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About Me

the sound of silent voices surveying my thoughts regularity defining perfection neither sorrow nor contentment whispering emptiness, frail words collapse my weight only stirs the ground how long can i hold your hand as you walk over graves you search for tears of compassion yet find the comfort of winter reassurance dead like the falling leaves losing hope in your unchanging ways all of my strength cannot save you if you are unwilling to help yourselfforever your eyes will hold the memory i saw your heart as it overtook me we tried so hard to understand and reason but in that one moment i gave my heart away that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me and all i knew was what had overtaken me with no explanation i am comforted by inability to understand when i wake from this dream will you still be here will your smile still open my heart and leave me transparentcan you understand my meaning hidden in the roses around my eyes i want you to know how much it means to have you in my life your love brings me close again in this instance when our worlds collide the wire of eternity twists around us i can feel this river rising, moving up my back some things never change some things never go away i could never forget you and i will never be the samethe contingencies of a day unravel my senses and now your distance is darkness my hope has been beset by your absence i decay from inside underneath it all there is still life despite it all there is still love

My Interests

The timing was wrong, but sharp on the mark, breaking occured long ago. This Day is batterd, cold and shattered, in the midst of feelings i feel nothing. Dont feel a thing i suppose its not bad. Your poor attemps to hurt me are poor as i say, and leave the sky falling grey. The timing was wrong, but sharp on the mark, breaking occured long ago. This Day is batterd, cold and shattered, in the midst of feelings i feel nothing. Dont feel a thing i suppose its not bad. Your poor attemps to hurt me are poor as i say, and leave the sky falling grey. Time!!!, Time Holds The Truth!!!, Time...!!!Time Holds The Truth...!!!, WHYD YOU GO!!!.....crack the cover of any book, and begin to pathfind though-out, the life, of the story ... and you will find, that its ... written by an author of life. and i ant be there when you call me ... (can i move) forward not behind? (can i sail) far across the seas? (will you let me) do as i please? (why can i) let me go? also, am i right or ami wrong, will you be there when i call you?crack the cover of any book, and begin to pathfind through-out, the life, of the storyi see why its so hard to see through a shattered dream, or see myself in my own well being ... i see why its so hard for you to see, through this broken window. was it wise, to have the thrown the rock? how far can you go? how long will you strive? i will strive until this day seeks its tragic end. broken window, shattered dream ... shattered window, broken dream ... broken window, shattered dream, shattered window ... broken ... (so i try)break! you are indeed the one i do not look for, my everlasting moment ive wished for, has not come true. are you dying or is it the pain i endure, thats giving me that impression? are you sleeping or is it my eyes that are shut? my eyes are shut ... break! the pain ... is less reassuring, than to see you face, on a cold and rainy day. so sad, so sad, so sad ... more tears to my eyes (eyes). everything, falls down when i break, and everything falls down when i break.

I'd like to meet:

want to bring you all that is in my heart i want to give you my everything but i've failed you so many times how can i stand here before you when i begin to steal what only belongs to you i am able to bring you nothing that isn't already yours i am so ashamed of what i ever called my own take what i have, take these broken remains what can i give you that you don't already deserve you laid down your life when i refused to give minewhat is this world, what is this we've created in the burdens of this life i cannot rest this world means nothing everything we hold will pass away with a void of completion comfort will ever fade i long for this wind to cease we once held undying devotion now dead to our thoughts, undefined like our lovei see who you are and who else can compare i meant what i said, i promised to stand by your side until the end, that's where we begin from here to eternity we begin understanding it is our hearts that define what has meaning in life some will ask how can this be but it was you who made me feelone night opens wounds and words utter pain the truth cannot breathe a one in your soul you've hid hearts and songs as long as you recall his kind words just fall near your feet with their last air, all they want done is to be heard in your sweet ears just oncedid you ever see me or could you even see at all i looked at your cold white face, so still, so empty yet i knew you were at rest much more comforted than i what else could i find to replace who you were it was the carefree unrestricted love that you never meant to give you never had the choice it was your innocence it was part of who you were it was the comfort of a friend

Music:

