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†Joanna-Raquel† .poetry in despair.

She can still hear that rebel yell just as loud as it was in 1983.

About Me


Lyrics
[CONSTANTLY UNDER CONSTRUCTION]
Joanna Raquel
“The more you become like what you have dreamed for yourself, the more authentic you are.”
I'm in love with anything and everything Horror
Music is essential. Crucial. Existence would be awful without it.
Any excuse to dress up and apply fake blood, i'm there.
Me, alone in a room with canvas and paint. Heaven. It's been so long.
I'm a confession that is waiting to be heard.
The one girl in the world who IS NOT a model. Enough already.
I'm willing to be in almost any decent horror film. So ask me. Lets bring back the Scream Queens.
The Cure.
I think the only way to say it is exactly how it is.
Six hundred and sixty six.
I plan on making my way through life by piercing your body and applying your makeup.
I am immensely opinionated and won't hesitate to explain.
I'm a female. I wear makeup, enjoy fashion and no-one will change me. Please don't give me attitude or sass because of this, and I won't say a word about your need to underdress.
Regardless of my stance, I'm really quite approachable. Don't let the crossed arms scare you off.
Vintage clothes [circa 30's-50's] excite me.
I get sick of everything all the time and crave change.
Hot sticky scenes, you know what I mean.
I won't eat animals now or ever. Just accept it and lets move on.
1959.
Robert Smith is forever where my heart is.
I don't make excuses for who and what I am.
I'm emotional. Overly, he says. It's probably true.
I'm building an empire of concert stubs. Slowly.
Goth is the best word in mind.
I refuse to accept monotony in my everyday life.
Its not as complicated as they all make it seem.
-Peter Murphy-
Cuts You Up

You've got guts to spill, but no-one trustworthy
I never answer if someone knocks on my door.
In any case my phone doesn't ring
so I never notice it.
I occasionally just walk past
and pick it up
to see if anyone's there.
-Robert Smith-

"I made love to the howl of the wolves
with a dark haired girl.
So if you wanna hear evil,
Come a little bit close."
-Danzig-
Androgynous Men.
The Pin-Cushion Queen
Her skin is white cloth, and she's all sewn apart and she has many colored pins sticking out of her heart.She has many different zombies who are deeply in her trance. She even has a zombie who was originally from France.But she knows she has a curse on her, a curse she cannot win. For if someone gets too close to her, the pins stick farther in.
Irish blood
English heart
This I'm made of
There is no-one on earth I'm afraid of
And I will die with both my hands untied
-MOZ-

My Interests



"Give in to lust,
Give up to lust, oh heaven knows we'll
Soon be dust..."


When I'm lying in my bed I think about life
and I think about death
and neither one particularly appeals to me.

-Morrissey-

Bitter For Sweet: Blaqk Audio
Can you tell me what stopped the rain? Where is salvation? Science, saviors, tragedy?
May I lead the way into temptation? Sirens screaming just for me and the void remains.
Would you save my life if you knew why this is the last time?
I'm leaving without you.
Could you save my life had the boy that you knew not died? This is the last time.
I'm leaving with out you in silence.
Can you tell me what stops the pain?
Self medication? Science, saviors, tragedy?
How deep must we cut to reach sensation?
Find it.
Bring it back to me where the void remains.
Walk with me my one and only... find with me the end.
Walk with me my one and only silence.
If you knew would you save me?
Can you tell me what stopped the rain? Can you tell me what stopped it?
If you knew would you save me?

Red Carpet Grave
They call her Bulldozer speech demon
Without distractions of hope,
She makes the depression business
Look surprisingly novel.
And she's not just royal,
Allegedly loyal.
Not unfaithful but she has no faith in me.
Inhale the damage smoothly
Paradise isn't lost,
It was hiding all along.

I'd like to meet:

Robert Smith. Davey Havok. Marilyn Manson-The God of Fuck. Dita. Morrissey. Danzig. Giger. Patricia Arquette.

