Retardation |
When your hands and your faceexchange responsibilitiesand then you fallit's amazing Posted by Lukifer on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 02:28:00 PST |
My release or my reliance? |
When I met you,you showed me myself.
In my desperation you were my only friend.
We married eachother.
And you carressed me with your true colors.
I thought you would give,but now you don't only take.
... Posted by Lukifer on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 01:55:00 PST |
Quit the bottle or quit life. |
I cannot do this anymore.And I do not know how to get away.I've been on a constant chase for ruin in my life and with this I have been most successfull.I haven't a clue how to live life without alcoho... Posted by Lukifer on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 08:28:00 PST |
Electric Tails |
Ahhh I need some peptide phenylethylamine to be triggered.Or maybe a shot of heroine.Anything to eleviate this ball of stress and malcontent that I'm choking on.I got the get out of jail free card,atl... Posted by Lukifer on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 06:31:00 PST |
Coffee |
YES!Fucking crack in a cup.it'll bring you out of a hangover.Sad and out of it,it'll bring a smile to your face and kick some focus into your head.Too focussed and in a slump,it'll discombobble your b... Posted by Lukifer on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 02:39:00 PST |
I praise thee oh giant steel god |
Every once in awhile there comes a night in the Napa Valley that makes me not want to blow my brains out. Tonight I had a little adventure with some aerosol and some freights. It was quite refreshing.... Posted by Lukifer on Sun, 07 May 2006 03:55:00 PST |
I've found in the last year... |
That I am absolutely no good for anyone. So tragic. I don't know why I'm slowing down on the drinking when I should be trying to set a record for myself. Damn you all. Posted by Lukifer on Wed, 29 Mar 2006 07:39:00 PST |
She left me a scar,now she's with me everywhere |
Woooo,Sunday: Nosecandy. Purple Trees. Bier. Rain. Pizza. Distant Friends. Loneliness. Tragedy. Posted by Lukifer on Mon, 27 Feb 2006 12:19:00 PST |
Kissin' the bottle. |
Everything has been hectic lately.The last couple weeks have been a blur.There's been alot of negatives,but some possitives aswell.I've been confused about alot of things lately.I'm always trying to f... Posted by Lukifer on Thu, 09 Feb 2006 05:50:00 PST |
Wino is in the dictionary |
Though I live in the Napa valley I surprisingly hardly drink any wine,except for those scarce,but most wonderfull moments when Erinie my deaf next door alcoholic neighbor decides to randomly bring me ... Posted by Lukifer on Sun, 09 Oct 2005 06:25:00 PST |