antisocialite profile picture

antisocialite

I am here for Friends

About Me

I am control freak...proven fact, yet I cannot control myself. I am a jerk.....yet I care and I tiptoe around your emotions and mine. I am strong.....I have endured things that would break most people, yet I second guess myself. I am a hopeless romantic.....with a raging fear of commitment. I am flawed.....yet perfect in the moment. I love unconditionaly.....but question peoples intention who show me the same. I push people away.....because i love them. I care about you....but want you to think I don't. I'm selfish.....and I am giving. I bear my soul.....and hide myself. I am love and I am hate. I am a complex and complete work in progress. I feel small sometimes but know that I am enegry in motion, powerful beyond measure and bigger than I give myself credit for. I am all these things and more.


Myspace Layouts - Myspace Editor - Image Hosting

My Interests

roller coasters. (emotional and traditional)
fireworks. (emotional and traditional)
costumes.
good friends.
good food.
tattoos.
strangers.
dancing around the house in my undies.
laughing so hard you cry.
being full of shit
doing nothing.
falling in lust.
chasing the shiny (thanks don)
hot girls.
toe socks.
escapes.
making list.
porn.
baseball.
not mangos.

I'd like to meet:

shots of Jameson and tattooed boys and the completion of my list......i'm a simple girl!

MISSION 101
Your mission should you choose to accept it...
The Mission: Complete 101 preset tasks in a period of 1001 days.

START: 11/17/2007
END: 08/14/2010
TASKS REMAINING: 95


1. Buy a new car
2. Be blond for 6 months
3. Be a redhead for 6 month
4. Go camping on the beach
5. Kiss a stranger
6. See the inside of Cinderella's Castle
7. Go to fantasy fest in key west
8. Lose 5lbs , Lose 10lbs, Lose 15lbs
9. Have New Years Breakfast at the Breakers
10. Flicker 365 project (2/365)
11. Take a Hot Yoga Class
12. Get a massage
13. Unplug for 1Week ~ no cell, no internet, no tv
14. Get my rose tattoos
15. Learn to ride a motorcycle
16. Go back to school
17. Get a Tan
18. Go skydiving
19. Buy a new guitar
20. Learn Italian
21. Get sleeve drawn out
22. Go to Mexico for Dio de los Muertos
23. Do something nice for someone at least once a week(0/143)
24. Write up a budget
25. Save $10 a day for all 1001 days(0/1001)
26. Eat out no more than once a week ~ unless on vacation
27. Wash face and lotion face every am and pm(1/1001)
28. Have New Years Day breakfast at the Breakers
29. Get hanky panky girl tattoo
30. Go to Vegas
31. See Cirque de Soile
32. Take belly dancing class
33. Read 25 new books(0/25)
34. Plant a garden - try not to kill it
35. Take photography class
36. Write 10 snail mail letters to out-of-towners(0/10)
37. Throw a dinner party
38. Go parasailing
39. Try 5 new recipes(0/5)
40. Bake and decorate a cake ~ i can cook but something always goes terribly wrong when i try to make a cake
41. Get in a good relationship
42. Mail a secret to post secret
43. Get someone else to do list
44. Vote
45. Find at least 1 thing a day that makes me happy
46. See snow
47. See a Broadway show ~ preferably on broadway
48. Take the girls to New York
49. Take a ballet class
50. Donate $5 for every uncompleted item on the list at the end of the 1001 days
51. Make 3 infusions (1 being Limoncello)(1/3)
52. Sing karaoke
53. See the inside of Cinderella's Castle
54. Fill up a sketch book with drawings
55. Complete 5 paintings(0/5)
56. Work out 5 days a week(0/715)
57. Get kissed in the rain
58. Fall in love ps - also got my heart broken :(
59. Do something for charity
60. Run 10 5k’s(0/10)
61. Run ½ marathon
62. Run full marathon
63. See a movie outside
64. Take a road trip
65. Throw a theme party
66. Be able to do a split
67. Have picture taken with Santa
68. Get a pet
69. Dance in the rain ~ stomp in the puddles
70. Have girls night at least once a month(1/33)
71. Go skinny dipping in the ocean
72. Meet at least 10 new people(0/10)
73. Get waxed (everywhere)
74. Learn how to golf - or a least how to hit the ball
75. Drink only water for one month
76. Visit 3 states I’ve never been to(0/3)
77. Spend one day being completely decadent/selfish
78. Give up dairy for one month
79. Give up fast food for one month
80. Go to a Hockey Game
81. Go scuba diving
82. Visit Costa Rica
83. See the 100 top grossing films of all time(0/100)
84. Buy a new lap top
85. Get an auto graph from a famous person
86. Try 10 new restaurants(0/10)
87. Play paintball
88. Go shooting at the range
89. Visit the MOSI
90. Get new passport
91. Get new boobs
92. Build a sand castle
93. Ride something * horse, elephant, camel, ect
94. Buy something vintage and fabulous
95. Win the lotto ~ i'll be happy with any winnings over $5
96. Get my fortune read
97. Speak my mind for one whole day ~ i will give fair warning before i do this....in case you wanna avoid me
98. Swim with a manatee or dolphin
99. Attend a major music festival
100. Get silly drunk
101. Give up driving for one week
Hello lover.
Create your comment box

