â˜º xAzReiLx â˜º {Truth is like a Tragedy}

About Me

The names Eugenia aka Genia I have 3 older brothers and two lil brothers 2 older sisters and both my grandparents are atill alive :) Im a righty and i have brown/blue eyes :) and long natural black hair but i dye it ALOT !! I love shiny things and saftey pins ,i hate greens beans ,eggs,bacon etc . those things make me gag yuck ;P I have my license but no car so if u wanna kick one out i'd love i forever my fav car MUSTANGS BABY oo0o00 yea :D graduated from harbor city in 06' yea go me lol I smoke ,drink and do a bunch of other illegal shit that need not be mentioned so ssshhh I love monkies and kitties all kinds they're so adorable I dont have a fav anything but animals so dont ask whats ur fav song ,food,etc but i will say i love eating mashed pptatoes with ketchup on em hee hee :) I never stick to one thing im always changing cuz i get booooooored very easily I have 9 piercings and 3 tatts Im gettin more tho :) I love fairies :) and i get confused very easily . I'm a dork and for the most part im a very hyper person but i change moods like every 5 mins it drives me nuts!! and about 10 percent of the time im totally unstable lol unno im just me anything else u wanna know feel free to ask s/n asrel666

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Father forgive me for I know not what I do I tried everything, but I'll leave it up to you I don't want to live, I don't know why I don't have no reasons, I just want to dieI'm a suicidal failure, I've got to get some help I have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myselfI'm tired of this way of life, my patience has expired I'm barely just 19, but my life I will retire I went down to a rifle store, I bought myself a gun I pointed it at my head, but I couldn't get the job doneI took all my mothers sleeping pills I jumped off a freeway bridge I drank three kinds of poison And drove my car off a ridge I beat myself with a bat Put a noose around my head I overdosed on heroin But I'm still not deadDeath may not be the answer, it can't be all that great But me I'm not into living, with life I can't relate By some masochistic reasoning, I think that it will be fun I want to start my second life now So shoot me with your gun

Music:

Sick of people - no ones real Sick of chicks - they're all bitches Sick of you - you're too hip Sick of life - it sucksSuicide's an alternativeSick of trying - what's the point Sick of talking - no one listens Sick of listening - it's all lies Sick of thinking - just end up confused Sick of moving - never get no where Sick of myself - don't wanna live Sick and tired - and no one cares Sick of life - it sucksSick of politics - for the rich Sick of power - only oppresses Sick of government - full of tyrants Sick of school - total brainwash Sick of music - top 40 sucks Sick of myself - don't wanna live Sick and tired - and no one cares Sick of life - it sucksSuicide's an alternativeSick of life - it sucks Sick and tired - and no one cares Sick of myself - don't wanna live Sick of living - I'm gonna die

Television:

♥YEA I HAVE A WEIRD OBSESSTION WITH HER♥

Books:

A girl born like no other, Her world ,black and white, there is no color She shivers from a breeze , a mist in the air She has herself no other careSkin like ivory, perfect ; a goddess she must be Slender fingers ,unadorned, beautiful simplicity A single tear drop ,when did it fall Could this goddess be mortal after allBurning with fire of a crystalline soul A laughter the never quite reaches inside Where secrets weather like untouched goldThough I misunderstand And been misunderstood Love me cause I can And not because you shouldThe moon is risen she stands below She views her life through others Black and white still no colors As she looks down upon a shattered youth A shattered mirror shows a shattered truth

My Blog

haa haa me and ANT :)

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Posted by ♥AzReiL♥ on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 08:07:00 PST

BOREDOM

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Posted by ♥AzReiL♥ on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 09:31:00 PST

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TELL HER

You see her there and u say wow Look at her eyes from a distance and say "they can only get better the closer I get." But when u see her face u turn confused Someone this beautiful shouldn't be so ...
Posted by ♥AzReiL♥ on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 10:47:00 PST

I"M ALRIGHT"

"I'm Alright"If you're reading thisThen I finally did itI'm sorry I didn't say goodbyeThere was no timeUnderstand I was stressed Living day to day was hardAnd I gave it my bestBut there was nothing le...
Posted by ♥AzReiL♥ on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 04:27:00 PST

so im finally feelin sumthing

ok so here's whats been goin on nuffin lol absolutily nothing but yet I feel like my friends are actin different towards me not all of them just one in particular and im not so sure why but i feel lik...
Posted by ♥AzReiL♥ on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 03:40:00 PST

grrr

i must say i fucken hate holidays ,every year its the same shit wit gary. he always jokes wit everyone else and gives me a hard time fuck him ok! he told my sis when i move to nc wit her dont br...
Posted by ♥AzReiL♥ on Tue, 18 Apr 2006 08:45:00 PST

hoookiieeeee

so me and the courky played hookie today ,so decided with work and all we never really chilled in a while just us so we hung out by the harbor and ahh - jew lol srry had to sneeze lol. (inside joke) b...
Posted by ♥AzReiL♥ on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 07:10:00 PST

V

so me and kenny went and seen v for vendetta last night good shit . i love kenny . u know of all my guy friends he's teh only on i can rely on when he says he'll be there , he's there . when he knows ...
Posted by ♥AzReiL♥ on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 04:54:00 PST

im done

u know i was looking at myself in the mirrior last nite and decided that im done with it. The being the gurl who has all the guy friends but no bf and u know i dont want a bf but im so sick of my guy ...
Posted by ♥AzReiL♥ on Fri, 17 Mar 2006 11:09:00 PST