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Well it's April 20, 2008 & there have been so many new things that have come across my mind. I have finally decided to let the blinders drop & open my eyes & heart to things I haven't for so long. I am coming into my own yet again but this time I am allowing the full transformation to take place. There is so much I'm missing out on & am tired of living my life that way. I hope you take the time to read my page & see how.
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I have learned that sometimes you have to just step out on your own & stand on your own two feet. It's always been in my nature to have someone there to catch me when I fall. However sometimes your safety net isn't always what you think it is. Sometimes your net has hidden holes & dangers in it that you didnt forsee. This is not to say that people can't be trusted. Just that if you can't depend on yourself & believe in you, then who will?
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Have you ever noticed that life never goes the way that you expect? How no matter how long you plan or how hard you try life will always pop in & will do as it it will? You can spend your whole life planning & re-planning & making checklists but you can't plan on life. That is the gift & the curse of it. It is such a beautiful disaster that we all share & can all count on.
I know now that no matter how much one person wants something if the other person doesn't you can't do anything about it. You can try & exhaust yourself with a million ways for someting to work out & if there is a mutual emotional binding then all the efforts are in vain. But how could something that's suppose to be so beautiful turn to dust & blow away with the changing of the wind?
Sometimes you need to know when to let go. When to know that you have tried everything & when you find your place is not where you thought it was. When you have the courage to do what is right for everyone & not just you. When you are woman or man enough to love someone with everything you have & can make the decision to let them go to be happy. It's not always the easiest thing. But it is always the right thing....
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I am such a free spirited & adventurous person. I will take every chance I get to try something new just to say that I did it. I want to jump into the wind & fly. I found my peace in my writing. I find it in horseback riding. Playing with my dogs. Running. Smiling. Laughing. Talking to my mom. Texting my brother. A surprise phone call from my best friend since kindergarden. I find it in knowing that I am able to make a light in someone's life. I am spontaneous & out spoken. Independant & loving. I will give my all for someone even if I know I will get nothing in return. I do for others what I would want done for me if I were in the same situation. I want to love. I am ready to love. The most precious thing in my life is the love I have for my family. I have no regrets in my life. I have learned not to live in the past because it has made me grow. I can't regret that now can I?
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I have looked back into the past & have remembered the people that have come into my life & are now no longer there. I remembered the reasons they left & can blame no one but myself. I allowed past life events to dictate my present & has obviously altered my future. I know when my heart sings & when I can't fall asleep without thinking of that one person, that's the one for me. When the first person I think of when I open my eyes is that person. When I count the minutes before we are together again. When even after so many years I still get butterflies being arounf that person. When I smile with just the mentioning of their name. When they hurt I cry with them. When they are happy we laugh together. When I find that one I will hold & cherish them forever. They will always know how I feel about them & will never go without knowing how much I love them.

My Interests

Passion. That is what writing is. It is my way to let the world hear what NEEDS to be said, not what people want to hear. The Village Voice persay. I have no intention of making it a career. I do it for the love of it. The way I can make people see through my words. Can you say you do the same with your passion?

I'd like to meet:

People of a more intellectual level. People who are able to think beyond the thoughts of mere humans and to the edges of reality. Dreamers, liberators, thrill seekers. Those who arent afriad to bend the rules a little for the sake of living. Those people who seek out the things that being them joy and happiness. Standing alone for what is right and just although they may be the only one standing in an empty plaza. I am among the small group of people left in the world that still believe and have hope for a better tomorrow. That one small act of kindness can slowly ripple through the world and cause small changes that may one day save what is left of the love in this purgatory.

