i cant say much without screaming |
i just want to close my eyes..fall into the place i wanna be..erase everything and anything that hurt me..i wanna run away from this life..run away from this town..the frequent red lights holding me b...
Posted by Surreal Annastazia™ on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 08:22:00 PST |
Realization |
i have seen myself in other peoples eyes..all of the stupid pathetic lies..i see these people and they are a mirror image of me..it hurts so badly to slowly start to see..i've watched all the cheating...
Posted by Surreal Annastazia™ on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 03:43:00 PST |
ur my everlasting friend |
i dont even know why this happened tonight...i justhad a sudden urge..i had to read them all..i had to remember..cuz sometimes people just forget..i got so mixed up inthat one feeling..and forgot abou...
Posted by Surreal Annastazia™ on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 03:03:00 PST |
putting my thoughts together |
i know its gonna go no where..i know u feel nothing..but i still long for the words "i still love you"or "i miss u Surreal"i dont know if some of ur blogs are written directly towards me..or to her..i...
Posted by Surreal Annastazia™ on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 08:59:00 PST |
fuck the pain away |
back to the drugs i go..just to numb every inch of my body..to satisfy my pain..i'll drink it up like u knew i always would..just to drown in all the words u said to me that day..i toss and i turn in ...
Posted by Surreal Annastazia™ on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 03:56:00 PST |
what i want.. |
so in the last year and a half i have learned who i am, what i want, what i dont want, and what i dont deserve..i'm just gonna throw this out there..cuz i'm bored..this is what i look for in a girl.....
Posted by Surreal Annastazia™ on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 02:50:00 PST |
To Her!!!! |
it sucks never realizing what u had till its so far gone..its so sad when two people in love give up so fast..they forget about anything good..they get so cought up in the bad..people take things for ...
Posted by Surreal Annastazia™ on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 08:57:00 PST |
Hit The Floor! |
There are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me Wondering what I think of you and I protect you out of courtesy Too many times that I've held on when I needed to push away A...
Posted by Surreal Annastazia™ on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 04:23:00 PST |
What is Love?? |
my life once again has fallen..but there is sooo much i have learned in this process..i've learned how i have to be..and what i cant do anymore..i lost someone i love..to someone she liked..something ...
Posted by Surreal Annastazia™ on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 02:08:00 PST |
Something is Missing |
i dont know what it is but i crawl back everytime..its always me..why cant it be u for once..why cant i walk away..and u say no surreal dont do this to me??i dont know anymore..and everytime i tell u...
Posted by Surreal Annastazia™ on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 09:45:00 PST |
