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Cold seems crippling lame meander through corridors aroma's thick with age mark off the day reflections of my life are fadingPull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in,
A structure that's collapsing don't want it cast into,
Maker take the body don't want it wants mePast has found its place salvation is no more will god accept my peace bleached will pardon me reflections of my life are fading
I just want to run fly kites wrestle jump and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore memories in me
cocooned in miseryI'm sick and tired of embracing reflections of past time receive me or cast me away
...god please take me away
resistance futile suicidal ideas I will crucify my own being satisfy selfish needs fuck the deities justify my own right to what's waiting for meOn the other side the time has come lock and load I'm coming I'm coming I'm coming I'm coming homeThe darkness overcomes soul soars to the other plain
Existence past the door I sail through purgatory's bayI asked a god for poison cradle me sown to my dreams souls searching death blossoms where clouds lie over me held in god's hands death bloomingDark for fear of failure an inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting roiling hate death grip in my veins unveiling rancid petals flowering forth foul nectar the space between a blink and a tear
...death blooms.
