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shanna

its not the absence of others i seek - its the presence of myself

About Me

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shanna --
[adjective]:

Having the texture of congealed cheese

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com
Get your scroller sign at YourCoolProfile.com!I am drawn to having the freedom to stand atop a skyscraper and throw my thoughts to the wind, scribbled on paper of sorts seen written under midnight moons and have my words aside splashes from the bottle of red that’s befriended my lips....I like... Crunchy leaves under bare feet. Cats in boxes. Peeing in the ocean. Kissing hands. a good joke. Harry healy. chopping mushrooms. a private joke. sneaky kisses. new music. I hate... No milk in the morning. Lies. Dud cd's. Cranky bus drivers. Rain on dry washing. jelousy. milkshakes. Gotta be thick baby. late pay.

My Interests

My pride...Last night I played the temptress right to the door of your desire,I found my body but next to it were your lies.I burn fire walls around my sexlike no other woman I've ever known, &Unlike no other I can define why I won't be overthrown..What I am is what you can see beyond my eyesand i fiercely protect all the beauty in this mind.I am all that I know and I haven't been me for nothingso I aint sharing my sex unless its my mind that you're loving...The first womans tear fell when she met manipulationwhen she confused her worth with societal expectation.Her grief simmers like a storm in summer;she knows it's brewing, she can smell it coming.I'm on bended knee before a pressure that surrounds me,begging for exemption from a life that'd destroy me,I carve a wound in my conscience when my body is a toolto feed your blood rush and to feed your fool...What is amazing about us and our ever growing intellectis fuelled by passion, understanding and respect;take away the fundamentals we are nothing but a body…ugly and empty, reminiscent of what we should be.We fuck with our power like religion with truth -a feel good remedy to ease the tension that looms.Hands on my body without grace or desireunlike most ignite the wrong kind of fire.You laid your kiss on my lips, strange I didn't feel you,when you looked in my eyes I saw you see straight through.Looking for a place to lay me, persuade me,you thought you could bed me, without having to embrace me.Last night I played the temptress beneath your aching starebut I busted you babeYOU WERE NEVER REALLY THERE

I'd like to meet:

George W. Bring it on.

Music:

Waterpark of course! Along with their courageous (yet futile) immitators.. Artists who defy boundaries and who in every sense, are unafraid of their voice. I'm right into a chickie by the name of jess harlen at the moment (thank you myspace); a soul singer from who knows where; just got one of those voices that rolls right through u... i think about that voice all day.ani,ani, ani, ani, ani - who has shaped so much of who i am and always will grow to be. tori, gotye, iota, tea party, jeff b, katie noonan, fleetwood, kate t, radiohead, waifs, Bob Dylan, Blue King Brown, Dave Matthews, Head PE, Incubus, Janis, John Frusciante, Hendrix, RAGE, Pj Harvey, Lior, Tool, Butler, Xavier, Bob M, Fiona Apple, REM, Audreys, lamb, lou reed, portishead, Incubus, Mia Dyson, and any unsigned, independent artist whose heart is in the rightest place of all

Movies:

Amelie - for the truth. Mr Hollands Opus - for the desperateness. Natural Born Killers - for all love. little miss sunshine - for granddad! yooohooooo hoo! Garden state - for the INFINITE ABYSS...

Television:

A whatsie?

Books:

The Beauty Myth by Naomi Wolf. Stand up and be counted goddammit!

My Blog

where?

Wilting and wasting, watching my life passing shuddering at knowing what i'm now facing   "i smoke and i drink and every time i blink i have a tiny dream.."   Auto took ahold of me somewhere...
Posted by shanna on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 06:36:00 PST

HANGOVER HELL

It's true.  They get worse as you get older. I've started thinking of the consequence of my benders. The almighty hangover. The spewing. The lethargy. The sore muscles. The fatigue. The need for ...
Posted by shanna on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 06:25:00 PST

back to basics

I indulged myself with a new band and old friends. been so long that i've gone to a gig, other than the private one in my loungeroom every night.  The basics were alright... a really old sound, r...
Posted by shanna on Tue, 29 May 2007 08:03:00 PST

and then.. you were gone

I'm writing this because you're leaving. What more do i need to posess, for you to want me? Or what is it that i already have, that requires you to turn away? I love watching you. You are passionate,...
Posted by shanna on Fri, 11 May 2007 12:48:00 PST

meow

I THROW MYSELF TO THE WOLVES AT LEAST ONCE A MONTH After days of gripping with my toes willing... please... fall and confront I miss the me while i am gone and busy myself with foolish things a spliff...
Posted by shanna on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 12:18:00 PST

not in kansas anymore

Seemingly, i may have it all. I came home with a fresh vision on what my life could possibly evolve to be. Being visually challenged each of every second for an entire year places pressures on ones m...
Posted by shanna on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 04:46:00 PST

My pride

Last night I played the temptress right to the door of your desire I found my body but next to it were your lies.  I burn fire walls around my sex like no other woman I've ever known Unlike n...
Posted by shanna on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 02:06:00 PST

My mike

    You come like a rain to the cries of a drought   Swift         & nbsp;    you shift   Into my empty  &...
Posted by shanna on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 03:37:00 PST

that's news to me

I always seem to get drunk on a Sunday when the moons hanging over the sun Pushing through the days past with a promise of a precious rendezvous My mind is a collection of soberness brought before ...
Posted by shanna on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 03:35:00 PST

Gaz

I write for you, words you don't know exist..     The smile he wears blows in on my mind like a red fires rage   My fire fighters battle to keep him alive   The spark he ignites gl...
Posted by shanna on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 03:30:00 PST