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**Dreamer**

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About Me




.. "In Elektro we trust....for Techno we lust and Breakbeat is a must..." Ok...so I can't tell you everything about me, because I am finding I am still learning who I am and what I am all about on a daily basis. I do know at this moment, I love to party (rave), I love the music, it puts me at peace with reality for a night or so...a much needed activity as often as possible. I have a rather frustrating outlook on life and that's that...well it sucks. I am working on changing that and trying to find ways that I can just sit back and enjoy myself through this journey rather than be so up tight and angry all the time. I am learning that my friends mean everything to me. I continue forward because of my friends. They make me happy. Happiness. That is a new emotion that has recently entered my life. It is amazing...to actually smile and mean it. I have gotten through the worst of times and have come out a very strong lady. I am who I am...so take it or leave it...I am done trying to impress people and trying to be someone I'm not. I'm learning to love being me. Being different. Being crAzy, being unique. I am learning that it is part of who I am to be indecisive and change my mind constantly. I'm learning to express myself in any way I can...beautify myself any way I please. I have found a career I enjoy, aesthetics. i love caring for people's skin, making them beautiful, allowing them to relax. It is definitely a good feeling making someone else feel good about themselves...making them happy. There's that word again...happines. I believe life is all about being happy, so do anything and everything to be just that. Yes, money is a huge part of being able to do things to make you happy...to live...but there are ways to make money and stay happy in the same lifetime. Never ever let money get the best of you, beat it at it's own game, there's ways to get around the suffering pain of working in enviornments you hate and finding the career in which you belong and are comfortable. And always remember..."for each dollar you receive...give away half and you shall receive double". I am very greatful to have learned all of these lessons and am now sharing them with you. Take my words for what they are...Live them out as you wish. Rave on.

My Interests



Until then: keep dancing - even if the music is all in your head.-stevO
My interests vary. I like anything that keeps my mind free and busy. I find peace through art work and music. I like anything that has color and style. I love mudslides, I love to dance...allll the time, I love to dress 'up' and funky when i go out, I like to give facials and massages, I choose white chocolate over chocolate, I choose vanilla over chocolate. My favorite ice cream is Vanilla and Black Raspberry, Pasta is my favorite food, I love Gwen Stefani and Angelina Jolie, I like to watch scary movies, I think vampires are sexy, I like to sew, my favorite colors are green and purple, i love to use my imagination in anything i do...it keeps things interesting. I enjoy watching beautiful colorful sunrises and sunsets. I love girls, I love to party, I love dreaming, I love tattoos...even tho i only have one (that'll change), I love piercings, I love to laugh, i love being different, i love meeting new people, i love talking, or sitting in complete comfortable silence as well, I try to smile always...it's contagous :)I love holding hands, I love love love Hugs! I love the internet, I LOVE traveling...take me ANYWHERE...I will go. I love change, even tho i am scared of it sometimes. I love all of my friends with all my heart. I love love love FOOD! I am def a fat kid at heart. I love making jewelry. I enjoy meeting new people. I like laying out in the sun.I love hanging out with friends and being able to be myself. I love being active and spontaneous, I'm always on the go, whether it be awake or asleep. My dreams are restless. I love listening to music...a large variety, i love to cuddle and sleep all day. I would rather be dreaming than be part of reality. I love raves, they are my fav place to be. Raves are a place where fantasy turns to reality and i would stay for eternity if I could. :)

I'd like to meet:


RAVERS Our nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice is technology. Our religion of choice is music. Our currency of choice is knowledge. Our politics of choice is none. Our society of choice is utopian though we know it will never be.You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may misunderstand us. You may be unaware of our existence. We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because we would never judge you.We are not criminals. We are not disillusioned. We are not drug addicts. We are not naive children. We are one massive, global, tribal, village that transcends man-made law, physical geography and time itself. We are The Massive.One Massive.We were first drawn by the sound. From far away, the thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mother..'s heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electrical wiring. We were drawn back into this womb, and there, in the heat, dampness, and darkness of it, we came to accept that we are all equal. Not only to the darkness, and to ourselves, but to the very music slamming into us and passing through our souls: we are all equal. And somewhere around 35Hz we could feel the hand of God at our backs, pushing us forward, pushing us to push ourselves to strengthen our minds, our bodies, and our spirits. Pushing us to turn to the person beside us to join hands and uplift them by sharing the uncontrollable joy we felt from creating this magical bubble that can, for one evening, protect us from the horrors, atrocities, and pollution of the outside world. It is in that very instant, with these initial realizations that each of us was truly born. We continue to pack our bodies into clubs, or warehouses, or buildings you..'ve abandoned and left for naught, and we bring life to them for one night. Strong, throbbing, vibrant life in it..'s purest, most intense, most hedonistic form. In these makeshift spaces, we seek to shed ourselves of the burden of uncertainty for a future you have been unable to stabilize and secure for us. We seek to relinquish our inhibitions, and free ourselves from the shackles and restraints you..'ve put on us for your own peace of mind. We seek to re-write the programming that you have tried to indoctrinate us with since the moment we were born. Programming that tells us to hate, that tells us to judge, that tells us to stuff ourselves into the nearest and most convenient pigeon hole possible. Programming that even tells us to climb ladders for you, jump through hoops, and run through mazes and on hamster wheels. Programming that tells us to eat from the shiny silver spoon you are trying to feed us with, instead of nourish ourselves with our own capable hands. Programming that tells us to close our minds, instead of open them. Until the sun rises to burn our eyes by revealing the distopian reality of a world you..'ve created for us, we dance fiercely with our brothers and sisters in celebration of our life, of our culture, and of the values we believe in: Peace Love Unity RespectOur enemy of choice is ignorance. Our weapon of choice is information. Our crime of choice is breaking and challenging whatever laws you feel you need to put in place to stop us from celebrating our existence. But know that while you may shut down any given party, on any given night, in any given city, in any given country or continent on this beautiful planet, you can never shut down the entire party. You don..'t have access to that switch, no matter what you may think.The music will never stop. The heartbeat will never fade. The party will never end.