Appreciate:
Salvador Dali

Unknown

Adam De Ville

Edward Gorey

Mark Ryden

Ray Caesar

David Stoupakis

Elizabeth McGrath

Expand:

I thought I was a fool for no-one
Oh baby I'm a fool for you
You're the queen of the superficial
And how long before you tell the truth

Music:

Music
- The Cure
- AFI
- Sisters of Mercy
- NIN
- Morrissey
- Marilyn Manson
- Bauhaus
- Placebo
- Misfits
- Type O Negative
- The Cult
- Samhain
- Joy Division
- VNV Nation
- Siouxsie and the Banshees
- The Vanishing
- Son of Sam
- Horrorpops
- Muse
- London After Midnight
- Iris
- Prince
- Tiger Army
- Nick Cave
- The Birthday Party
- Peter Murphy
- Danzig
- Depeche Mode
- Jesus and Mary Chain
- Christian Death
- Interpol
- TSOL
- Shipping News
- ZOMBEAST
- The Smiths
- The Clash
- Lucero
- Calabrese
- David Bowie
- Skinny Puppy
- Kittie
- Mindless Self Indulgence
- Arctic Monkeys
- Mars Volta
- The Doors
- Motley Crue
- White Zombie
- Rob Zombie
- She Wants Revenge
- Billy Idol
- Louis XIV
- Motley Crue
- Johnny Cash
- As I Lay Dying
- Deftones
- Tool
- System Of A Down
- Hocico
- A Perfect Circle
- The Distillers
- Scarling
- Social Distortion
- Element A440
- The 69 Eyes
- Jack Off Jill
- The Rasmus
- Vains of Jenna
- Head Automatica
- Queens of the Stone Age
- Black Sabbath
- Blaqk Audio
- Stabbing Westward
- Bad Religion
- Anti-Flag
- The Faint
- The Bravery
- Blondie
- Bloc Party
- Open Hand
- IAMX
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Movies:



Vincent Gallo

Lost Boys. Martin. Beetlejuice. House of 1000 Corpses. Dracula [orig.] Edward Scissorhands. Labryinth. Last Man on Earth. Night of the Living Dead. Velvet Goldmine. Buffalo 66. Corpse Bride. The Shining. Pulp Fiction, A Tale of Two Sisters. KISS KISS BANG BANG. Pan's Labyrinth. Crash. Far And Away. Quills. The Holy Girl. The Devil's Advocate. EYES WIDE SHUT. The Omen. the Devil's Rejects.Texas Chainsaw Massacre. The Hitcher. Pirates: trilogy. Donnie Darko. Spun. Nightmare Before Christmas. Dead Silence. anything by Kubrick, Rob Zombie, Burton, Tarantino, and Romero. and it goes on and on and on....

Television:

sex and the city. blowout. nip/tuck. tales from the crypt. millenium. rob and big. most evil. documentaries on most topics.

Books:

Books:the blood countess. helter skelter. CHOKE. the outsiders. American Gods. great expectations. the melancholy death of oyster boy. lenore.works by edgar allan poe, the marquis de sade, Palahniuk.MAGAZINES: Rolling Stone, REVOLVER, Alternative Press, tattoo mags of various kinds.

Heroes:

ALL ARTISTS, OPEN MINDED EXPRESSIONISTS, AND REVOLUTIONARIES: TRENT REZNOR. ROBERT SMITH. DAVEY HAVOK. MARILYN MANSON. TIM BURTON. Mark Ryden. HR Giger. Bettie Page. Dita Von Teese. Freud. Henlwein.

My Blog

decadence and decay... [not about drugs]

there's always the crash. coming down. the ability to truly be in some constant beautiful place seems so surreal. there is always something... beneath the surface waiting... waiting and...
Posted by Joanna-Raquel .poetry in despair. on Thu, 13 Oct 2005 04:05:00 PST

Will work ...6-12-2007 NEW

just about anywhere where a hideous dresscode is not in effect, I don't have to dye my hair one color, tats and piercings are welcome,  annnnnd the pay is decent. and no Danny, a 'skull bas...
Posted by Joanna-Raquel .poetry in despair. on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 04:04:00 PST

it would have...

  She said "kiss me it'll heal, but it won't forget". "Kiss me it'll heal, but it won't forget". I don't mind you keeping me on pins and needles. If I could stick to you, and you could stick me t...
Posted by Joanna-Raquel .poetry in despair. on Thu, 24 May 2007 08:22:00 PST

Deep

DESOLATE: 1) devoid of inhabitants and visitors. :DESERTED 2) joyless, disconsolate, and sorrowful through or as if through seperation from a loved one. 3) showing effects of abandonment and neg...
Posted by Joanna-Raquel .poetry in despair. on Wed, 23 May 2007 07:15:00 PST

Davey had it right.

My whole life is a dark room. One, big, dark room.
Posted by Joanna-Raquel .poetry in despair. on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 06:50:00 PST