the good way.


SURVEY
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...::About Me::... Full Name: Tristina Marie Mitchel
Eye Color: Brown/Green
Hair Color: ever-changing. currently darkish red.
Height: 5'5"
Shoe Size: 8
Ring Size: i don't know or care
Heritage: irish, german, pretend japanese.
Graduating Year: 2006
Birthdate: march nineth, nineteen eighty-eight.
Zodiac Sign: pisces
...::Firsts::... Concert: this is a secret.
Best Friend: i like all of my friends.
Crush: i don't "crush"
Pet: none.
Sport: nada.
...::Have You Ever::... Sky Dived: i would.
Bungee Jumped: yes.
Gone out of the Country: yes.
Beaten Someone Up: kind of.
Gotten Beat Up: kind of.
Killed an Animal: hmmm...no. not in any way, ever.
Swam in the Ocean: yes.
Broke the Law: countless times.
Smoked: yes.
Chewed Tobacco: never.
Drank: yes.
Been Kissed: yes.
Been In Love: i hope not.
Dumped Someone: yes. why must we call it 'dumping'?
Been Dumped: no.
Broken Someone's heart: ...yeah.
Had Your Heart Broken: by friends and family.
Liked Someone Who Didn't Like You Back: yes.
Broken A Bone: my skull.
Had Surgery: yes.
Had an X-ray or MRI: yes.
Failed a Class: P.E. i failed it twice.
...::Favorites::... Color: red. green. black.
Food: vegetarian.
Drink: jager. it changes.
Snack: it depends on the mood. i like real food more.
Cereal: i don't really like cereal.
Ice Cream: cheesecake, espresso, extra dark chocolate, cake flavored.
Candy: dark chocolate with raspberry
Restaurant: mongolian bbq, mexican places, kowloons, wongs fu wah, al sutaan, olive garden, seoul garden.
Fast Food Place: taco bell. the only place with edible veg food.
Store: dearborn music.
Animal: gecko. frog. ferret.
Quote: "nice boys don't play rock and roll"...i don't like nice boys.
Sport To Play: achooo.
Sport To Watch: yawn.
Movie: secretary.
TV Show: i don't like any right now.
Type Of Music: see music section.
Band: see music section. favorites are listed.
Singer: i can't pick just one!
Song: seriously, stoppit!
...::This//Or//That::...3
Pepsi or Coke: peppppsi
Vanilla or Chocolate: chocolate.
Cake or Ice Cream: cake.
McDonalds or Burger King: burger king.
Love or Money: love.
Music or TV: MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cat or Dog: tadpole. cats are better.
Mom or Dad: ahaha.
Truck or Car: carrr.
Ocean or Lake: OCEAN
Yahoo or Hotmail: aol.
Google or AJ: google.
Light or Dark: DARK
Country or City: CITY
Rain or Sunshine: RAIN
...::The Opposite Sex::... First Thing You Notice: voice, the way they move, posture, hair, the way they speak.
Personality or Looks: personality (it determines looks).
Hair Color: whatever. not blonde.
Eye Color: GREEN. or brown. or whatever. i guess a guy with green eyes is kinda gay.
Short or Tall: tall.
Romanic or Spontaneous: spontaneous.
Sense of Humor or Sweet: humor.
Hook up or Relationship: ummm...some people are worth more than others.
...::Currently::... Feeling: physically pained.
Listening To: tori amos.
Wanna: sleep until wednesday.
Doing Besides Typing: thinking.
Thinking About: whoa. umm. people mostly.
Wearing: clothes.
In Love: no.
Single: yes.
Best Friends: yes.
...::The Future::... Career: ohgoddowehavetogohere.
Marriage: never, please.
Kids: never, please.

My Interests


I LOVE in a world of my own

l i f e

surrealist art.
all things surreal.
linguism.
words and the way they are said.
acting.
theatre.
culinary art.
fetish models.
porn as art.
art as sex.
music.
music by mood, lyrics, and instrument.
music as art.
dreams.
putting dreams into writing, film, music, and pictures.
i do NOT like dream analysis.
comedy.
psychological studies less by science and fact
and more by abstractions and ideas in art.
japan.
japanese culture.
japanese horror.
italian horror.
mobs.
painting people
(painting ON their bodies, not OF their bodies).
sex.
analysis of sexual fetishes.
feminism
(i have my own stand on feminism
which seems more 'anti-feminist' to the majority).
gender roles.
awe mixed with terror to create subliminal beauty.

