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I want to be the mistake you cant live without

The profile isn't private so she can see everything that she is not...and can never be...

About Me

I believe in soulmates. You have only one and I don't think everyone finds theirs. I found mine. I also lost him.Trying to fill the void has proved unsuccessful.I'm really nothing special.I'm a sucker for anything acoustic.I have serious problems letting go of the past. The past is when I was happy.I have hurt soo many people in my journey to discover my reason for living. For that I apologize although I know it doesn't ease the pain.I still listen to this song and think about the night he sang it to me...I am in love with the fairytale of what could have been.I believe without love life is empty and pointless.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

The Monarch to My Dr Girlfriend :)

Music:



!! MUSIC!!
....A....


A Day to Remember

A Perfect Circle

A Static Lullaby

AC/DC

Acid Bath

Across Five Aprils

AFI

Aiden

Alexisonfire

Alexz Johnson

Alice In Chains

Alkaline Trio

All American Rejects

All Time Low

American Hi Fi

Arcturus

Armor for Sleep

ATB

Atreyu

Authority Zero

Avenged Sevenfold

Avril Lavigne

....B....

Barenaked Ladies

Behind Crimson Eyes

Billy Idol

Billy Talent

Bleed the Dream

Bleeding Through

Blondie

Bowling For Soup

Boys Like Girls

Boy's Night Out

Brand New

Bratmobile

Breaking Benjamin

Bright Eyes

Burn Season

Butthole Surfers

....C....

Cake

Candlebox

Cascada

Cauterize

Cheap Trick

Chiodos

Cinamatic Sunrise

Coheed and Cambria

Colbie Caillat

Coldplay

Cold War Kids

Copeland

Cradle Of Filth

Crossfade

Cruxshadows

Custom

....D....

Daft Punk

Dangerous Muse

Darwins Waiting Room

Dashboard Confessional

Days Away

Dead Poetic

Deadsy

Death Cab for Cutie

Default

Deftones

Demon Hunter

Depeche Mode

DHT

Disturbed

Dresdon Dolls

....E....

Early November

Eisley

Electric Six

Emery

Enya

Evanescence

Evans Blue

Eve 6

Everything but the Girl

....F....

Fall Out Boy

Fat Boy Slim

Felix Da Housecat

Finger Eleven

Fiona Apple

Five For Fighting

Flaming Lips

Flyleaf

Forever the Sickest Kids

Freezepop

From Autumn to Ashes

From First to Last

Frou Frou

Fuel

Funeral For A Friend

Further Seems Forver

....G....

Garbage

Get Up Kids

Godhead

Godsmack

Goldfinger

Green Day

Gregory and the Hawk

Gym Class Heroes

....H....

Halifax

Hanzel and Gretyl

Harry Belefonte

Haste The Day

Hawthorne Heights

He is Legend

Hellogoodbye

Hellyeah

Her Space Holiday

Hidden in Plain View

HIM

Hole

Hoobastank

Horrorpops

Hot Action Cop

Hot Hot Heat

Hot Water Music

....I....

IAMX

ICP

Imogen Heap

Incubus

Infected Mushroom

In Flames

INXS

Iron Maiden

It Dies Today

....J....

Jack Off Jill

Jack Johnson

Jacks Mannequin

JamisonParker

Janes Addiction

Jann Arden

Jawbreaker

Jeffree Star

Jem

Jet

Jimmy Eat World

John Meyer

Joss Stone

Juliana Theory

Jupiter Sunrise

....K....

Kelley Osborne

Kidney Thieves

Kids In The Way

Kill Hannah

Kind of like Spitting

....L....

L7

Lacuna Coil

Lady Saw

Lady Sovereign

Ladytron

Less than Jake

Letter Kills

Lilly Allen

Lisa Loeb

Liz Phair

Lollipop Lust Kill

Lords Of Acid

Lower Class Brats

Lucky Boys Confusion

....M....

Madonna

Mae

Marilyn Manson

Maroon 5

Mars Volta

Matchbook Romance

Mayday Parade

McFly

Meg and Dia

Metallica

Mindless Self Indulgence

Misfits

Morning Wood

Murderdolls

Muse

Mushroomhead

My Chemical Romance

My Life with the Thrill Kill Cult

....N....

Natalie Imbruglia

Neon Blonde

New Found Glory

New Years Day

New York Dolls

Nightmare Of You

Nightwish

Nine Inch Nails

Nirvana

No Doubt

NOFX

Nonpoint

No Use For A Name

Norah Jones

....O....

Oasis

OK GO

Old 97s

Orgy

Otep

Our Lady Peace

Over the Rhine

Ozzy

....P....

Panic! at the Disco

Pantera

Paramore

Parkway Drive

Peaches

Pepper

Perfect Chaos

Phish

Placebo

Plain White Ts

Pretty Girls Make Graves

Primus

Prince

Prodigy

Psyclon Nine

Puddle Of Mudd

....Q....

