Jamein

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I like to write poetry....

THE INTERVAL
It started long ago-
Nothing but an a illusion
To blind to see…
Perception of fusion.
A bit of discomfort-
And it makes no sense
Only I know reality -
And that it’s so past tense.
The guilt - from the uncertain-
Grays of wonder whys-
Looking back on those letters,
There’s no need for goodbyes.
But see for what’s unknown -
Will try to carry a smile,
In the learning experience,
Called Waiting a while…

FREE
Inside I scream for help,
But outside I smile…
I thought I could hide it in-
If I ran a few miles.
Things only get worse -
And you lose touch of your dreams...
But I’ve finally taken the time,
To cry and to scream.
What I feel is explosive,
And It tares again and again-
It’s hard to do what’s right-
If you don’t know where to begin.
All I want is to be free,
From guilt, pain, and stress-
I’m tired of being weak,
And the aching in my chest.
So I’m setting myself free…
Who knows what I‘ll find,
I will rise and overcome…
And I won‘t look behind.

WONDER WORLD
I think to myself-
It's a torn twisted world that we live.
It's so hard to forget,
Yet so easy to forgive.
This road is never ending
It's a winding mountain of surprise,
It's amazing the things you can learn-
Just from the look in one's eyes.

FEELING LOVE
I still remember,
The first day we met-
I was shy and so afraid,
Oh I will never forget.
We grew closer and closer,
A great friend i did find,
But things started to spin-
And I sorta lost my mind.
Your smile, And your charm,
I began float so high-
And Within time I found,
I was living a lie.
I was in love with this person-
Who's so wrong but so right...
For a long time I've been scared,
To show them the light.
Now I'm still going through this battle-
Is this a dream or reality?
This feelings so good...
But in love? How could this be...

THE ADDICTION
Oh what an awful drug you may be,
Sticking to me like poison ivy.
But some reason I laugh, and I smile,
And when i do frown-
It's only the joy of a clown.
The beautiful sound of this fiddle,
I hear in wonder everyday,
I'm addicted to this drug,
And I can't get away.
My how pleasantly enjoyable you are,
Like A rainbow and no rain, quite bizzare.
To sleep you- dream you-
What a sin in a bliss...
And Honestly right now-
You're the one drug I miss.


CONFUSION
So much complication
So much left unsaid-
I’d wait forever,
To truly understand.
The pages have turned -
My heart still aches-
It was all my decision,
Now it’s yours to make.
I might have regrets,
I might not be strong,
I don’t know if it’s the best-
I don’t know who was wrong.
There’s so much to say,
Not much on the low…
I’m writing this for a reason-
Cause I just don‘t know.

Best in My Heart
How are ya my friend?
I’m sorry for the pain,
Right here for you -
A friend I remain.
I can’t put into words,
The thoughts and struggles,
The level of high heights-
It’s just mind juggling.
I don’t even understand,
Why It has to be this way…
I always tried to be there-
And now I can‘t today.
No Idea how you’ve been,
Or where friendship fell apart.
Yet I still cry for you-
Best Friend in my heart


GROWING UP
It took me the longest time, To grow and understand- Everything happens for a reason, And the strong ones forever stand. The weak ones hide, They raid and they fall- Even loved they arent whole, Thats not me at all. Its the best feeling in the world- A quiet kiss from the stars, Its a full moon of discovery, Its finding who you are.

REAL LIFE
As a little boy
I had big dreams,
I guess I forgot-
From being away it seems.
I came home today,
I saw all I use to be,
I saw love and passion-
I saw trophy’s won by me.
I walked upon the past,
And all this time I felt grit-
But the past wasn’t that bad,
Life’s only what you make it.