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About Me

I'm Tori.

I am a very stupid, jealous girl. thanks.

I also have very serious abandonment issues.

Give me your hands,
Let them feel the wounds they have caused.
Then will you belive me?
Can you believe me?
Or have I gone too far now.
Only you can tell.
But you won't speak.
Your voice has carved holes in me before,
but now you won't even say "goodbye",
as I proclaim my love to you,
With my last breath.
Will you believe me now?
Can you believe me now?

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My Interests

Dear Reader,
I am not perfect.
I try. And fail.
I want to be loved.
I want to have friends.
I want to go somewhere in life.
I don't need people who always bring me down.
I don't want to die alone.
I'm only so brave. I get scared eventually.
I'm more fragile that you suspect.
I have had my heart broken.
I don't want to grow up, most days.
I want to meet people.
I want to live, love, and smile.
Everyone is amazing, if given the chance.
Give me a chance.
I promise I can be amazing too.
Everyone can love, if they are loved.
Everyone is good and bad,
Some people just let the bad get to them too much.
I'm a real person too.
I just want to be loved.
-Victoria.

I'd like to meet:

I want to meet people who have good hearts.
People who are nice.
People who are different.
People who love.
People who are real.

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Music:

The kind that's good to listen to.

Movies:

Entertaining ones.

Television:

Discovery, mostly.

Books:

Fictional things.

Heroes:

I don't believe in heroes.
Believe in yourself, instead.

My Blog

This place is a prison.

Lets take a swig,and pop some pills,Drown out the insecurities,pretending to forget.Lying to yourself so thoroughly, its convincing.So drink your self sick,and get fucked up.Maybe life will be better ...
Posted by Victoria Notorious <3 on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 07:56:00 PST

I need

To find myself. summer=soul searching....
Posted by Victoria Notorious <3 on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 09:38:00 PST

=D

Make me one! ...
Posted by Victoria Notorious <3 on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 10:22:00 PST

rave. [finished: read and comment]

She lived in the old part of the big city, the part with the brick apartment buildings and narrow streets. She was a quiet girl, at least during the day. What happened at night was a completely differ...
Posted by Victoria Notorious <3 on Sun, 20 May 2007 02:40:00 PST

These are just poor recordings from the hole in my soul.

Will you just listen to me...?Just give me a chance to speak...Just a chance for you to hear me...Understand me.Pretend you care, Just long enough for me to say what I want you to hear.I don't want t...
Posted by Victoria Notorious <3 on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 08:29:00 PST

Degraded.

Can I be pretty too, Miss?No. Of course not. You're not good enough.What did I do wrong?You were born....
Posted by Victoria Notorious <3 on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 08:00:00 PST

Fuck. What's wrong?

Why can't I write?I don't know.Its like I have permanent writers block.Not that I had fantastic skills to begin with...But.I'd rather just write right now.Spill everything onto an empty page.But.Its n...
Posted by Victoria Notorious <3 on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 08:39:00 PST

Andrea <3

I'm in love with A GIRL.This has got to be the most amazing girl in the whole entire world.She is the most gorgeous girl I have ever seen.You might not agree, but frankly, I couldn't care less what y...
Posted by Victoria Notorious <3 on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 02:39:00 PST

Sick manipulation of emotion.

Do those three words still hold true? Do you want them to? Not if you don't even believe them to be true. I'm good at pretending....
Posted by Victoria Notorious <3 on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 01:05:00 PST

Eternalized.

Give me your hands,Let them feel the wounds they have caused.Then will you belive me?Can you believe me?Or have I gone too far now.Only you can tell.But you won't speak.Your voice has carved ho...
Posted by Victoria Notorious <3 on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 04:47:00 PST