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Supporting myself financially. Doing bizarre things with friends. spiritual experiences. opening my heart. connecting with an audience. spasing out. Being Independent, having functional and smooth relationships, dropping compromising coping mechanisms, not taking in bad energy. being assertive without being mean. Helping people only when they are ready. treating myself well, getting treated well, treating others well. evolving, yo. writing bad poetry to Lau. Dance, choreography, performing. healing. Ayurved and Jyotish. massage, counseling, herbs. yogic flying and TM. directing and producing. music. creativity. ice cream. a hike in the woods. a good movie. going out "on the town". thinking. connecting with people. OMG I talk about my feelings with girls now :) I'm in a Women's Group. Sorry Les, I'm a hippie I guess.
I'd like to meet:
My own personal enlightened master, online. NO ! ha! Maharishi, The Dalai Lama, Amma. OR David Bowie, Cyndi Lauper, the Psychadelic Furs. How about my identical twin from which I was separated at birth?
Music:
80s hair metal. Lita Ford and Ozzy Osbourne singing "If I Close My Eyes Forevor". ha ha. Yes, I recently got my boyfriend addicted to Skid Row's "18 & Life"! New Wave. The Church, The Cars, Flock of Seagulls, The Psychadelic Furs, Cyndi Lauper, The Bangles, Blondie, French Kicks, Junior Boys, Foreign Born, In Waves, New Order, Tori Amos, The Cure, Tool and Perfect Circle, Bowie, The Smiths, U2, Jonah Matrenga, Dire Straits, Butt Rock, Glam Rock, Irish, Bluegrass, hippie folk rock, motown, swing, blues, oldies, some punk, 80s! ....I like music. I actually have a good amount of it. some of it would embarass the crap out of u. I don't actually have Whitesnake's album.
Movies:
I did want to be a movie star when I was little, but movie stars are narcissistic personalities....I do have a "competitor/performer personality type" apparently but..... I really am not impressed anymore, I promise. Except with movies. I have a movie library that I have seen knock people's socks off. I'm disturbed at the moment by my lack of "Say Anything" and "Evil Dead 2". I'm especially into 80s movies and music- not new but I think its because I'm undergoing a "new childhood" along with my second virginity.
Television:
....I saved myself by going to school again. yeah I really like Joss Whedon shows. Heroes. and queer eye. and of course I watched all the x files...now I am rewatching the old "Fame" w B. and I finally fell into the "sex and the city" trap w. my roommate and Wicked B. And my dad has a tivo....
Books:
.....my diaries of bad poems WILL remain unpublished. Though we may someday perform them for "Mortified". SYUS in da house. I like ee cummings and lawrence ferlingetti, kurt vonnegut, maharishi of course and Hafiz!!, Rumi and charak sometimes, astrology books, spin magazine, milan kundera......I'm reading "Eat, Pray, Love" by Elizabeth Gilbert! yay! and "Escaping Intimacy" and I want to read "The Mastery of Love" by Don Miguel Ruiz
Heroes:
Maharishi Mahesh Yogi, John Hagelin, Wonder Woman, Robert Smith, Cyndi Lauper, Bono and The Edge, Katherine Hepburn,Audrey Hepburn, Martha Graham, Isadora Duncan, my female ancestors: Agnes and Katherine O'Brian, Cary Grant, Fred and Ginger, Gene Kelley, Molly Ringwald, Johnny Depp, Chris Issak, James Marsters, Chris Carter, Fox Mulder, Ozzy, Rob Brezny, Kurt Vonnegut, Spiderman, Flashdance (the movie), dance troupe Pilobolus, Gandhi, The Dalai Lama, John Black (cept now his name is John Bright, ha ha), my old babysitter Zobrae, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Angel, Joss Whedon, Lawrence Ferlingetti, my cute holistic health teacher in college, Ms. Penny and Wendy Diamond, my former supervisor Beth Limberg, Vlade Divac, Kevin Smith, Harry Potter, David Bowie, Tori Amos, John Hughes pre Home Alone, Jonah Matrenga, Def Leppard, Tim Burton, Thom Yorke, Tom Egnes, Cathy Gorini, Liis Mattik, Varsha& Anna of "act" pol party 05-06, my roommate, the three muskateers, my friends....etc