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Maricar

beauty is not pride, it is the courage w/in you...

About Me

they say i look like a korean slush chinese slush japanese hentay pornstar este gurl i mean ehehehe (a times i've been mistaken to be a foreigner of my own country...huh? filipina po akow) + am not into so much pakikay (coz beauty for me can be portrayed by comfort and courage not by too much body ornaments!) + i love gigs (i organize or help put-up hardcore slush punk slush indie gigs for years now and it's not just for fun, it's my bleeding ground!) + if u want to walk with me, walk fast baby + confuse + depress + strong (they say) + sweet + hardheaded + independent in some ways + can be the best if u want to + can be super bad/bitch if u allow + talkative + talkative + sometimes misunderstood + quite abused + owns a thin body that looks like a young gurl at d age of 16 + smooth skin is an asset + weird + crossdresser + doesn't care what people say + an unconditional lover + seeker of good love + hurts a lot of times + emotional + cry baby + music lover but music betrays me + corny + funny + drunkard at times + likes to travel + friendly + loves to try photography in d future + prostrated writer + eating is a hobby (chinese congees and korean kemchi and rice rolls) + lost + sleep a lot + if ur mom knows me she will always look for me (that's an experience) + i hate dirty sink + mababaw lang ako + i enjoy simple and extraordinary stuffs such as walking in the rain, lying at the top of a rooftop and watch the stars glittering, witnessing a sunset, helping a stranger, etc... check my updated blogshitt behbeh http://carzz.blogs.friendster.com/mind_body_heart_and_soul/
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My Interests

scented candles n jazz music, chinese & korean foods, red horse beer/tanduay 5 years, music, writing any stuffs, reading senseful/erotic books/novels and music zines, organizing gigs,hanging with friends, talk, sleep and kid around!

I'd like to meet:

Nothin' in particular... maybe someone i can touch lives with and won't slowly kill me with pain... bastards and fucked up people would be ok as long as they won't harm me... let's talk, drink and eat a lot... someone who loves human being more than animals...

Music:

Undying CoheednCambria The BeautyOfDoubt WallsOfJericho DashboardConfessional Thursday NoMotiv GetUpKids Glassjaw ColdPlay TheUsed Catch22 Insyderz MustardPlug Rancid Goldfinger SaveFerries Face2Face Greenday MxPx BadReligion Ataris JimmyEatWorld GoodCleanAndFun TakingBackSunday DillingerEscapePlan LeftOfCenter Shrapnel TheAmbassadors Pipebomblandmines -Ska Substance32 Red40 MeaCulpa SugarFree Yano/Pan Rivermaya Forgiveness Denied Piledriver MellowDelPrado TheLasenggos Sauna JeepneyJoyRide Weezer Deftones

Watch Video:

THERE'S NO I... (Walls Of Jericho)

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Movies:

My Sassy GirRrL, Mona Lisa Smile, School of Rock, American Wedding, Harry Potter 1,2,3, Lord of the Rings 1, 2 & 3, The Patriot, A Beautiful Mind, Gladiator, Black Hawk Down, Forest Gump, Dead Poet Society, Enemy of the Gates and City of Angels!!!

Television:

no tvs for now... too bc for it... hehehe

Books:

1984 by George Orwell, Anne of Windy Poplars by Lucy Maud Montgomery, some books authored by PCIJ, The Story of Chernobyl by Piers Paul Read, Straight from the Record by John J. Sirica, To be Real by Rebecca Walker, The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks, The Little Women, Heidi, A woman and so on...

My Blog

updated blog...

waz up! since i can make up a lot of blogs.. so i chose to prioritize one. please visit my updated blog in this address http://carzz.blogs.friendster.com/mind_body_heart_and_soul/& nbsp; thanx folks!...
Posted by Maricar on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I overcomed the lousy days!

It is amazing that people see what's really right through me. They know my insides and that I am stronger than what I think I am. And for that I overcomed those gloomy weather that poured out my days ...
Posted by Maricar on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i wish to end this day i spend with...

i want to make things simple... i want to forget what i wanted to forget... but it keeps on coming in my head... and i wish to end up all of this...
Posted by Maricar on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i do this because i have to, not because i love to.

It's so hard to start all over again. I feel like I brought back myself in the earlier stage of life. I live now so far from Cebu City in another island called Mactan and it's a tiresome job to travel...
Posted by Maricar on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

past, past, past....

Actually, my days been so unpredictable. Sometimes I am happy, lighthearted and contented with what I'm doing. Another times I feel stupid, unloved, irritable and so useless... I dunno how long will I...
Posted by Maricar on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

DOWN from the HELL and back....

When I was in high school 23 is my fave number. You know why? Because 23 is Michael Jordan's number. I was a basketball fanatic and athlete before I came to recognize that I like music as well. And...
Posted by Maricar on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

"LET IT BLEED FOR ME..."

Sigh! Maybe it's not enough to love a person so that you'll live. I think it's enough to love oneself first. I dunno if I am logical enough but as I am crying for the man that I learned to love invisi...
Posted by Maricar on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

such a gift...

I was at Robinson's Place trying to buy some great stuffs when I received a great news it made me smile... A salivating smile that made everyone turned their eyes on me... Of course, I didn't care w...
Posted by Maricar on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

simbang gabi and the starry and cold night...

INTERESTING! I miss the church... It's been like a year since I've never been gone to holy mass. I still believe in God but what I don't believe is the kind of religion I should or must be in... Th...
Posted by Maricar on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

shitty confusions...

Sigh! How many times I did turn down an offer and never came to interviews because I am having a second thought of having the kind of job that I wanted... Oh yeah, I am a freak moron and I don't real...
Posted by Maricar on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST