ElisaChristine.

U ready? ..........unless
u as driven as i am
im not interested. if
u not dedicated 2 sumthin
den dats unattractive. if
u act like a bitch im not
a lesbian so no thanks.
and da only drama i have
is da kind i kant control
so try and bring sum and
ill jus laugh.. Real deal
Trying to turn tomorrows into yesterdays
philosophy:
Purity
MADE SIMPLE
Purity is natural. we come into this world with all the right instincts, and therefore perceive things as they should be, rather then how they are. our conscience is clear, our hands are clean, and the world at large is truly beautiful. it is at this time we feel most blessed. where there is hope there can be faith. where there is faith miracles can occur. amazing grace.
Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people:
(don't list names)
1. i love you. i already know without you i couldnt have made it. every thing i do i do it for you. all i want to do is make you proud thank you so much for these 18 years.
2. it kills me literally kills me that we could never have the relationship we should have. and as much as i feel that you have hurt me i love you. im glad things have changed but i almost feel like it was too late now dat im about to start a life you want to be apart of it?
3. i love you and i promise that now that i have a choice you will be a major part of my life. i want to come see you i want us to be sisters.
4. when dad left you were the father figure the only one i wanted around the only one i respected you took care of me and protected me from her when you could.. i love so much more then i think you really know.
5. being around you is hard i dont think i will ever be comfortable around you and you know why thats something that will never go away and you were sick and wrong for it now i have to live a life wit all these secrets and you jus added to them.. i hate that your the favorite i hate that your perfect i hate that no mater what i had to live this and your lil phony ass got AWAY
6. i miss you so much i promise this is the last time i go a year without seeing you. i miss new jersey. i miss the summer time. i miss GC. i cant wait to see you and this friendship is 4EVA
7. out of the 3 close relationships i had with guys the one we had was the only one that ever matered or even counted.. it was perfect you were perfect we were perfect.. i miss that summer you helped me though the things i was trying to over come and i thank you so much for that. i hope we're always close and i dont ever want to loose you.
8. out of all my close friends ive known you the 2nd longest so you have a special place in my heart. i hate that you have to live the life you do and all ive ever wanted to do was take you away from all that... and now its gettin close to me actaully being able to do that i love you
9. your arent my esposa for no reason you earned that title.. it infuriated me that we wasted so much time not with or around each other but youve ALWAYS been a busy person lol im jus glad i didnt let my anger get the best of me and give up on you but i do hope and pray we become even closer cuz i still feel like we're not apart of each others lives like we should be
10. i know its only been a couple months and youll most likely never see these words but theres something so intriguing about you.. that made me jus stop everything and listen.. so keep talkin sweety =]
Nine things about yourself:
1. i watch the news and thats about it
2. i sleep waayyy too much
3. i like to climb trees which i havent done ina while
4. i love pretty much every kind of animal and im so serious
5. i have a temper and im known to yell alot lol =]
6. i believe in magic =]
7. apparently im VERY random but not as much as some
8. i use to race horses.. i miss it and want to do it again one day
9. football is a passion of mine
Eight ways to win your heart:
1. if i knew 8 ways to win my heart i probably wouldnt be so confused buuut...
2. learn to not be offended by my tone =]
3. dont hate my cat
4. dont let me say all the romantic things cuz ill make yuh head spin
5. shut me down wen i run my game i have a bad habit of bein a player
6. realize that ill make u my everything so its only right that you do the same with me
7. talk about me cuz i am talkin about you
8. touch my body =]
Seven things that cross your mind a lot:
1. my future
2. my father
3. friends
4. love
5. money
6. sex
7. my past
Six things you wish you never had to do:
1. remember
2. fight with my mom
3. watch my dad suffer or jus know that he is
4. cry
5. miss people
6. die
Five turn offs:
1. being annoyin!
2. dirty nails
3. tellin me to do somethin
4. bitchin [complainin]
5. unglyness
Four turn ons:
1. DEDICATION
2. makin me laugh
3. chinky eyes!!
4. dimples
Three wishes for your future:
1. SUCCESS
2. LOVE
3. FAMILY
Two things you want to do before you die:
1. see the world
2. leave a mark.
One possession you could not live without:
1. my camera it captures my life =]