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~Monkey on a Limb~

One day your going to wake up and realize how much you care for her...and when that day comes...she

About Me


You Are Somewhat Machiavellian
You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead...
But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself.
You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place.
You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to! How Machiavellian Are You?
brMay the rain in your life bring beautiful flowers, fresh air, and breathtaking rainbows of love and joy...
THE STORMJust like watching the clouds roll in she is ominous, awe inspiring, and mysterious. Filling us with anticipation of what will happen. Just like the thunder she commands attention and leaves no question of her intentions. Just like the rain she is cleansing, nourishing, rejuvenating, comforting and vital. Just like the lightening her wit is quick, bright and electric. And can hit with pin-point accuracy. Just like hail she strikes without notice and can be damaging if not devastating. And just like the following rainbow she is beautiful and fills us with hope and joy. Everyone has different reactions to storms but we are all completely at their mercy. Even a small portion storm is bigger than life and can change our lives forever. I am overwhelmed by the simple perfection of God and the incredible blessings he has given us. The perfect alignment of the planets with the Earth close enough to the sun so we don't freeze, yet far enough away so we don't burn up. The perfect harmony of the seasons. All of the perfect elements that contribute to storms and their developement. She is like a storm. I want to ride that storm......
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Layout Comment Graphics New Layout Codes Best Graphics"Your Own Happiness"What is holding you back? Relax take a deep breath. Ride my steel rails of track. Leading us on a straight pathShowing you what the future holds. With tears in your eyes. Images of your pain left in the cold. All you want is someone to holdYou settle for what you know. Content with his conflict .Do not act like I do not know You told me when we last spoke on the phone. Abandoning you when you needed him the mostCalls you only when he needs what is in between your legs. It is all for him after he pleads and begs. Do I think he is using you for sex ? Is that not what he wrote in the last text ?Should I leave out the part when I warned you to leave him? Tiered of being lonely was your excuse to stay with him. Seems to me you love your misery. Knowing I can make you happy since you enjoy your time with me. I can devote my life to you if you would just ask me. For once in your life take me seriouslyThe Lord for your love I am praying. This is not a game I am playing. Take all the time you need to make a decision. My love for you has no expirationIs that him calling I hear the phone ringing. Answer it and tell him how you are feeling. Do you fear what he will do to you if you left? His presences taking away your breath. Capable of bringing death.Cannot compare with what I have to give. All the inspiration you need to live. you will be leaving him for a prince. Is this not enough to convince.I feel afraid when you are together. His personality changes just like the weather. Don't believe when he says he loves and needs you. Cursing screaming torturing and mistreating you. That is not love. It is what he loves to do!I need someone to love and hold. I feel like I am being left in the cold. An eligible bachelor waiting in the wings. Waiting for what the future brings. Find comfort in your loneliness. I found comfort in your loveliness . Do you value him more then your own happiness? written By Jason Retamar…"My Apology"I try to tell you that I'm gone I'm gone, I'm gone, I can't go on You look upset, your eyes are red The flowers on the floor are deadYou try to tell me that I'm wrong You're wrong, you're wrong, we can't go on I'm sorry for the lonely nights I'm sorry but I cannot hidePlease listen to meYou're killing me with your love You're killing me with your love You're killing me with your love Just set me free from your touchI'm sorry that you're hearing this, I'm sorry but I do not miss The way I felt that awful night The way we had our final fightI'm sorry that I'm on the run, I can't go on, I'm gone, I'm gone It's all a mess, it's not your fault I tried to warn you from the startJust look into my eyesYou're killing me with your love You're killing me with your love You're killing me with your love Just set me free from your touchIt's my apology, It's my apology to youI'm trying to leave you, I'm trying to leave you, I'm trying...You're killing me with your love You're killing me with your love You're killing me with your love Just set me free from your touchI'm trying to leave you, I'm trying to leave you, I'm trying to leave you, I'm trying...You're so small, but somehow you can fill a room. Your smile makes people feel comfortable, because it is so genuine. YOur eyes really are the window to your soul, because your truths are yearning to peek out into the world. Your scent is clean and fresh, like a baby's breath. Your heart is red and pumping full of virgin blood, because you are so innocent, precious flower. Respected for who you want to be, but misunderstood for who you really are. You are an angel on Earth.
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BOOTY CALL APPDO NOT TAKE THIS LITERALLY (UNLESS YOU WANT 2)"BOOTY CALL APPLICATION" This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "AGREEMENT") is entered into on the ____ day of _________, 2006 between ___________ and __________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES:1. There shall be NO sleeping over -- unless the sex was so good that it justifies a repeat performance in the morning.2. We shall NOT meet in public except for dinner or drinks before the carnal events of the evening.3. Do NOT call me before 10:00PM -- WE DON'T HAVE SHIT TO TALK ABOUT.4. There will be NO "love making" -- only sex plain fucking!5. Under NO circumstances will there be any emotional discussions. These include questions like "Where are we heading with this?"; "Do you love me?"; and "What are you thinking?" The answers are "Nowhere", "Hell no" and "About someone else", so dont ask!6. We will NOT make plans in advance -- that is why you are called the "back-up", unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advance arrangement.7. All gifts are gratefully accepted -- money is always the best gift.8. NO talk of marriage shall ever be uttered -- however, dirty talk and screaming is encouraged.9. Please do NOT ask for comparisons with former lovers -- it's really none of your damn business. This rule shall be null and void if you are asking to include former lovers in our session.10. We are NOT together, just sex-buddies/fuck-buddies.11. Calling out the wrong name during sex is OK -- don't be offended if there are multiple names called out and references made to college parties, cheerleader camps, or women's prisons.12. DO NOT wear extra clothing -- I want it fast, easy, and a sure as hell don't want your ass leaving anything behind when you leave no you can not keep souvienors.13. You will NOT fall asleep right after sex -- consider my cry of "Oh, shit, I'm cuming!" to be your cue to start gathering your things so you can get the fuck out.14. Do NOT be offended if I don't ask if you enjoyed it -- I don't care.15. You can NOT borrow my car or Bike for any reason.16. If anyone asks who you are, the standard response will be: "Her roommate's boyfriend"17. You must confirm ALL visits. An unanswered phone call does not constitute confirmation I might be busy (if u know what i mean)18. If you don't want hot, wet, messy sex, do NOT come over. [See number 10]19. Bring your own drinks -- I don't run a liquor store. Better yet, bring me a some Hypnotiq & Henessy & Tequila20. You will NOT use my phone under any circumstance. This is not the movies -- everyone has caller ID, and I don't want anyone calling for you on my SHIT.By signing below, YOU agree to all of the above rules, regulations, stipulations, references, and inuendos. Furthermore, if you break this covenant, you will give ME sloppy road-head cause of this agreement during a drive of MY choosing.Booty Caller: Sign: ________________ Date ____ ....