ACCEPTANCE, ALEXISONFIRE, armor for sleep, AS I LAY DYING, ATREYU, AVENGED SEVEN FOLD, BETWEEN THE BURIED AND ME, BLEEDING THROUGH, BOYS NIGHT OUT, brand new, COHEED AND CAMBRIA, coldplay, COPELAND, CURL UP AND DIE, DEATH BY STEREO, DENALI, DIERADIODIE, EMERY, FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES, FURTHER SEEMS FOREVER, HOPESFALL, keepsake, me without you, motion city soundtrack, name taken, NIGHTFALL, noise ratchet, POISON THE WELL, post break tragedy, POSTAL SERVICE, PRISONERS DILEMMA, SAOSIN, SECRET LIVES OF THE FREEMASONS, senses fail, shadowsfall, SILVERSTEIN, A STATIC LULLABY, story of the year, taking back sunday, THRICE THRICE THRICE THRICE, UNDEROATH, THURSDAY, YESTERDAYS RISING, DAUGHTERS,

Movies:

My heart bleeds no more; now, it's been turned to stone. You're stomach feels sick for someone else. I've broken both my legs falling for you. Drag me on the ground. Powerless I stand, tarnished blade, cutting through, pushed into my vein. Blood still stains my hands. Sharpening my sense of pain outside, my heart bleeds no more. Killing everything off inside. Make sense of everything you tried to hide, hide from me. My heart bleeds no more; now, it's been turned to stone. My stomach feels sore from cutting up. I ruined all my sanctity for you. Smash me on the ground. I wanted to, convince myself there's nothing else to do. I wanted to. Provide you with proof of what you put me through. I wanted to. Pretend that I was you. Killing everything off inside. Make sense of everything you tried to hide, hide from me. My heart bleeds no more; now, it's been turned to stone. You're stomach feels sick for someone else. I've broken both my legs falling for you. Smash me on the ground.The end begins. I can't escape as it pulls me further into anesthesia. Tear down my sense of conviction. Corrupt my soul. The end begins. In my eyes. In my heart. I have laid upon a deadman's bed, only to fall into a trap of lies and seduction that rivals the greatest sense of love. Play it back until the voice becomes just a sound. Penetrate my mind with all these images of you. I have given up an angel's kiss. Only to break apart your path of trust and burn myself down. Struggle to the end; I scare myself. I'd give it all to have it back. I could have had it all in front of you all by myself. Love in my eyes, lust in my heart. I made it all up. Lies, deceit empowers me, so it ends.Another day in my life, another day, I'm insecure, how I'm portrayed in this world. Maybe it's my skin, I know that it's not my mind, that's brought on this social attack. And now I know, what you see isn't what's inside of me. And now I know what you think isn't based upon my mind. So analyze our hate, find out where it is based, maybe you will see it's not me. The world has spit you out and you don't have a reason why. See we're not that different after all.My soul it screams for you can you not here it my arms reach out for you why cant you take them my heart burns only for you can you extinguish it i love only to be loved by you why cant you love me tooi long only to be held and care for why cant it be am i to die alone and bitter what the hell is wrong with me my face is blackened and my eyes are sewn shut with fear and sorrow i no longer wish to love anything just cut the heart right out of mesometimes i choke on all the false love that infects me sometimes everything is not enough to cure the sickness inside of mei did it all cried black tears for you why cant you see see like a vampire biting my heart suck the love right out of me dont even care as my blood stains the floor cannot be cleaned you cut me out and tore me through six feet unders the place for mei feel it all as it sickens me it feels like im dying inside because of the love i gave that cant be returned my longing for instability is a personality flawi trust you with respect and you tear me downYou were so euphoric I saw... the future in your eyes A Cascade of emotion Brings me to... the summit of defeat My trust was misplaced Like the truth... in a sea of lies Your more content barefoot on coals Then to deal... with feelings trapped inside... your trapped inside Trapped inside, coalesce distrust personifiied Fear unrealized, will paint the future black as night. Just let go, have you felt what it is to fly Soar above, the right path is never justified They wouldn't ever affect you, you promisedd, and you lied You were strong enough to make your own decisions But evidently your own two feet just weren't enough to stand on Tell me how should I feel after what you juust said How the should I feel after what you just said... You are nothing You mean nothing Just like a child, I wish I could close my eyes And you would dissipate Just like a child, I wish I could close my eyes Let my tears evaporate Please stay away from me You've done far to much harm

My Blog

bored...

nothing to do, so here I will write how bored I am, this whole myspace is new to me. This is my first entry...A girl on my mind, but what should I do about it?
Posted by Mr. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST