Okay so my name is Ashley Dene'e, I'm a junior. I'm taking life day by day right now, just trying to make the best of my days. I can't ever sleep, i think about things so much it makes me sick. I am pretty much to myself usually, like i have friends but I'm not super talkative. I'm not the girl who likes to be center of attention, I feel lonely in a crowded room. I don't have any amazing talents, i'm not good at anything in particular, I'm just average at most. I hate school but I try really hard in it because i want to go to college. I'm pretty independent and becoming more and more everyday. I love little kids but only if they like me. I hate people who are mean, I try to be my own person. I don't like conflict, I forget half the things I want to say, when i get into a fight with someone i never remember why. I hate when people try to tell me how things can be worse becuase it doesnt' make me feel any better. I don't like the feeling of needing anyone, I hold all my feelings in. I hate to be alone but I am alone. I hate good byes and love hellos. I miss so many people. I never know what to say so I don't say anything. There is only one person in the world who knows the real me and it's takin them forever to get to know me. I don't trust many people. I try not to get attached to people because they always end up leaving. I set too big of expectations for myself and everyone, which is why i always get let down. I can't stand feeling helpless. I am trying to find myself because apart of me is gone. Right now Lifes more of a struggle for me than anything. A few weeks ago my perfect world came crashing down around me and I've never felt so alone. I'm trying to stay strong but I feel so weak. Hope is what is keeping me going but it seems to be running out.
YOURE MY HERO AND HEROS DONT GIVE UP
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