....R....

Rasputina

Radiohead

Ramones

Razed In Black

Razorlight

Rediscover

Regina Spektor

Rehab

Reliant K

REM

Republica

Robots in Disguise

Robyn

Rob Zombie

Rookie of the Year

Roses are Red

Ryan Adams

Ryan Cabrera ....S....

Sanctus Real

Saosin

Savage Garden

Saves The Day

Saving Jane

Say Anything

Scarling

Scary Kid Scaring Kids

Scissor Sisters

Secondhand Serenade

Seether

Senses Fail

Sexcopter Rul

Shattersphere

She Wants Revenge

Shinedown

Shiny Toy Guns

Sia

Sick Puppies

Silverchair

Simple Plan

Skillet

Skinny Puppy

Slick Shoes

Sloppy Seconds

Smashing Pumpkins

Sneaker Pimps

Social Code

Social Distortion

Soldout

Something Corporate

Son of Dork

SR-71

Stabbing Westward

Staind

Static X

Stefy

Stiff Little Fingers

Stone Sour

Straylight Run

Sublime

Sugarcult

Switchfoot

....T....

Taking Back Sunday

Tesla

The Academy Is. . .

The Ataris

The Beautiful Mistake

The Blood Brothers

The Cardigans

The Cure

The Exies

The Eyeliners

The Flaming Lips

The Fray

The Horrors

The Hush Sound

The Killers

The Muffs

The Raconteurs

The Red Paintings

The Spill Canvas

The Summer Obsession

The Vandals

The Veronicas

The Vibrators

Theory of a Dead Man

Thrice

Tiger Army

Tool

Tsunami Bomb

....U....

Underoath

....V....

Vendetta Red

Veruca Salt

VNV Nation

....W....

Waking Ashland

Weezer

Wilco

With Broken Wings

....X....

....Y....

Yeah Yeah Yeahs

....Z....

Zebrahead

Zeromancer

....0-9....

30 Seconds to Mars

3 Days Grace

3 Doors Down

40 Below Summer

My Blog

Why girls should go for the Nerdy Guys!

This wasn't written by me, HOWEVER, I agree completely! haha. I actually found this on like...craigslist..haha1.) While geeks and nerds may be awkward, they're well-meaning 9 out of 10 times. That smo...
Posted by I want to be the mistake you cant live without on Wed, 29 Oct 2008 11:50:00 PST

You know youre in college when....

You Know You're In College When: You know you're in college when:::1. High school started before 8am, but now anything before noon is considered "early." 2. You have more beer than food in ...
Posted by I want to be the mistake you cant live without on Mon, 20 Oct 2008 04:23:00 PST

Over..

I have this nagging fear that it's over and he's just not said it yet...I hope I'm paranoid, unfortunately I'm usually right about things like this.
Posted by I want to be the mistake you cant live without on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 09:44:00 PST

Sporadicly Fantastic Update!

I don't even know where to begin.Hence I will merely start with my past weekend and then lead up to my many random thoughts. As most of you know I went "missing" this weekend. Of course by missing I m...
Posted by I want to be the mistake you cant live without on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 08:58:00 PST

October 19th Trip!! COME ALONG!!

MAKE PLANS!To go see this with me and a bunch of people. The day before my birthdaySo yeah. There is going to be a large group of friends and I going to go see it.Anyone wanna go? ...
Posted by I want to be the mistake you cant live without on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 01:36:00 PST

CUTE SAD CUTE SAD

Morgan says:I am sooo in love with you it is sickening????? says:lolMorgan says:thats sad not funny meaniepants!????? says:Why is it sadMorgan says:because....like...its not a one way street but mine ...
Posted by I want to be the mistake you cant live without on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 08:26:00 PST

Worst Feeling...(a bulletin I actually liked)

I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..if I'm not tan enough for you.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy mod...
Posted by I want to be the mistake you cant live without on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 01:07:00 PST

So many

of my ex's and friends are so young and married!!Or have children.I am not even with anyone.I want to be in love...but I don't want all that so soon.I am in no hurry to rush my life along.I want to b...
Posted by I want to be the mistake you cant live without on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 09:41:00 PST

All Around Me

FLYLEAF LYRICS "All Around Me" My hands are searching for you My arms are outstretched towards you I feel you on my fingertips My tongue dances behind my lips for you This fire rising through my b...
Posted by I want to be the mistake you cant live without on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 09:04:00 PST

Instead

I don't want a dozen roses&.Instead, I want a dozen kisses.I don't want expensive gifts&Instead, I want priceless memories.I don't want every bit of your world&Instead, I want every bit of your love.I...
Posted by I want to be the mistake you cant live without on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 04:43:00 PST