I'd like to meet:



P E O P L E

***real/bold/eccentric people***
***anyone who can overpower me***
***feed me information that i starve for***
***make intense art/music***
***also, people who know what the fuck they want***

My aim screen names are "emeraldspotlight"
and "hallusin".
My email is "[email protected]".
take my creepy quiz!

WOULD I SUCK YOUR COCK?
(you don't need a cock to take the quiz!)

Music:


Bands -sleaze-grunge-experimental-acid-acid punk-acid rap-acoustic-avant garde-ballad-show tunes-psychobilly-cabaret-celtic-comedy-dark metal-indie-dream-fusion-gothic-instrumental-noise-psychadel ic-ska-alternative-ambient-metal-rap-punk-opera-country-blue s-classical-foreign-disco-electro-electronica-garage-grindco re-industrial-sleaze-grunge-experimental-acid-acid punk-acid rap-acoustic-avant garde-ballad-show tunes-psychobilly-cabaret-celtic-comedy-dark metal-indie-dream-fusion-gothic-instrumental-noise-psychadel ic-ska-alternative-ambient-metal-rap-punk-opera-country-blue s-classical-foreign-disco-electro-electronica-garage-grindco re-industrial-sleaze-grunge-experimental-acid-acid punk-acid rap-acoustic-avant garde-ballad-show tunes-psychobilly-cabaret-celtic-comedy-dark metal-indie-dream-fusion-gothic-instrumental-noise-psychadel ic-ska-alternative-ambient-metal-rap-punk-opera-country-blue s-classical-foreign-disco-electro-electronica-garage-grindco re-industrial-sleaze-grunge-experimental-acid-acid punk-acid rap-acoustic-avant garde-ballad-show tunes-psychobilly-cabaret-celtic-comedy-dark metal-indie-dream-fusion-gothic-instrumental-noise-psychadel ic-ska-alternative-ambient-metal-rap-punk-opera-country-blue s-classical-foreign-disco-electro-electronica-garage-grindco re-industrial-sleaze-grunge-experimental-acid-acid punk-acid rap-acoustic-avant garde-ballad-show tunes-psychobilly-cabaret-celtic-comedy-dark metal-indie-dream-fusion-gothic-instrumental-noise-psychadel ic-ska-alternative-ambient-metal-rap-punk-opera-country-blue s-classical-foreign-disco-electro-electronica-garage-grindco re-industrial

b a n d s

....adolescents//adult//acid mothers temple// agent orange//tori amos//analog brothers//angelo badalamenti//bad brains//bang tango//bikini kill//birthday party//beastie boys//bjork//black flag//blondie//blonde redhead//marc bolan//boomtown brats//david bowie//butthole surfers//bush//buzzcocks//johnny cash//nick cave//jennifer charles//cheap trick//clone defects//leonard cohen//come ons//cramps//cure//dirty shame//dead boys//dead milkmen//depeche mode//descendents//devotchka//dils//dirtbombs//dirty sanchez//electric six//elysian fields//english beat//everclear//faith no more//faster pussycat//flaming lips//foo fighters//ben folds//ghetto boys//godspeed you black emperor//goober and the peas//goo goo dolls//the go//gore gore girls//halfcocked//hard lessons//pj harvey//richard hell//hemophiliac//horrorpops//hot hot heat//human eye//ice-t//iggy pop//incubus//jewel//robert johnson//r kelly//killers//kinks//tim knocker//ladytron//lemon jelly//libertines//lisi linares//mammatus//brian MCcarty//MC solaar//meat puppets//melvins//mike patton//ministry//mr. bungle//peter murphy//nelly//nine inch nails//nirvana//neon boys//new york dolls//gary numan//ny loose//pagans//peeping tom//tom petty//pink floyd//pixies//placebo//poison//prince//professionals//publi c enemy//pussy galore//queers//radio head//ramones//raveonettes//lou reed//reverend horton heat//revolting cocks//rolling stones//seether//sigur ros//sahara hotnights//scissor sisters//sepultura//gainsbourg serge//sex pistols//siouxsi and the banshees//sleepytime gorilla museum//sly and the family stone//patti smith//smiths//sonics//sonic youth//soulfly//soulwax//specials//regina spektor//gwen stefani//stooges//strokes//sugarcubes//suicidal tendencies//swans//tears for fears//television//throbs//jay-z//johnny thunders and the heartbreakers//thunderbirds are now//devin townsend//trash brats//t-rex//turbo negro//ugly//ultraviolence//violent femmes//van halen//velvet underground//vestibules//von bondies//x-ray spex//tom waits//was (not was)//whirlwind heat//white stripes//wildbunch//yeah yeah yeahs//young gods//john zorn//zutons
i do not like danzig, the mistfits, bob marley, the beatles, the dropkick murpheys, led zeppelin, the who, the dead kennedys, or msi.
no, i'm not joking. i enjoy listening to r. kelly, gwen stefani (some stuff), ice-t, jay z, the trash brats, the white stripes, nelly, and jewel (some stuff).
stop giving me shit about it. i will poison, i mean piss on, your mother.

