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veerox

every word you say i think i should write down/ don't wanna forget come daylight

About Me


DAVID CHOE, BE MY FUCKING VALENTINE.
i'm a moody, semi-manic but undiagnosed motherfucker with a penchant for polysyllabic words, catwhips, loud music, chocolate, dive bars, crossword puzzles, stargazer lillies, fine food, triple beams, sex positivity, nice shiny things, lipstick, comedy clubs, outdoor activities, and strawberry short (the novelty). varied dualities comprise lil ole me, and new people/experiences, visual/performance art, camel lights, my favorite blanket and red wine is pretty much all i need in life to get by.
sad, huh? lemme tell ya, i was cool once. believe it or not.
now i'm knee-deep in 'zines that my friends let me borrow, comforters are no longer comforters but DUVETS, my furniture is basically the pieces on sale .. at potterybarn.com and dwr.com, i have a real dutch oven in fashionable avocado green, and a two-seater hammock out in my back deck. and the kicker is that some anonymous funnyface just ordered me a year supply of reader's digest, to further aid me in giggling out my turds while on the pot due to their oh-so-witty anecdotes written from the perspective of white, middle-age, middle-america soccer moms. puh-luh-eeze. i'd rather buy a 2005 family circus calendar.
i am basically looking for friends, both in seattle and in the bay area (cali), where i'm from. other grrrls and boiiis my age would be awesome... i need some help in not turning into the yuppie i was raised to be. ;)
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My Interests


.. THE AMAZING PATRICK HOELCK
pinkberry, all types of noodles and dumplings, pluralism, hookah/shisha bars, epigenesis/ involution/ evolution, metaphysics, rosicrucian views, grassy knolls, urban refuges, burritos and the beach, SYNCHRONICITY and other working theories. billiards. oh and anything that allows me to flex my expansive working knowledge of the following: pairing food with most suitable wine and beverage, the pottery barn and design within reach catalogs (i'm joking, you fucks), cooking clubs, DIY, building things from scratch, oils/ acrylics, salacious voracious food pornmongers, bonfires, drumming circles, photography, grant writing, murals, circulatory breathing, tai chi chuan, deconstruction, gender theory, protesting & mobilization, taiko, medicare v. medicaid and other healthcare options for the elderly, erotica, quotas/ expectations, reward & discipline, neo-tradition, API politics, hip-hop dj battles, fables, slam and beat poetry, boxing, anime, spoken word, alanis morrisette and other teen angst advocates c. 1992-1999, women writers... ummm, there's JUST so much... indie films and muzak, coffee and cigarettes, the history of vibrators, the women's movement, mark rothko, boy bands, dancing, drinking, sugi yoga, krav maga, vespas n' puches, astrology/numerology, the endless pursuit of jenny shimizu and david blaine, stogies & macanudos, board games (taboo, catch phrase, scene it!, battleship, scrabble, hungry hungry hippos, don't break the ice, oooh and jenga if that counts), one hit wonders, project entropia, glass blowing, tarot/ magik, shamanism, gardner/ crowley, art "look" books, music composition/ arrangement, GEOCACHING.... we'll just have to see which of my interests interests you...?

*le sigh...*

I'd like to meet:



if you like eating cheerios for dinner
if you can own up to your mistakes
if you can handle wearing two different colored socks
if, when you find yourself crying over a sappy movie, you want to curl up into my shoulder
if the President of the United States makes you want to gag
if you speak loudly but think about it first
if you love dogs
if you challenge yourself to grow
if you like to write
if you protect your relationships by hiding their secrets
if you like to talk in bed
if you know how to conquer a fear
if you take time out of your day to give of yourself to others
if you like to cook or will let me do it for you
if you still talk to your mom on the phone regularly
if you can make bullshit sound like a prophecy
if you still know love is strong

then i'm interested.

i listen to this blood
breathing roses in my veins
i grow with laughter
-sanchez's "blues sonku"

creative, level headed, bright people whose only weakness is their proclivity for hula hooping through dramatic love octogons, rameniacs, bell hooks, foodies, fellow crotch watchers, the fucking beautiful but untalented michelle branch, ghetto fab folx, alicia keys, laser 3.14, cruciverbalists, beatjunkies, circus freaks, libertines, ink addicts, artists, recovering goths, old school punk/riot grrrls, doze green, bookish types, computer geeks, hip-hop purists, shannyn sossamon, breakbeat luvahs, radiohead, fashion glitterati, women of color, ferry corsten, self-proclaimed feminists against the hegemony, adriana lima, cunts and biznatches, cheaters and man-whores, porn pushers, social activists, democrats, independents, anarchists, wallflowers (not the group), girlie girls, cuckolds, vidiots, indie chic, gangsta rappers, tupac, dancers, musical lovers, rosario dawson, rhetoric majors, techies, l word lovers, tomboys, trannies, drag kings, blatinos, hillary clinton, self-defeaters, meglomaniacs, sex workers, wannabe djs, shit talkers, bleeding hearts, posers, jessica alba, muslim lesbians, socialists (from one comrade to another), post-modernists, michelle tea, broke asses, rich bitches, comic strip makers, writers and poets, people whose professions are completely unrelated to their academic concentration, bisexual manly men, aspiring film makers, drug dealers, ex-girlfriends, gustav klimt, The Man, Big Brother, carl sagen, derrida, max ernst, kristen kreuk, marquis de sade, mozart, tim gunn, jesus, the prophet mohammad (pbuh), and anais nin. but if not, then you'll do.

aim- rabidgl0w

cutup-- he takes apart existing billboards and rearranges the colors to make a new image:

Music:

CLASSICAL HAS MY HEART. currents: anything NUBLU, VAMPIRE WEEKEND, MOLOKO, SEU JORGE, SANTOGOLD, NOUVELLE VAGUE, TANYA MORGAN, SY SMITH, HOOVERPHONIC, THE CINEMATIC ORCHESTRA, FLUNK, AIR, BONOBO, LOVAGE, GOTAN PROJECT, FEDERICO AUBELE, NORTEC COLLECTIVE, ROYKSOPP, NAOKI KENJI
benny benassi, ravel's bolero & rachmininoff's symphony no. 2, tokyo police club, mission of burma, gui boratto, love of diagrams, rjd2, the coup, autolux, gift of gab, amy winehouse, anything quannum, honeycut, cocteau twins, the lovemakers, iron & wine, arab strap, ben folds five, audio bullys, lyrics born, nina simone, ella fitzgerald, a. tobin, jean grae, sia, MIA, modest mouse, dmb, team dresch, joni mitchell, bauhaus, zydeco, jazzyfatnastees, mc solaar, fleetwood mac, bjork, the beastie boys, the shins, cibo matto, the pharcyde, bahamadia, a tribe called quest, the distillers, blackstar, tori, ani in her younger days, coldplay, old radiohead, fiona apple, brand new heavies, the gossip, john legend, elliott smith, depeche mode, goapele, fugazi, swollen members, the killers, bratmobile, groove armada, erykah badu, sleater-kinney, good clean fun, dilated peoples, floetry, the roots, black eyed peas, J5, tribe 8, maxwell, yeah yeah yeahs, mazzy star, ben harper, mos def, talib kweli, tegan and sara, frou frou, triple threat djs, neosoul/trance/DnB, underworld, interpol, ATB, amel larrieux, waxpoetics, earth.wind.&.fire, sade, joss stone, d'angelo, agent orange, the strokes, the faint, the cure, erasure, sigur ros, skinny puppy, bikini kill, ferry corsten, dj rap, garbage, people under the stairs, tiesto, white stripes, bassment jaxx, smashing pumpkins, orgy, ladytron, the postal service, daft punk, dieselboy, alice coltrane, tom waits, tenzen, belle and sebastian, goldfrapp, kinney starr, tricky, charlie parker, miles davis, meshelle ndegeocello, boards of canada, ebb and flow, gil scot-heron, stevie wonder, hierogylphics, ultramagnetic mcs, common, pre-celebrity skin hole, outkast, the clash, sex pistols, esthero, living legends, the who, johnny cash, the police, the doors, pink floyd, velvet underground, john lee hooker, jazzanova, the pixies, curtis mayfield, catpower, the doves, some phish, madlib, crown city rockers, zion i, 10k maniacs, aesop rock, peanut butter wolf, dillinger escape plan, the editors, berlioz, way more

