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ashley sabotage. ™

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About Me

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"I WONDER IF IT'S POSSIBLE TO HAVE A LOVE AFFAIR THAT LASTS FOREVER."
-andy warhol.

so. the names ashley. i'm an emotional wreck. moving out of my mothers house after seventeen years of misunderstanding, arguing, and complete distress was the best decision i've ever made.
IM HAPPY. FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE.

i always thought it was impossible to find someone in this world who i could fall in love with more and more as each day passes. it's completely amazing to me how he can look past my horrible habits, and smile, no matter how annoyed he is. i love this boy with all my heart and soul, more so than i ever thought possible. we are not the typical highschool sweethearts. this love is real.

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My Blog

one of these is probably about you. :)

1) List 20-ish things that you want to say to people, but never will. 2) Don't say who they are. 3) Never discuss it again... find which one you are, and leave me a comment about itttttt. 1. you stole...
Posted by ashley sabotage. ™ on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 02:03:00 PST

ashley wants change.

I talked to stephanie today, she really helped me out a lot with what I've been going through. More than she knows, I believe. Because these past few days have been so horrible, I have decided to...
Posted by ashley sabotage. ™ on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 01:53:00 PST

when i look in your eyes, i don't see mine.

she's everything i'm not. i'm everything she wasn't. the two go hand in hand, and thats what i hate the most. i don't understand him, he doesn't want me to. she's so much better than me in many differ...
Posted by ashley sabotage. ™ on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 01:51:00 PST

hmm. pictures. :D

i found some pictures today on my moms computer. just thought i'd share. :D me and casey on christmas of '05. my papa, the closest thing to a daddy i've ever had. i luh this girl. chrissss. my h...
Posted by ashley sabotage. ™ on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 09:09:00 PST

the fourth drink instinct.

"what made you think that he couldn't find the door in the morning, when he found that bed so easily in the dark?" --cute is what we aim for.   ..i can't believe i did that. he had a girlfriend...
Posted by ashley sabotage. ™ on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 06:18:00 PST

just pull the fucking trigger.

fuckfuckfuck.  I hate how i'm too strong to show any emotion to anyone.  I'm so numb to all of this bullshit now, that it doesn't phase me. I just need to know that someone loves me, that so...
Posted by ashley sabotage. ™ on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 07:26:00 PST

cross my heart and hope to die.

fuck.im so restless but i cant sleep.i dont want to care anymore but i have no other choice but to care.he says he cant care about me until i start caring about myself. how is that possible when you r...
Posted by ashley sabotage. ™ on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 12:01:00 PST

READ THIS. YOU MAY BE IN HERE. KTHANKS.

chyeah, I pretty much hate these bitches that talk all this shit on myspace, and I give them every oppertunity in the fucking WORLD to say shit to my face, and you still won't do it. you know wha...
Posted by ashley sabotage. ™ on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 04:49:00 PST

MILITARY BALL PICTURES, BITCHES.

meghan, me(ugh. this is the STUPIDEST PICTURE OF ME...EVER...at least my dress was cute.=]), Victoria, and Autumn. Matt Riske, DJ, and me(once again looking stupid...haha, that is such a fake smile....
Posted by ashley sabotage. ™ on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 01:07:00 PST