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I create and live in my own reality. I'm able to turn ideas into something tangible - like writing, drawing, or painting. Most of the time I have the ability to see under the surface of things happening around me, although it may hurt at the time it all happens for a reason. I am my own mother, father, and family. I can't plan for my life because there's no way to tell what life will be like. I don't know what will happen in the next two minutes, let alone the next two years.
"Hope" and "faith" are two ideas. Invented by man so people can feel better about their short and painful existence here on earth. I'm not saying that there isn't some driving force out there, I know there is I can feel it every day. It's not all-good or all-bad since what is right and wrong is determined only in one's mind. It's a single neutral force that created everything and keeps it all going. Hope and faith is created by those in pain to get them through the pain. Life is pain, deal with it.
Not that I'll try and change your mind, I accept all religions and people... Unless you're an ass-hole. Then bye!
I dunno, if you wanna know more send me a message or something. I don't really care.
Contact me:
AIM @ Tezcatlipoca War
E-mail: [email protected]
Cell:314.518.4216

My Interests

.:Men:.
.:Self-inflicted pain:.
.:Others-inflicted pain:.
.:Pain inflicting on others:.
.:Chain-saws:.
.:vibrators:.
.:dildos:.
.:geeks nerds:.
.:Playboy Bunnies:.
.:Barbie never getting pregnant:.
.:gay cinema:.
.:gay artists:.
.:gay music:.
.:toy section at K-Mart:.
.:the dead:.
.:tarot:.
.:psychics:.
.:walks:.
.:baths:.
.:chocolate:.
.:funerals:.
.:razor-blades:.
.:blood:.
.:honey:.
.:masterbating:.

I'd like to meet:

George Bush so I can BITCH-SLAP his triflin' ass!
A world free of persecution, hatred, bigotry, violence, and dictatorship.
Forgive me, Joey, for I have sinned! It's been 3 days since my last comment...

Music:

Everything!

Movies:

.:Girl Interrupted:.
.:The First Wives Club:.
.:Monty Python and the Holy Grail:.
.:Where the heart is:.
.:The Matrix:.
.:Harry Potter:.
.:Constantine:.
.:Lord of the Rings:.
.:Team America: World Police:.
.:Legally Blonde:.
.:Steel Magnolias:.
.:Fried Green Tomatoes:.
.:What's Eating Gilbert Grape:.
.:Bring it on:.
.:South Park: Bigger, Longer, and Uncut:.
.:Nightmare on Elm Street:.
.:Friday the 13th:.
.:Freddy Vs. Jason:.
.:Thirteen Ghosts:.
.:Amityville Horror:.
.:Poltergeist:.
.:It:.
.:Entrapment:.
.:The Haunting:.
.:Sugar and Spice:.
.:Scary Movie:.
.:Star Wars:.
.:The Shining:.
.:The Nightmare Before Christmas:.
.:Secret Window:.
.:The Mummy:.
.:Fruits Basket:.
.:Boogeyman:.
.:Donnie Darko:.
.:Brokeback Mountain:.
.:Death Becomes Her:.
.:Die, Mommie, Die!:.
.:Serial Mom:.
.:Boys Don't Cry:.

Television:

.:That's so Raven:.
.:Fullmetal Alchemist:.
.:Family Guy:.
.:South Park:.
.:Aqua Teen Hunger Force:.
.:The Simpsons:.
.:Mad TV:.
.:The Real World:.
.:30-Minute Meals:.
.:Harvey Birdman:.
.:INFOMERCIALS:.
.:Pee-Wee's Playhouse:.
.:Xena: Warrior Princess:.
.:Sinbad:.
.:Star Trek:.
.:The Boondocks:.
.: U.S. of Ant:.
.:Buffy: Vampire Slayer:.
.:Angel:.
.:Charmed:.
.:Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends:.
.:Dexter's Laboratory:.
.:Invader Zim:.
.: F.R.I.E.N.D.S:.
.:Metalocalypse:.
.:Moral Orel:.
.:Inuyasha:.
.:The Venture Brothers:.
.:Samurai Champloo:.
.:Degrassi:.
.:Tom Goes to the Mayor:.

My Blog

Suffocate me, why don’t you?!

Don't people understand that I just need to be me - whatever that may be? If I need time on the computer, I need time! If I need time outside, I need time! If I need time to do something, I need ti...
Posted by [obsidian.nova] on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 10:43:00 PST

random rant

And so, before I close this window for the last time, I want you to know that people don't accept disrespect if you expect them to respect you back. But when you're laying in your bed, all alone at n...
Posted by [obsidian.nova] on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 10:16:00 PST

nucking futs!

seriously my mom's fucked in the head!She calls me and asks if I'll "give her away" (for the um-teenth time) since grampa passed away about a month ago...I told her I'd have to rethink the whole situa...
Posted by [obsidian.nova] on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 08:52:00 PST

To be continued... Now!

Dear Readers,Things don't ever seem to get any better... This spiraling staircase that is my life is devastating. I have to try and change the world to prove myself to everybody and it's tearing me a...
Posted by [obsidian.nova] on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 12:18:00 PST

The death of me

Everybody,The road seems to go on forever. I just keep walking and walking but it never gets me anywhere. All I can do is sit and wish upon the dimmest star that things will get better. Crying and ...
Posted by [obsidian.nova] on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 11:02:00 PST

Day 28 - Arduousity

Dear readers,Forgive me for not posting up until this point. The trials I've been through this past month have far exceeded anything I could possibly imagine. Last I posted it was the calm of the s...
Posted by [obsidian.nova] on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 09:24:00 PST

Day 2 - Renaissance Halted

Day 2 (posted on day 3)Dear Journal/readers,Last night was very weird to say the least. I spent the night over at Caitlyn's after having to be sneaked in/out and well...I woke up every hour on the ho...
Posted by [obsidian.nova] on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 08:21:00 PST

Day 1 - Blissful Darkness

Day 1Dear Journal,I had a dream. I was sitting alone in blissful darkness, surrounded by the thoughts of my ancestors. I was wearing a form of armor which felt of cloth but was impenetrable. My eye...
Posted by [obsidian.nova] on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 12:32:00 PST

Why does life have to hurt?

So here I am again - lost, broken, and alone. There's seriously only one person in my life right now and I don't think she knows how important she is to me. I can't sleep at night and can barely eat...
Posted by [obsidian.nova] on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 01:57:00 PST

AIM isn't for apologies and going off on my friends

Don't AIM me and try and apologize for shit that you can't apologize for... Especially don't go off on my friends... AIM this fucker and tell him to stop being a fucktard! His name is Nelson Kauly!Ba...
Posted by [obsidian.nova] on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 10:14:00 PST