Movies:


!!don't !! forget !! ingmar bergman!!

movies

Television:

stand up comedy, and that's about it.
the commercials tend to be more interesting than the actual tv programs.

Poetry m y own c r e a t i o n

l i f e it is
through my perspective
wanton
pash
compulsory
an averring of endearment
see me now
for who i am
in light of these needs
believe that some lies are true
know that these wishes
come not from impurity
but from honesty

Books:


Authors writers are our artists

b o o k s

ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING EDGAR ALLAN POE. i love him.

anything jd salinger

selected erin cressida wilson


selected kate chopin

anything james joyce

stuff by him. click the picture to read.

Heroes:



Your Personality Is Like Acid
A bit wacky, you're very difficult to predict.
One moment you're in your own little happy universe...
And the next, you're on a bad trip to your own personal hell! What Drug Is Your Personality Like?
How evil are you?
shit that's creepy. i even answered the questions honestly.

My Blog

after writing that...

i was pretty pissed about something.i wrote openly about it in my last blog,nonstop,for way too long.every single detail of the situations of why i was angry and how it came about were noted clearly.i...
Posted by IMPAVID on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 11:02:00 PST

happiness is a statement, only to be written on paper.

i'm content.
Posted by IMPAVID on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 03:36:00 PST

tell me

time out. my mom dropped the charges.anyone who understands knows how devastating this is to me.aside from all that,tell me you're happy for me. because if you can't,then you aren't a friend.well...yo...
Posted by IMPAVID on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 11:23:00 PST

i feel

hungOveri'm going back to sleep.
Posted by IMPAVID on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 07:58:00 PST

catch me if you can

i recommend using a bear trap,unclamping my poor ankle before i bleed to death,tying rope around legs and ankles,and dragging me quickly through the woods.catch me if you can.yes, physically.no one ha...
Posted by IMPAVID on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 08:57:00 PST

punk

come on,turds.there is no such thing.the "punk" genre and attitude existed in the 1970s.to be punk,like things punk,or have a punk attitudemeans that you are a moron.REMEMBER,I WILL JUDGE YOU BY ...
Posted by IMPAVID on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 10:52:00 PST

i'll sing for you.

today i accomplished something major.i saw my mother,listened to her rant about the most sensitive subject anyone can ever speak to me about,became offended, infuriated, enraged, and pissed with how W...
Posted by IMPAVID on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 11:34:00 PST

awhile ago...

when i was in 9th gradei wrote this poem for my english class assignment.i wish i still had itbecause now that i think of all i've writtenit was one of my more powerful things.i almost got in trouble ...
Posted by IMPAVID on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 10:43:00 PST

caring

it isn't my fault that i don't care.so you say you think i'm what? oh. good for you.
Posted by IMPAVID on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 12:03:00 PST

i'm bored with myself.

i want to do something.i'm bored with me.i need...some outside source to affect me. i want some sort of force manipulation threat.something.things seem so complicatedbut reallythey are so simple.clou...
Posted by IMPAVID on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 09:32:00 PST