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Queen of Disaster

HALLOWEEN is not a holiday its a Fucking lifestyle

About Me


I am just a music geek. Period. Music = my life.

I'm edge. get the fuck over it. let my choice be.

I'm vegan. we shouldn't exploit the helpless.
I'm not a workaholic anymore. I killed that after 8 years at my 1st job. I finally learned your job isn't who you are. Its how you live your life.
My friends are my family. If you fuck with them you fuck with me. I will never ever give them up. A constant phrase muttered by ex boyfriends "Your friends are always more important." Well if someone actually steals my heart there will always be time made for them, but the friends aren't going anywhere. More than likely they'll be around long after you have left me. I'm not much of a hopeless romantic anymore. I secretly desperately wish I still was.
I'm obnoxiously independent! I'd rather touch the stove and burn the fuck out of my finger and have the story to tell.
I'm stubborn as fuck. If you tell me i can't or won't do something-It makes me want it that much more.
I'm the most randomness person you'll meet. We can be knee-deep in mid conversation and boom i'm thinking about and onto something else. Don't hold it against me, my mind is always going a million miles a minute.
I'm the definition of blunt. i say it like it is when it needs to be said. Sometimes this gets me into trouble-a lot of the time it gets me into trouble. But thats how i fucking am so take it or leave it cause its never gonna change. People appreciate honesty in the long run, even if they don't know it yet. You'll love me or hate me for it, but it will forever come with the package.
I call everyone sweetie/dear/hon. I got if from my mommy.It makes people feel special and people need to feel that sometimes. But don't take it like i want to fuck you or that i'm interested in the least bit.
I LOVE HALLOWEEN! I LOVE THE HORROR! I can't help it if i was born to the dark side. And don't be fooled by my innocent smirk- there's something evil going on up there in my head... . . . .

My Interests

Shows, Records, TOI, Halloween, Ameoba, MAC makeup, altering clothes and making cute outfits, my special close-wouldn't trade for the world friends,you know who you are and I LOVE YOU FOREVER! Vegan food, Photo Booth pictures, Black, MUSIC, Horror movies, my sidekick, RFD, friends i haven't seen in a million years just popping in my store to surprise me(umm..yeah-you don't even live in the same state), driving and singing at the top of my lungs, my hair (as cliche as that sounds-i'm the original cruella), luna bars, odwalla superfood, Seattle-NOW THAT I HAVE BEEN HERE. i absolutley love it there;i know so many amazing people there or that are from there, vegan parmesan alternative, drive-ins, the haunted mansion, keyboards, getting letters, mixed cds, the smell of clean laundry, black and white photography, bats, belt buckles, pastels, staying up super late, snuggling, back rubs, biographies, late night conversations, buttons, milkshakes, candales, black and white striped anything, redbull-not rockstar (yuk), organization, the smell of carbon paper, the idea of love, the feeling of contentness, people who stick around-even through the bad shit, being swept off my feet, glossy red lipstick, safety pins(because you can fix anything with a safety pin), RANDOMNESS, wooden pencils not lead, saving show stubs, creppy toys, "real" people, BLUNTNESS, good hair, the excitment between the time you buy a cd-opeinging the wrapper with your teeth and shoving it into your cd player, peanut butter, my three kitties, taking long road trips, going to the bay, meeting new people (because you never know who's gonna change your life), soy white chocolate mochas no whip, 7 hr long conversations about music, reocrd shopping (nothing makes me more happy than finding a record i've been looking an eternity for), vegan mac 'n cheese sundays, cute poppy songs that make me stoked on life, lying on my living room floor 5pmish with the setting sun bouning off my walls listening to records, its all the little things

I'd like to meet:

Oh ...
I know Im unloveable
You dont have to tell me
I dont have much in my life
But take it - its yours
I dont have much in my life
But take it - its yours
Oh ...

I know Im unloveable
You dont have to tell me
Oh, message received
Loud and clear
Loud and clear
I dont have much in my life
But take it - its yours

I know Im unloveable
You dont have to tell me
For message received
Loud and clear
Loud and clear
Message received
I dont have much in my life
But take it - its yours

I wear black on the outside
cause black is how I feel on the inside
I wear black on the outside
cause black is how I feel on the inside

And if I seem a little strange
Well, thats because I am
If I seem a little strange
Thats because I am

But I know that you would like me
If only you could see me
If only you could meet me

Oh ...
I dont have much in my life
But take it - its yours
I dont have much in my life
But take it - its yours
Mmm ...
Oh ...

