I was born and raised living in my family
s ranch. We live next door to the Deans. They have a son whom I always was attractive to. We lived next door each other for our whole lives. We used to go camping when we were kids with our fathers and i loved every second we were together. He was my best friend. Then we grew up and sorta drifted but i fell in love with him. I never did tell him for i feared he would turn me down, tell everyone and laugh in my face. But still, every once in a while i say hi to him and smile, catching a glimps of him as he rides by my house to get to his own. I've always wanted to go away to school and get out of this cowboy life but my father wants me to own the ranch one day so i'm stuck doing it. I havent really dated any guys, infact ive never even dated girls. Ive gone out once in a while with one but we end up being just friends. I just cant get Jensen Dean out of my head. One day he will be mine. I hope.
Jensen Dean is the most important person in my life. I love him so much. More then Porky. *grins* If Dean was not in my life I do not know what would happen. I'd probaly go crazey. I love him that much. When I found out that he moved back here it made me so happy. And then we got together not too soon later
*smiles* I love him so much. I'm not always the best boyfriend and I feel bad. sometimes I get jealous of stupid things..Like his closestness to my sister. I feel bad that I get jealous and I know that it hurts him..them. So I'm going to change. I love him enough to change for him. To get over my immature jealousy and be a better boyfriend. Because one day I plan on making Jensen Dean my husband. Whether he likes it or not. I'd chain him to a cuff and make him marry me if I had to.. *laughs* okay no I wont. Maybe during the honeymoon *smirks* I want to have little baby Jensens and Lucas's one day also. And spend my whole life with the man of my dreams. The man that I love. My boyfriend Jensen dean.This is my sister Katrina. She's my Kats and Katie. She calls me her luckee charm..but really she is my lucky charm. My father was always hard on me and she was my savor...her and Jensen. I do not know what I'd do without them. I'd truelly be alone. She is the most crazey,outgoing,fun chic that I Know. She's always joking around and laughing. I'm even more protective over her then Porky..if any guy hurts her then I'll kill him with my bare hands! And that is a fare warning to you all. I love her to death..but I cant help but be a little jealous of her relationship with Jensen. There so close...Closer then i'm with either of them and I wish that I was as tight with them...as they are with eachother.A few memories that I have of her is Dean and I lost her bunny rabbit and I felt so bad that we decided to catch a wild rabbit and give it to her. My mother saw the wild animal in my hand and slapped my hand and said that we could get rabbies from him. Another one is that when Katie was a baby I placed her on my turtle and tried to see if the turtle would move with her on it.....Hey I was a little kid in both of those memories. And it was funny. And fun.I love Pork. I Love bacon. I love ham. I love salami. I love pig. But especially my pig Porky. He's the one pig I'd never ever eat.He's my favorite animal and i'm very protective of him. Besides for Dean and Katie...he's one of the top people...yes I said people. In my life.. If anyone hurts him then they'll be sorry.
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