"Not quite blonde, are we? More of a dirty blonde."
beware. i'm a fuck up. most likely i'm more taller than you. don't ever label me. those are not real, and no u cannot! yea haha. i won't hate u unless u give me a reason to. don't screw me over. don't get me mad. i'm hellofa good friend if your a good friend to me. i'm not so full of myself (as some think) or in other words: conceided. but that doesn't mean i have low self esteem either. haha. music makes me relax & makes me happy. don't expect to gain trust from me so easily or to get close to me. u won't. if you hate me, well then, i love you too. i want someone to love, i want someone to love me, in other words, a lover. i don't like half the people i know or talk to, but i don't kiss their ass either. i can have fun being alone because i'm just brilliant like that. i hate shallow people & judgemental people. and i don't think i'm better than anyone. u shouldn't either. i don't suffer from depression. but i'm not the happiest of people. i do have my share of sadness but i do try my hardest to keep my head up. even at the roughest times. i enjoy movies & late night phone conversations. i like to play online. i am a nerd. i like hugs. like a lot. and of course kisses. i love making people laugh. and i may come off as immature. i've had a bad past. don't bring up high school days, ewww. i love pizza. and i always seem to fall for boys i have no chance with. i can keep a secret. i'm probably more nicer than you. i can talk to you for just 10 minutes and already figure you out. i love ice cream. i love long notes. but i don't like to write long notes, only because i'm a lazy bitch n’ spammer. i smoke too much. i dance to electro & techno in my undies while i'm home alone. but my heart beats for metal. i laugh at my own jokes because i'm a loser like that. i don't have any talents. i'm not religious. i’m satanist. ha. i'm scared of spiders & any type of bug. if your near me when i see one, don't be surprise if i nearly cry or cry. i've been arrested before, for shoplifting undies. for fucks sake, i'm a dumbass for shoving undies into my pocket not a badass. i don't have wrong intentions and sometimes i hurt people's feelings without even meaning too. i'm confusing. i don't know what i want or how i feel. i can never seem to be satisfied or content. so don't even try to understand me, but if u do, props for u. i can draw. i like taking pictures. i love makeup. i cry everytime i see titanic. and i still laugh to the same jokes everytime i watch episodes of friends. i love thaifood. i love spices. i wish i had a penis for one whole day. i love putting my hair in pig tails. i like to party. i drink too much. i'm fuckin idiot in drunk. i can't sing. i can't stay still, ever. don't act like you care about me and don't be sweet to me and say things you don't mean. i'm not racist. i just like to crack jokes about different ethnicities. so don't take it so personally, chink. ^^. i probably can burp louder than you, no lie. i always have eyeliner on, well most the time. i can never have a good night's rest. i don't think my family likes me very much. i seem to change my moods a lot. there are very few people that i truely do care about. i suck at meeting new people. it's crazy how much i change over just a few months, looks & personality wise. i want to move to the UK. i want to be a photographer. i want to be a lawyer. i want to be a make up artist. i want to be designer. regardless of how much i suck at taking pictures, and arguing, and even doing my own make up, i still have those dreams. i have respect for myself. i like peace & if you actually read this all your a loser. okay.
What beautiful anorexic are you?
You are a Dark anorexic like Kate Moss. You will do anything to stay skinny even if you have to abuse your body by doing drugs or smoking cigaretts. You don't hide the fact that your anorexic but you also don't wave it around. People know you are anorexic but they'd never say anything... You're very mysterious and that keeps people from talking with you but always looking at you.
