just me, being someone |
for so long i've hidden my feelings from people. when someone would say or do something that hurt me or made me angry or let me down i'd think to myself "that's ok, no big deal" and stuff it down and ...
Posted by on Thu, 07 May 2009 19:55:00 GMT |
dunno what 2 do |
my oldest daughter is 16, blind and mentally disabled and has epilepsy. since right before christmas she's been throwing big, screaming fits that can go on for 2 hours sometimes. i am at my wits end....
Posted by on Sat, 28 Mar 2009 10:45:00 GMT |
when will it be over? |
i dont know what's wrong with me. for the past few years i've really dreaded holidays. hell i dread most days. i never want to do anything. i dont' even want to get out of bed. i would lay in bed all ...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Dec 2008 09:31:00 GMT |
i am so freakin tired of stupid people, with one certain former friend in mind |
I swear, I am so tired of stupid people. I am tired of hearing so many people go on and on about how ugly they think Jeff is or that he's gay. you know what? I DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE THINKS!! i am jus...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Dec 2008 18:45:00 GMT |
another yay |
well, since last Wed. i've lost 2 1/2 pounds, bringing my total so far to 16. i'm hopefully gonna get to 20 by the end of the year. got 4 more to go. i'd rather hit 30 by the end of the year.
Posted by on Wed, 26 Nov 2008 16:00:00 GMT |
nobody’s perfect, here’s a few ways to stop trying to be |
If you decide to give up your striving for perfection, here are some suggestions that may help- but don't strain to be perfect at them:
1. Remind yourself often that your self-image and behavior are l...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Nov 2008 16:14:00 GMT |
of all the things i’ve lost i miss my sanity the most |
i am so tired of feeling like i am insane. i keep wondering when and if my mind will return to me. i am so tired of being under so damn much stress that all i can think about doing is screaming, curli...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Nov 2008 18:36:00 GMT |
where are my freakin bulletins??? |
ok, so i read a friend's blog about her bulletins not showing up. i thought maybe it was her, but i have had that happen to me before. but i've posted like 5 bulletins today and none have shown up! so...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Nov 2008 18:22:00 GMT |
Live for today... final thought from chapter 1 of Real Life by Dr. Phil McGraw |
This is a final thought from chapter 1 of a book I'm reading by Dr. Phil McGraw called "Real Life". It's a great book so far. I am in chapter 2 right now. I recommend it to anyone that is dealing with...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Nov 2008 15:37:00 GMT |
yay! |
lost 3 1/2 more pounds! after Halloween i had gained back 2, but then lost 3 1/2 so i'm not to disappointed. 3 to go before i am below 170. yay!!
Posted by on Fri, 07 Nov 2008 10:46:00 GMT |