Movies:

currents: under the same moon, the fall, the visitor, reservation road, nines, vitus, juno, atonement, before the devil knows you're dead, LA VIE EN ROSE, REIGN OVER ME, THE SECRET, FEAST OF LOVE, PAPRIKA, ONCE, KNOCKED UP, WAITRESS, BROKEN ENGLISH
1408, breaking and entering, missisippi burning, little children, a guide to recognizing your saints, anything almodovar, talk to her, the prestige, an inconvenient truth, little manhattan, oh in ohio, manic, volver, pan's labyrinth (el laberinto del fauno), the virgin suicides, happy accidents, beautiful boxer, matchpoint, heights, dot the i, bad education, edward scissorhands, the dreamers, in america, coming to america, monty pythons, second skin, pi, the usual suspects, city of god, donnie darko, igby goes down, mystic river, the woodsman, love jones, brown sugar, memento, cold mountain, run lola run, mulholland drive, quills, secretary, permanent midnight, the last seduction, house of sand and fog, anything kevin smith, the sandlot, kung fu hustle, rushmore, swingers, the kill bills, anything with parker posey in it, kids, office space, dracula, psycho, rosemary's baby, groundhog day, killer, schindler's list, love actually, amelie, labyrinth, blade runner, requiem for a dream, hairspray, eatdrinkmanwoman, henry and june, citizen kane, sunset boulevard, drop dead gorgeous, best in show, adaptation, ghost world, house of yes, sneakers, grosse point blank, boxing helena, american psycho, hedwig and the angry inch, pi, the list goes on......

Television:


currents: EX EFFECT, KING OF QUEENS, 1 VS. 100, DON'T FORGET THE LYRICS, SHUT UP AND DANCE, MAN VS. WILD, NIP/TUCK, LAW & ORDER SVU, DRAWN TOGETHER, INTERVENTION, SNAPPED, UFC, ANTHONY BOURDAIN'S NO RESERVATIONS, A SHOT AT LOVE WITH TILA TEQUILA (sadly), PROJECT RUNWAY, TOP DESIGN
others: adult swim, ifc, anything bravo, logo, food network, vh1's soul, lingo and other game show miscellany, top chef, house, the history channel, spike tv, anything i may catch with tera patrick in it (yep, jade's got me hooked)....

Books:

currents: SAVAGE INEQUALITIES/ KOZOL, COCKPIT/ KOSINSKI, LIGHTHOUSEKEEPING/ WINTERSON, RANT/ PALAHNIUK,AFTER DARK/ MURAKAMI, ROLLING THE R'S/ LINMARK, THE YIDDISH POLICEMEN'S UNION/ CHABON , hangover square/ p. hamilton, empire falls/ r. russo, living on luck/ c. bukowski, skin/ r. dahl, the fortress of solitude/ j. lethem, a scanner darkly/ p. dick, fierce people/ dirk wittenborn, the rum diary/ hunter s. thompson, david rakoff, david sedaris, augusten burroughs, zaatardiva/ suheir hammad, black spring/ henry miller, the autograph man/ zadie smith, of love and other demons/ gabriel garcia marquez, suheir hammad, the giving tree, anything by DELILLO, CAMUS, franzen, auster, gaddis, powers, chabon, kundera, lahiri, vonnegut, sedaris, didion, hesse, orwell, nin, foucault, chopin, mamet, bukowski, carver, derrida. KAFKA, and other reclusive artists. some steinbeck and hemingway, when they're not too offensively arrogant/patriarchal. atlas shrugged, noli me tangere, the god of small things, white teeth, the qu'ran, the buddha of suburbia, kavalier and clay, notes from the underground, 1984, catch 22, jessica hagadorn... way more. poetry: borges, neruda, lorde, sanchez, giovanni, ginsberg, rilke, ee cummings, saul williams, adrienne rich, june jordan, sapphire, ts eliot, yeats, bulosan, way more.
"Anyone whose goal is 'something higher' must expect someday to suffer vertigo. What is vertigo? Fear of falling? No, Vertigo is something other than fear of falling. It is the voice of the emptiness below us which tempts and lures us, it is the desire to fall, against which, terrified, we defend ourselves." - Milan Kundera, The Unbearable Lightness of Being

