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I CANT STAND THE WAY I STAND ME

About Me

OOOOOO.......I DONT KNOW?????????????? i go 2 carencro high,i just moved from st.louis,i live w/ my mom she is really cool iv been to juvie multi times i also been to quite a few rehabs i was an addic iv tried about everything u can think of i have a rough life but sence i came to La i have strighten up my act i dont do drugs anymore and dont party as much i havent got drunk sence iv been here i take all my meds correctly and i attend all my councling meetings im not proud of what i was but im prod of who i am now i dont talk 2 my dad at all anymore i have one older bro and one younger bro and two younger sisters i am very open with mylife just ask me and ill be willing 2 tell you what ever you wanna know the one person i love more than any one else just pasted away (12-18-06)my grandma i hope she is waiting for me at the pearl gates and i hope to soon join her i dis like people who judge other and ones who say they dont judge others everyone is guilty of it even me no matter how much i dont wanna i still do cuz im judgin the people who judge others i dont know if ya understod that i know im complacated lol my sn is (sissy4567) so hollar @ ya gurl lol

My Interests

Go on and slip me two Xanax Bars - I'm ready to git fool 5th to Crown to wash it down, I'm downtown snapping rolls Ain't no shame up in my game - in fact I'm mentally deranged Oxycontin in my system - man I'm feeling kinda strange Watch me choke about this dope - Blueberry from Texas She wanna git up in rotation that's too bad cause I'm stressing 'Bout now its 1:30 am - 11 Percocets just entered me 15 minutes from this second - I'll be crawling on my knees Laughing at the crowd of all the clowns that be surrounding me Take another Lortab to call me down and let me see Body be relaxed - muscles be loose, and you have stopped the pain No more bitching 'bout your day and work and driving in the rain Put up wit' the fussing and discussion - I plant in your brain Hypnotize ya minds, like all the rest but I come through the veins Take a chill pill to slow me down and git back in this game Gatta be up on ya P's and Q's to even feel it mane[Hook 2x - Lil' Wyte] Oxycontin - Xanax Bars - Percocet and Lortab Valiums - Morphine - patches - Exctacy - and it's all up for grab What'cha want - what'cha need - hit me up I got you mane What'cha want - what'cha need - hit me up I got you mane[Lord Infamous] Scarecrow, scarecrow whats that you popping? A powerful pill they call Oxycontin But it'so tiny, that it catch you dragging Haven't you heard big things come in small packages I prefer the orange's with the black O-C Take to where you can - I move about you see Some people mellow down in a needle and shoot 'em up Buy I pop 'em with Seroquel like glue, I am stuck[Crunchy Blac] See I'ma pill popper - so I'ma keep poppin' em Gimme 20 Xanax and I'ma start droppin' em They ain't no stoppin' him - when they in my system Mane I really miss 'em - can you help me get 'em I heard you have Clidina, on that fucking pill shed Gimme some fuckn Ec' - gimme some Percocets I need me some four bar, so I can break down Cause a nigga like me 'finna take it to funky town[Hook 2x - Lil' Wyte] Oxycontin - Xanax Bars - Percocet and Lortab Valiums - Morphine - patches - Ecstacy - and it's all up for grab What'cha want - what'cha need - hit me up I got you mane What'cha want - what'cha need - hit me up I got you mane

I'd like to meet:

anyone
Cassina Mertell http://CASSINA911.bebo.com/

Music:

i listen to everything im not pick when i comes to music i can jump from jason aldean to 50 cent

Movies:

i love watchin movies is my past time thingf

Television:

well my bro and sis always have the t.v. so i dont really watch it much

Books:

i dont really like to read

Heroes:

my grandma sylvia and she just passed away

My Blog

BROKEN

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A Love Like No Other

A Love Like No OtherI never felt a loveLike this beforeIt's a love like no otherSomething I have always hoped forA love with friendship Humour and heartA bond so strongIt would never partA love that m...
Posted by . on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 11:48:00 PST

WHAT HURTS THE MOST

WHAT HURTS THE MOST When you see the one you love..with the one they love.Telling someone how you feel about them,and they dont feel the same about you.Wanting someone so bad,but you just can't have t...
Posted by . on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 11:46:00 PST