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Desert ChurcH

Nek' crkne i komsija i krava.

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I run through my past life in my mind and involuntarily ask myself: Why have I lived? For what purpose was I born? There must have been a purpose, and certainly fate must have something noble in store for me, for I am conscious of untapped powers within me . . . But I didn't figure out my destination. I allowed myself to be carried away by the temptation of vain and frivolous passions. I emerged from their crucible hard and cold like iron, but gone forever was the ardor of noble aspirations--life's finest flower. How often since then have I played the role of an ax in the hands of fate! Like an instrument of execution I have fallen upon the heads of the condemned, often without malice, always without regret . . . My love has never made anyone happy, for I have never sacrificed anything for those I loved; I have loved only for myself, for my own pleasure. I have striven only to satisfy a strange craving of the heart, greedily absorbing their emotions, their tenderness, their joys and sufferings--and have never been fully satisfied. I have been like the starving man who falls into a stupor from sheer exhaustion and dreams of luxurious foods and sparkling wines--exultingly he shovels in these ephemeral gifts of the imagination, and seems to feel better--but when he awakes the vision is gone . . . and redoubled hunger and despair remain!

A Hero of our Time

My Interests

prose… Flaubert, Chekhov, Mopasan, Poe, Gombrowicz, Dostoyevsky, Borges, Hemingway, Tolstoy, Hoffmann, Schnitzler… poetry… Lermontov, Baudelaire, Rimbaud, Novalis,

Hölderlin, Blake, Pushkin… art… Bacon, Bosch, van Gogh, Rosseti, Dürer, Goya, Cézanne, Seurat, Toulouse-Lautrec, Huss, Nerdrum…

...all that beautiful shapes of gothic era...

...filming short movies at

...and writing...

I'd like to meet:

myself...

...a omiljeni FORUM mi je

Music:

I wokE UP one cloudy morning and listened to a music whole day. This is THAT playlist.09 - 11h Calexico, Migala, Marianne Faithfull, Django Reinhardt, Leonard Cohen, Stuart A. Staples, National, Thin White Rope, Serge Gainsbourg, Shivaree, The Walkabouts11 - 14h Joy Division, Frank Black, The Charlatans, Eels, Element of Crime, Green on Red, Jesus and Mary Chain, James, Teenage Fun Club, The Posies, Television, House of Love, Swans14 - 17h The Dresden Dolls,Tom Petty,Tindersticks, Blondie, Pretty Girls Make Graves, Suede, Neil Young, Roy Orbison, Marty Robins17 - 20h Ramones, The Pogues, Therapy?, Agnostic Front, KMFDM20 - 22h JOHNNY CASH22 - 02h Diary of Dreams, Diorama, Covenant, Wolfsheim, Athamay, In Strict Confidence, Dolls of Pain, Monofader, Legacy of Music, Solitary Experiments, Seabound, Suicide Commando, Ladytron, State of the Union, Rotersand, Tristesse De La Lune, Zombie Girl, Agonize, Of the Wand and the Moon, Mediavolo.

Movies:

David Lynch, Roman Polanski, Jirí Menzel, Terry Zwigoff, Stanley Kubrick, John Huston, John Carpenter, Wim Wenders, Eric Rohmer, Claude Chabrol, Ingmar Bergman, Slobodan Sijan, Zelimir Zilnik, Zivojin Pavlovic, Alexander Payne, Coen brothers, Jean-Pierre Jeunet, Peter Bogdanovich, Mike Leigh, Takashi Miike... Dead Man, Down by Law, Assault on Precinct 13, In the Mouth of Madness, Eraserhead, Wild at Heart, Blue Velvet, Twin Peaks, The Fly, Intimacy, Last Temptation of Christ, Short Film about Love, Faraway so Close, The Tenant, The Cook the Thief his Wife and her Lover, L.A. Without Map, Jacob's Ladder, Sideways, Blood Simple, Fargo, The City of Lost Children, My Sweet Little Village. Last Picture Show, Eyes Wide Shut, Last Life in Universe, Ghost World, Crumb, Songs From the Second Floor, Donnie Darko, Nosferatu,

Loves of a Blonde, Ginger Snaps, Audition, Suicide Club, Naked, Ritual,Peeping Tom, Kaspar Hauser, Lonesome Jim, Where The Truth Lies, Blood for Dracula, Take Care of Your Scarf Tatiana, Brat 1&2, Horror of Dracula, Several Days From the Life of I.I. Oblomov, Claire's Knee, Green Ray, Bitter Moon...