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Movies:

Flicka:
The stories we hear about how the West was won are all lies. The history of the West was written by the horse. Wherever a settler left his footprint there was a hoof print beside it. Men came further and further west to stake their claim on the great American wilderness. But they encountered a strength that couldn't be tamed - wild horses. Mustangs. The settlers called them parasites that would strip the land and starve their own herds. They couldn't domesticate them so they destroyed them. Isolated and hungry, they were on their way to disappearing from the face of the earth. Sometimes when the light disappears an afterimage remains - just for a second. Mustangs are an afterimage of the West, no better then ghosts, hardly there at all. No one really wants them, not ranchers, not city people - that's their destiny. Let them disappear once and for all, along with all the other misfits, loners, and relics of a wilderness no one cares about anymore. Lucky for us a few mustangs survived, hidden away in the mountains. We need to protect them, for they are the hope of some kind of living memory of what the promise of America used to be - and could be again. I believe there is a force in this world that lives beneath the surface, something primitive and wild that awakens when you need an extra push just to survive, like wildflowers that bloom after fire turns the forest black. Most people are afraid of it, and keep it buried deep inside themselves. But there will always be a few people who have the courage to love what is untamed inside us. One of those men is my father. There was once a time when Americans came West to discover their destiny. Today they seem to move around every which way, restless and unsettled. But I think they're still looking for the same thing - a place where they can be optimistic about the future, a place that helps them to be who they really want to be, where they can feel that this life makes sense, a place where they can feel what I feel when I'm riding Flicka - because when we're riding, all I feel... is free.

Television:

House, Lost, Law and Order: SVU, CSI, Scrubs

Books:

I love reading. It opens your mind to so many new things. Vocabulary, images, new places and personalities. The Coldest Winter Ever, Feast for All Saints, Chasing Destiny, Harry Potter series, Sista Souljah, Creature, Sister Girls, Infidelity and so many more.

Heroes:


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My parents. I followed my Daddy's footsteps and went military. My mom for being my backbone. My little brother who is my strength for still standing. I wouldn't be anywhere without them.

My Blog

A soldier’s choice....

 Blocking out emotions that you really don't care to have anyway is easier on some more than others. Take for example a soldier. We are the prime targets for cupid's arrow all at the wrong t...
Posted by LeiAloha on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 05:58:00 PST

Journey to "what if"

Isn't it amazing how much one person can change the outcome of a lifetime? Isn't even worse when you were the one reason for the course of change? "What if" you had chosen the other option that one ti...
Posted by LeiAloha on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 10:55:00 PST

Midnight thoughts from a horse

Im up kinda late a million thoughts racing through my mind Like that time we ran the horses yet i feel like im standing still In a race I wasnt suppose to win set up for failure actually How do you c...
Posted by LeiAloha on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 10:08:00 PST

Distant Nevada Memories

Deep Filled Over flowing Memories So full of memories. Wandering So curious So free Open Wide open A field of tall grass A field for running A field of endless dreams A field called home. Let go I'm f...
Posted by LeiAloha on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 04:20:00 PST

RUN!!!

I can see it in his eyes. The way he stares off. The way I can see the open plains. The ground under his feet. The dust trail behind his tail. The sky is as endless as the memories I see playing over ...
Posted by LeiAloha on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 04:16:00 PST

Stick and Stones on the Contrary

Everyone has heard the line: "Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me." Well that's not entirely the case. Words are the most powerful things that we as humans possess. They ...
Posted by LeiAloha on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 09:24:00 PST

Matters of the heart

I think that I will always find the human heart to be the most complicated thing in this universe. No matter what goes on there is nothing that can control what it wants. It will always seem to get it...
Posted by LeiAloha on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 09:05:00 PST

2 weeks waiting... it was worth it

So it was 2 long weeks and I haven't heard the voice of the one that holds my heart. The sound of their voice, the way I can hear the way they smile, the way I glow while I talk on the phone... how co...
Posted by LeiAloha on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 10:13:00 PST

Soulmate... hear me!!

Today I woke up to the voice of love. The voice of my soulmate. The voice of the one that my heart has yearned for. I only wish that time had stopped. I wish that everything just froze. I just got...
Posted by LeiAloha on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 06:31:00 PST

Issue with Memorial Day

Ok here's my issue.... Memorial Day  It's a time once a year to give thanks and remembrance to those who have fallen and given their lives for us, right? I find that to be complete BULLSHIT! Wh...
Posted by LeiAloha on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 11:03:00 PST