Music:

i want theme music to play every time i walk into the room.

i was thinking 70's style porn music.

Movies:

There are varying degrees of evil, we urge you lesser forms of filth not to push the bounds and cross over, into true corruption, into our domain.
For if you do, one day you will look behind you and you will see we three. And on that day, you will reap it.
And we will send you to whatever god you wish.
And shepherds we shall be, For thee my lord for thee. Power has descended forth from thy hand, that our feet may swiftly carry out thy commands. So we shall flow a river forth to thee, and teeming with souls shall it ever be. In nomine Patri, Et Fili, Spiritus Sancti

Television:

Don't buy the sickness on T.V.
You want your health, they want the fee.
You see the ads and start to think,
"I feel it coming on..."

No, no.
Target market television,
Telepharmavangelism,
Symptom finger.

I'm gonna shut it off,
Down all the power.
I'm a doctor today.
I'm curing viewers by thousands.

tv is the enemy.

Books:

hooked on phonics.

My Blog

quarter year recap (a photo blog)

so i'm being lazy.  this has been my life for the past few months.......enjoy.last days in tamparandom nights in tampavacation 200825, againmay day 2008i'm not in any of the mayday pictures but i...
Posted by antisocialite on Sun, 04 May 2008 08:30:00 PST

i love, love, love this.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ul7X5js1vE that is all!!!...
Posted by antisocialite on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 10:46:00 PST

life, love and the pursuit of craziness......

these days.....life is not exactly sane.  I say I want out.   I say I want off the emotional roller coaster.  But do I really?   I go back.   I let the things...
Posted by antisocialite on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 11:41:00 PST

ouch....

.....so tonight I have one of my random pain attacks.   my side hurts so bad that I can barely see straight....all I wanna do is lay flat......but I got company (ex bf/good friend that I dat...
Posted by antisocialite on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 07:32:00 PST

day zero......

.....will have to wait.so i've been in tampa for 10 months and so many things have changed.  i was looking over my new years resolution and realized i have accomplish all but 2 things.......the r...
Posted by antisocialite on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 07:44:00 PST

Lets pretend...

&..to be in love.Pretend to love me with all your heart and I will pretend to do the same.  We will talk on the phone.  We will smile and laugh.  We'll spend full days never leaving the...
Posted by antisocialite on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 09:44:00 PST

my heart is not big enough.....

to love more than one person at a time.  i don't have the emotion capacity to care about multiple people at one.my heart is not strong enough......to care about someone who could care less. ...
Posted by antisocialite on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 07:52:00 PST

what I like about you.....

....or don't like...it all depends. I totally stole this from ashley......but it seemed like a harmless way to get it all out.  so here is what i think about ...
Posted by antisocialite on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 07:29:00 PST

i am lost.....

...but for the moment i will allow myself to be found in your in embrace, in the push and pull between want and need. For tonight I will allow the longing to know your touch to replace the longing to...
Posted by antisocialite on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 06:22:00 PST

if you really want to know me......

random questions.....not so random answersif you didnt know me before you will after reading this.....My ex is: my ex for a reason. I am listening to: the sound of the fan and the clicking of the k...
Posted by antisocialite on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 10:33:00 PST