Television:

Passion, people, horizonts… Petkazanje RTVojvodina, Friday, 22.20h

Books:

To the ReaderFolly, error, sin, avarice Occupy our minds and labor our bodies, And we feed our pleasant remorse As beggars nourish their vermin.Our sins are obstinate, our repentance is faint; We exact a high price for our confessions, And we gaily return to the miry path, Believing that base tears wash away all our stainsOn the pillow of evil Satan, Trismegist, Incessantly lulls our enchanted minds, And the noble metal of our will Is wholly vaporized by this wise alchemist.The Devil holds the strings which move us! In repugnant things we discover charms; Every day we descend a step further toward Hell, Without horror, through gloom that stinks.Like a penniless rake who with kisses and bites Tortures the breast of an old prostitute, We steal as we pass by a clandestine pleasure That we squeeze very hard like a dried up orange.Serried, swarming, like a million maggots, A legion of Demons carouses in our brains, And when we breathe, Death, that unseen river, Descends into our lungs with muffled wails.If rape, poison, daggers, arson Have not yet embroidered with their pleasing designs The banal canvas of our pitiable lives, It is because our souls have not enough boldness.But among the jackals, the panthers, the bitch hounds, The apes, the scorpions, the vultures, the serpents, The yelping, howling, growling, crawling monsters, In the filthy menagerie of our vices,There is one more ugly, more wicked, more filthy! Although he makes neither great gestures nor great cries, He would willingly make of the earth a shambles And, in a yawn, swallow the world;He is Ennui! — His eye watery as though with tears, He dreams of scaffolds as he smokes his hookah pipe. You know him reader, that refined monster, — Hypocritish reader, — my fellow, — my brother! Charles BaudelaireCU SE ,,APAT

Negde U nekom kraju Tu,,nom, Punom sivih boja I smrti, U zidu ugledah Devojku, Ru,,no, Cinilo mi se da drhti.

Htedoh joj prici Pa onda ne, U meni se ocaj ,,to topi sve Stvori u vihor Donese me, I stavi do nje, Med kamenice.

,,ta sam joj rekao Nek’ nosi reka, Svemirom daleko Gde ona me ceka. Ne htede ona Kraj mene stati, Na krst moj Krst svoj dati.

No ipak tako je moralo biti, Za,,to se cuditi bo,,anstvu tom? Ne htedoh ni,,ta od nje skriti, Ali nestade ona na moj tron.

Vladimir Radojevic

Heroes:

Well, you wonder why I always dress in black, Why you never see bright colors on my back, And why does my appearance seem to have a somber tone. Well, there's a reason for the things that I have on.forever... MAN IN BLACK

My Blog

A PoEm...

Lunatic's Sperm   Beneath damply softened clouds Livelily tired people are tilling, I'm observing them, cruely crucified Onto fading sun, above clouds.   Beneath damply softened cloud...
Posted by Desert ChurcH on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 09:04:00 PST

finally, DIORAMA IN BELGRADE!!!

One of the world most popular electro gothic bands are playing in Belgrade! ,,Diorama'' will present a new album ,,A Different Life'' and all great songs from older albums for public in Belgrade for t...
Posted by Desert ChurcH on Tue, 08 May 2007 04:26:00 PST

The Night I Couldn't Stop Crying

Kratka prica je sa izlo~be ,,Rec u prostoru'' u organizaciji beogradskog SKC-a u kome su  price du~ine do 1000 karaktera bile izlo~ene u vidu uramljenih slika.   The Night I Couldn't Sto...
Posted by Desert ChurcH on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 12:40:00 PST

Dark Love Lyrics

So... Nick Cave is well known artist who make a dark lyrics about love and death. Take a look at few other artists which song's lyrics are true dark love poetry.  Masquerades And FacesDioramaWill...
Posted by Desert ChurcH on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 04:31:00 PST

World Literature Classics Characters

Question about best book ever is very intimate and unjust for me, so I made the list of world literature characters that I can't forget in spite of time& (they are sorted by my sensitivity at this...
Posted by Desert ChurcH on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 04:23:00 PST

Nit miholjskog leta

 Secanje, filozofski pogled unazad, melanholicni povratak u dane davno iacezlog miholjskog leta, lirsko pripovedanje - nikako i verovatno mi nikada nece iz glave izaci roman Nit miholjskog leta p...
Posted by Desert ChurcH on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 06:50:00 PST