Music:

HIMSA, IAMTHETHORN,joy division, bauhaus, the cure, depeche mode, 45 grave, jawbreaker, vnv nation, apop, the pixies, AFI, placebo, the smiths, bleeding through,tiger army, nekromantix, sunday's best, murder city devils, marilyn manson, kill hannah, rudimentary peni, skinny puppy, the start, minor threat, the postal service, nirvana, misfits, samhain, siouxsie, death in june, david bowie, nerve agents, the faint, interpol, ramones, guns and roses, le tigre, white zombie, nine inch nails, the cars, the cramps, oingo boingo, vcr, gary nuwman, ministry, error, action action, sisters of mercy, lois, christian death, bloc party, death by stero, midless self indulgence, reggie and the full effect, garbage, the bravery, sex pistols, son of sam, suicide city, big black,dresdon dolls, zao, leather strip, bikini kill, kmfdm, the vanishing, type o negative,wolfsheim, modest mouse, genitortures, ramones, ohgr, danzig, razed in black, covenant, peaches, los crudos, redemption 87, pitch black, silverchair, against me, buckcherry, smashing pumpkins, feist, new radicals, iggy pop, ink and dagger, so many... to be continued...

Movies:

cheesy bad B horror movies, anything with Drew Barrymore, anything by Tim Burton, Drop Dead Fred, and anything with John Cusak or ewan mcgregor.

Television:

the munsters, the addams family, SIX FEET UNDER-best show ever on television, sex in the city(i know-bad, but a certain ex-roommate got me hooked), and family guy(this shit is hiliarious and the only reason they get away with half that shit is because its a fucking cartoon)

Books:

biographies. love, love, love them. mostly pertaining to music in some way, especailly around the late 70s early 80s (joy division, siouxsie, cure, bowie,etc) 1984, The Exes, Edgar Allen Poe collection Books, anything written by nick hornby, Vegan Books, JV comics

Heroes:

people who hold convictions and passions and stick to them (i have two of these people in my life-AXE & JP-and they give me hope that not all people are sell outs)

My Blog

4 types

There are 4 types of people I have learned1. People who create drama2. People feed into the drama3. People who don't stop the drama4. People who don't tolerate drama1 & 2 These people do...
Posted by Queen of Disaster on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 05:20:00 PST

so glad

...im not 21 anymore. i'm glad i don't need alcohol or other people to make me feel good about myself. i'm glad i have my own opinions. and i'm glad i have enough balls to express them when i have the...
Posted by Queen of Disaster on Wed, 28 May 2008 07:58:00 PST

oh yea,

everyone can just fuck right off.in the million years i've had myspace i've never ever had it private. but it seems some people just have no lives and can't seem to keep their noses out of things that...
Posted by Queen of Disaster on Wed, 28 May 2008 07:02:00 PST

messes

most people are messes. most people don't want to take responsibility for their actions. they would like to blame others for the choices they make. they then create stories to make themselves feel bet...
Posted by Queen of Disaster on Fri, 23 May 2008 10:42:00 PST

All I needed..

Was to surround myself with motivated, creative, inivative adults...That's it. HC <3
Posted by Queen of Disaster on Tue, 20 May 2008 09:38:00 PST

I love...

Swingers vegan cobb salad.Scoops at mid afternnon inbetween day job & night job.i LOVE my night job.Days off. Real days off. Where I don't have to work either job.Chocolate anything.Seattle s...
Posted by Queen of Disaster on Tue, 20 May 2008 04:49:00 PST

Private.

Private profiles...Pointless.Just take yourself off. Its actually quite hilarious.
Posted by Queen of Disaster on Sat, 17 May 2008 03:07:00 PST

F to F

I don't care what you think of meYour opinon means nothing at all
Posted by Queen of Disaster on Fri, 16 May 2008 06:08:00 PST

Tom petty = amazing.

I'm gonna stand my ground,And I won't back down.Music always seems to be there for me. Always.Random thoughts at 3am...I love my new hotel cafe family.I already miss joey.Its always nice to ...
Posted by Queen of Disaster on Wed, 14 May 2008 03:46:00 PST

Life is beautiful...and I dont have time for bullshit

Yep. No time at all.When amazing things happen in your life you realize, oh hey I don't have to be used or treated like shit. I'm enjoying my double life. Despite being exhausted all the tim...
Posted by Queen of Disaster on Wed, 14 May 2008 01:37:00 PST