Heroes:

current: ART HOUSE, INC. collective

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"I cannot be a teacher without exposing who I am."
-Paulo Freire, Pedagogy of Freedom

"Every morning I awake torn between a desire to save the world and an inclination to savor it. This makes it hard to plan the day. But if we forget to savor the world, what possible reason do we have for saving it?" -e.b. white
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hmmm, these change all the time. here are some.
"The erotic is a measure between our sense of self and the chaos of our strongest feelings."
- Audre Lorde
wangechi mutu:
"i have died and dreamed
myself back to your arms
where what i died for
sleeps."
-sonia sanchez
"love consists in this, that two solitudes protect and touch and greet each other."
-rainer maria rilke
"we see the world, not as it is, but as we are."
-anais nin
"somewhere between god and the devil, passion is."
-jeanette winterson
"love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired."
- robert frost
"so i'll walk the plank/
yeah i'll jump with a smile/
if i'm gonna go down/
i'm gonna do it with style/
and you won't hear me surrender/
you won't hear me confess/
cuz you've left me with nothing/
but i've worked with less"
- ani difranco, "dilate"
"be of love a little more careful than of anything."
-ee cummings
"don't play what's there. play what's not there."
-miles davis
"if you tremble indignation at every injustice then you are a comrade of mine."
-che guevara
jeff wall:

"i'd rather learn from one bird how to sing
than teach ten thousand stars how not to dance" -eec
masuimi max:
zaha hadid:
"i invent nothing. i rediscover."
-auguste rodin
diane arbus:

My Blog

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Posted by veerox on Thu, 02 Oct 2008 05:23:00 PST

for my belladonna

life in absentia.somefruits of laborgrow amidst chilling wind fragilefretted overmaturingdreamy anddilated in twilightthe mostpowerful strainsprevail---------------------------------------------- -----...
Posted by veerox on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 12:43:00 PST

are you a chaser of fleeting beauty?

i suggest you read "the ink dark moon," by onono komachi and izumi shikibutranslated by jane hirshfield with mariko aratanimy favorite: In this world Love has no color - yet how deeply my bod...
Posted by veerox on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 11:10:00 PST

promise me, YULE love it.... :)

HAPPY HOLIDAYS, EVERYONE!!CLICK ME!
Posted by veerox on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 09:08:00 PST

recent departure

so there it is.it gets colder once the warmth is over.i'm romancing a cup of microwaved coffeethe filmy artificial creamy top floats like eyeball fluid and the bottom sludgeburps up fleeting pupils as...
Posted by veerox on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 04:48:00 PST

"bad faith"

sartre said it, not me. but i guess there is no difference whether you love someone effortlessly or if learn to love someone over time in the end no one can really keep track if you sh...
Posted by veerox on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 09:11:00 PST

omnia vincit amor: et nos cedamus amori

your tongue leavessilver trails tracingout my silhouettethe shape of usin matted grass amongwhistling reeds, faintcaresses in wind sheetsand light dew sheening our skin with a salty taste of the seaki...
Posted by veerox on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 02:32:00 PST

in a sentimental mood...

all that glitters is not gold, my lovethough the sun's last glimmer in each dayis captured in your eyes and in themmy reflection sleeps eternally:silence untranslateda hurried letter in a red mailboxw...
Posted by veerox on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 03:17:00 PST

aspect ratio

nowadays, nights are as cold as an ex's bedsideand when i press a cheek to her pillowi can taste her tearsso many wrongs unraveling thesetting of gossamer promisestucking my easy words into the sheets...
Posted by veerox on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 02:06:00 PST

disavowed

i lost my heart that day--underneath slanted sheets of rainspearing the earth like shaven bulletheadsetched with an x on topgleaming diamond headscutting ripples in puddlesits impact like sonic slapsa...
Posted by veerox on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 12:49:00 PST