Music:


just about all trance/hardtrance/vocal trance/house/hardhouse/techno/speed garage/breaks....love it all. Music keeps me going. Gives me that "tingly" feeling. :) some Bands: Three Days Grace, Lourds, Seether, Nine Inch Nails, Lit, Incubus, Marilyn Manson, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Korn, No Doubt, Linkin Park, Sugarcult; Some singers/musicians:Gwen Stefani, Christina Aguilera, Bjork, Rhiana, Katy Perry

This is me:

And this is my Best Friend:

Movies:

An inconvenient truth.

Books:

A Million Little Pieces by James Frey. Awesome book.

Heroes:

Gwen Stefani

My Blog

THE LAST ------> WEMF 2008!!!!

Who's going??? I already bought my tickets....get them while you can.... $90 for the 3 days. After July 2nd they go up to $120. Go to ticketmaster.com or groovetickets.com. The WEMF Site will tell you...
Posted by **Dreamer** on Wed, 21 May 2008 09:23:00 PST

LIBRA = ME

Libra Characteristics and Personality TraitsLibra charcteristics and personality traits - Zodiac Sign - ruled by Venus.Your Sun Zodiac sign may not best describe your personality features, your charac...
Posted by **Dreamer** on Sat, 03 May 2008 08:00:00 PST

Need Your Help

I need your help. I need to find a park of some sort that might make a good place to have an outdoor EDM day party... I need to find it IMMEDIATELY tho in order for it to take place. If you have ANY i...
Posted by **Dreamer** on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 12:32:00 PST

HAHA! This is me drunk.....VENTING

i'm so irritated of not having my own place, not being able to get laid when i wanna get laid by who i wanna get laid by...i am so irritated of people have some sort of superior stupid fucking jack a...
Posted by **Dreamer** on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 10:36:00 PST

A Few Words & Definitions I Would Like to Make Clear

COMPULSIVE:1 : having power to compel 2 : of, relating to, caused by, or suggestive of psychological compulsion or obsession COMPEL:1: to drive or urge forcefully or irresistibly compel...
Posted by **Dreamer** on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 12:07:00 PST

New Years Resolution?

So, I have done a lot of thinking recently. I hate thinking...it tears me apart sometimes. I guess the mind Has to sort through all the shit at one point or another, though.So this is what I have come...
Posted by **Dreamer** on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 09:01:00 PST

Sarahs X-Mas List

1. Clean & Easy Roll-on Waxing Kit2. Massage Table (anything&to get me started doing facials!!)3. ipod4. ANY records5. MAC Makeup Shadow Paint PotA highly pigmented eye colour that goes on creamy bu...
Posted by **Dreamer** on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 01:10:00 PST

Looking to Grow my Go Go Dancing Career....

This is me: I am looking for any Go Go Dancing gigs....It doesn't matter where it is...I am looking to grow as a go go dancer. If you hire me, I promise you will Not be disappointed.I am the life of...
Posted by **Dreamer** on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 09:12:00 PST

BLAH

Why is it that every time you finally find yourself and feel as though you have gotten yourself up onto the right path&.life slaps you in the face and reminds you that life is just a big fucking joke&...
Posted by **Dreamer** on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 11:53:00 PST

Shop Estella needs Part Time Help

SHOP ESTELLA LLCJOB DESCRIPTIONPOSITION: SALES ASSOCIATE LOCATION: Mall of New Hampshire (part-time position) Manchester, NH...
Posted by **Dreamer** on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 04:31:00 PST