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"Love many, trust few, and always paddle your own canoe!"**********************************************"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words." -Author Unknown


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Skinny Myspace LayoutsI am now educated as to what I want, for that I also would like to thank you, Vaughn. I want someone to share with, not my negative shit, but my hopes, fears, dreams, future, bed, sex, love, complete open communication, someone who will cover my mouth and kiss me, not shut me down and talk me down for processing thoughts, someone who will take actions to let me know they care, maybe just a touch, maybe a smile, but that special thing that I made for them. Someone who wants to cuddle on the couch, fuck on the floor, make love in the bed and love being loved on the picnic table by the lake, someone who can appreciate the fact that when it even looks Like its going to rain, I am thinking of them, longing for them, and wanting no one but Them, in my arms making love in the rain or to the sound of it. I want a lover and a friend. I want someone who makes me breakfast cause they appreciated the dinner I made for them and the dessert they had in my cozy home I allowed them to enter and share the beautiful family I dedicated my life too and proud to have accomplished along with my offender who will still stand tall in his young life. I have so much to offer, but not at the cost of me. Someone who wants to stay with me and hold me all night, but wont be hurt when its time to go home, cause I need time to be me and be a mom too. Someone who wants to go and be with me and watch my kids not be their dad, but their friend as they are mine. Someone who wants to go dance with me and see me smile cause it makes me feel good, to learn new things together. Yep, I want a relationship, not a fuck.

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Your Mind is NC-17 Rated
You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap.
If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?
tagfantasy.comTombstone, Legends of the Fall, Face off, Officer and a Gentleman, Slingblade, Shrek, Ice Age, Ice Age the Meltdown, Hostile, Forest Gump, Band of Brotherhood, !

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My Daughter is my HERO! BACA would be my other Hero, Bikers Against Child Abuse, they are all Hero's to the children..Support your local chapter http://www.bacausa.com/
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?

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Eyes full of Pain


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My Blog

Saturday

This weather is crazy, bet i come in here plenty today as i dont want to get out from the comforter! I HATE THE COLD! I dont like being cooped up either, lesser of two evils for me, is warmth, LOL! Co...
Posted by ~Shawty Shawty~ on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 10:22:00 PST

What did the cat drag in?

A fuckin dog named Vaughn! Fucker came by tonight, high as hell, couldnt stay awake, and what does he do? What else, soon as i get up off the couch, sit down, in the approx area of the couch i am sitt...
Posted by ~Shawty Shawty~ on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 09:37:00 PST

SO Fucking Tired

I am exhausted, I just have nothing left is how i feel right now, i  think that made it easier to put Vaughn where he needed to be, not a priority right now, and the feelings i have on hold for h...
Posted by ~Shawty Shawty~ on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 01:44:00 PST

LOTS OF ANGER

SO i tell him all that we know, and what the fuck, today, my friend, b/f has him here when i come in, why? She has lost her mind. I am just sick over all of this shit, he was here playin with the dog ...
Posted by ~Shawty Shawty~ on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 10:51:00 PST

BF Birthday!!

And not a happy day. She is not gonna allow for a happy day, this is miserable for her. beyond miserable. Okay, i am good today, gonna have my hands full with her. On the flip side. I am glad that wh...
Posted by ~Shawty Shawty~ on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 06:29:00 PST

I want to run

Anyone know where that cliff is that you go throw your emotions off the edge, watch them fall and bounce to never get up again, never to the level you are on? I need to go there. I just want to take ...
Posted by ~Shawty Shawty~ on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 10:42:00 PST

last night midnight, one am, two am

the first thing i think of this morning, the last thing i thought of last night. He doesn't deserve that, but it is how it was. He really infuriates me, and i was talkin with a friend here on the net,...
Posted by ~Shawty Shawty~ on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 09:05:00 PST

he came here

and pretty much stayed in the living room with me. He threw me his phone and said look at my new screen saver, its a pic of his hard dick in his hand. HA HA, real fuckin funny. he tells me i am actin...
Posted by ~Shawty Shawty~ on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 11:45:00 PST

i told him not to call and stay away

Boy, he replied asking me to please stop, that he didnt know where this was coming from and when he talked to me last this morning (yesterday morn) i was ok. So, i didnt reply, i stopped. Not quite wh...
Posted by ~Shawty Shawty~ on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 07:28:00 PST

Can I stick to my guns and sink in my heels?

Okay, I am gonna try one more time, I feel like i can do it. We will see. I quite saying i am done with him, as it takes time. He came again last night, like one thirty am, i offered to come to him bu...
Posted by ~Shawty Shawty~ on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 12:58:00 PST