About Me

I'm Catherine Cocaine.
Jealous?
You should be.
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I mean every word that comes out of my mouth until I say I love you.
I am CATHERINE.
Don't fall in love with me.
I won't return the feeling, and I'll hurt you.
HI. I'M CATHERINE COCAINE and I hate being sober.
Little tip.
I love when people call me "hon," "baby," "darling," etc. Especially if you're a boy. Especially if you're a cute one.
So do it.

I'm Catherine Cocaine.

Get over it.

Want to know something about me?
My whole purpose in life is to be a muse.
I am every inspiration that gets shot through your veins, that gets sucked up your nose, that gets drawn into your lungs.
I am everything important and everything mundane.
And just so you know.
I do NOT condone the use of drugs.
The name I go by is a song.
The whole point of using Cocaine in my name is to represent my addictiveness.
I'm going to be on your mind. I'm going to get under your skin.
You can either choose to ignore me or give in.
I do not get offended easily.
So the things I say, if you have a problem with it, don't come whining to me.
That's my warning.
Spam me, and I will report you.
Don't message me, in all caps, asking me what's good.
You look completely uneducated and I will not respond.
I do not actually live in California, yet.
I live in Knoxville, Tennessee.
I am seventeen years old, going on twenty five.
I am in my last year of High School.
I walked across stage on May 17th, 2008. =)
If you live here, I'll be happy to tell you where.

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So basically. I'm not edge, I don't really like animals, and I enjoy my bacon burgers.
Get over it.
My ENTIRE aspiration in life,
is to be the human form of Miss Jessica Rabbit.
I'm gonna be a Queen.
Get started on treating me like one.
I lost this girl on February 13th, 2007.
She was my best friend and even though she's not here, I still talk to her every day.

My Interests

currently addicted to...

I'd like to meet:

cute boys who are SINGLE and have an appreciation for curves, pale skin, and red hair.
cute boys who can put up with me and be there for me when I need them the most.
cute boys who don't see anything better than me.
cute boys who tell me I'm beautiful.
cute boys who call me baby.
cute boys who encourage my vanity.
cute boys who will text me at any minute of the day just to tell me they love me or that they're thinking of me.

You there? Ask me. It never hurts.

YOU. so call me. :)

This man just may be my soulmate, k. =]

I am too busy to have friends. A lover would just complicate my plans.

Music:

I kind of lost my inspiration there for a long time when it came to music... and Happy Hollow made me realize why I'm still alive, cause of all that music before that got me through. It was kind of my baptism by rock and roll.

currently listening to...

Movies:

currently watching...

Television:

currently watching...

Books:

CURRENTLY READING:
Generation Sex by Dr. Judy Kuriansky.

Heroes:

Wanna be in here? Send me an amazing comment or picture comment, or make me a sign. If you make me one, I'll generally make you one in return, if I have a working camera. ♥

My Blog

[xxxxxx] I've Always Been A Sucker.

I stood by the exit door of the hotel cafe, he was playing with his band.I've always been a sucker, had a weakness for a boy with a guitar and a drink inhis hand. His words were like heaven in my hurr...
Posted by catherine cocaine™ [PXC] [AJ/TRe!] (RED) on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 05:21:00 PST

[xxxxx] This Is Not About Love.

So, rejoice.But don't get too full of yourself.I knew this would not work. If you would have asked me, I would have told you.Coco and I's relationship was purely for comfort.Nothing serious.And today ...
Posted by catherine cocaine™ [PXC] [AJ/TRe!] (RED) on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 02:23:00 PST

[xxxx] I Am Not In Love.

So, basically.I've found a pretty good balance right now, in relationships.No commitment. No love.We love each, but we are not in love. And if we meet someone else that we want to connect with, physic...
Posted by catherine cocaine™ [PXC] [AJ/TRe!] (RED) on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 06:16:00 PST

[xxx] So, Its Really Over.

Everything has kind of led up to this, I guess.I mean, I spent so much time and so much energy begging and being so distraught over this whole situation.And, I'm just realizing now that it's gone, but...
Posted by catherine cocaine™ [PXC] [AJ/TRe!] (RED) on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 06:13:00 PST

[xx] September 25th, 2007.

This season has started with all kinds of new beginnings for me. With the death of summer, I feel like I've started to live my life. I've battled addictions, heartbreak, loss, and negativity. And I'v...
Posted by catherine cocaine™ [PXC] [AJ/TRe!] (RED) on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 05:31:00 PST