KayKay//♥ [Has Philophobia]

About Me

my name is kaylin. i am pretty oppinoated. .."i love this whole myspace thing. im addicted..." i love to talk to my friends. i love music. i will label you. even though i try my hardest not to. it never works born&&raised in bloomington illinois. no im not rich :] and no im not poor. im not spoiled. i have the best friends everr. my goregeous best friend is amanda she....'s really the best :]. there's this boy and he's gonna be mine => i love dying my hair. i hate people who start drama. i dont like people who arent open minded although i easily get along with them. i will tell someone if i dont like them.ilovemusic. Yes i am christian i take my religoin seriosly. i really dont care what people say about me. i will ussally not belive any compliments you give me. i have a low self-esteem. and i like when people are happy. i dont like to see my friends cry. i love scary movies&&skaters. :] i would tottaly bang bam :] i....'ve learned that imaginary friends are easier to trust, but amanda can keep a secret. :> if i dont wanna hang out with you then you will know :] i hate when people lie to me so i dont lie to other people.FRESH
BREEZE.

My Interests

I am me. That's all I can be. No more. No less. Don't second guess. I l a u g h . I love

I'd like to meet:

Things you may want to know.

1. im a very jealous person.
2. i have NO self-esteem. i feel im ugly.. and if you compliment me.. i might say thanks.. but i wont belive you.
3. it dont take much to piss this girl off :]
4. amanda IS my best friend, you cant change that.
5. i love attention, but i dont try to get it.
6. :] i love animals.
7. im afraid of spiderss&&dark places :[
8. i'd rather cry about the truth, then be happy about a lie.
9. if i say ''i hate you'' i mostly dont mean it.
10. theres a little bit of truth in each of my jokes :]
11. im not a hoe :]
12. there's this boy.. and i kinda sorta really really love him :>
13. theres this one guy, he treated me pretty well.. but he did cheat on me.. but i think i might always love him although i dont want to.. and i miss him so much, i have for a long time, we dated for 5 or six months.. and we've been 'just friends' for about five.. =[ it kills me to see him hurting, im kinda glad he is getting the girl he wants, yet i want him soo freakin bad, he made me scared to get close to anyone, to love anyone, to care for anyone, because now im afraid they are just gonna leave.
14. i freakin love myself and who i am, but i hate the way i look, and the way people treat me.
15. && her heart< ♥ > has been broken

i NEVER LET THE ACTiONS OF ANOTHER MAKE ME OR BREAK
ME NEVER LET A SiNGLE PERSON SHAKE ME CUZ HONESTLY
i DONT CARE THE LEAST BiT WHO HATES ME

they tell her she's beautiful
but she'll never believe it
music makes her world go round.
her friends mean everything to her
she's afraid of being alone.
when she smiles her whole face lights up.
&& her heart< ♥ > has been broken
by a guy who probably doesnt love< ♥ > her anymore
but you know what?
even though she still loves< ♥ > him
she doesn't care.
because she'll find someone better, maybe.
but she will always love< ♥ > him,
no matter what happens.

Music:

I love this kid

his names eric,=] he knows i love him because he's the best, and the sweetest.
And his brother.

is a hottie, eric gets to see this kid nakie? not fair! haha =[
some day.. im gonna beat eric because.. never mind =] haha.
These Girls;;

Amanda i freakin lover her end of story, shes the best.. but idk.. we're changing.. kinda seems like we're seperating.. and like yeah, its bad!
Kati.. she's pretty dang cool!

Amanda? haha she stole my duck yo! =[ oh well =] she is a bad kid!

duh! she has pink hair, and i love her! =]

Rissa? i just plain love her, end of story!

Brooke? Yeah i've always loved her, and i always will she helps when it hurts and i help her when she needs it.. we grew apart.. but we're growing together again.. =] i love her.

Ell-jay! of course i love his afro!! ahh. lol =] i know who he likess => then again everyone does! lol haha. anyways yeah i love this kid< Like a friend.]

Bre she is like the best.
Cor.. yeah he is awsome.

Steph&Arian. they = love. haha. i love them both.. but stephanie more =] haha. yeahh they are like the best everrr =] you nastyyyy.

Erica.

Me and her are pimps. we both want to learn to ride horses, and are both scared of them. and we both love to ice skate =] yeah pretty much.. lost twins? haha. nahh. just a little alike. ILYSM =]

Movies:

i can finally admitt
i care too much
trust too easily
love too soon
and
fall too hard
but in the end
it's all worth it

Television:

television pretty much nothing :>

Books:

Books PHarry p. other stuff.

Makes me cry. u and dat
i'll be missin you far away
concrete angel
alyssa lies[idk]
Xmen =<
just called to say goodbyee.[song]
my moms carr. [hehe =>]
Everything im not[song]
Everything im not [me]
walk away <[song>]
promisuscus girl
foreverrr [NBridazzz]
=<[

The barbie movie, with the princesses.
single [the songgg]
Lips of an angel
Here in your arms
saying sorry.
anddd. say goodbye.
=[ the storys we made up =][me&&amanda]
THe story me amanda and rissa made up =[
Do what makes you Happy
Be with who makes you smile
Laugh as much as you Breath
AND Love as long as you live

Heroes:

Hero's//loves Amanda
Brookiee
Rissa
Um. other people :]
Steph
kat
kerri
steph
jennisis
Ell-jay :>
sean :> haha. mommy&&daddy :]
kris
james
kyle
Jordan.
ashleigh
mkenna
Fersure God♥

My Blog

kaylin just relized,

okaii, so i just noticedim a stupid girl..because more than once ive had boys who 'cared' about me.. or atleast acted like they cared about me.. and i completly ruined it.. and its stupid ...
Posted by Kittie"//♥ on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 03:48:00 PST

Ask me question =]]]

Rawr =]]so ask me any questions and ill answer very truthfully =]]
Posted by Kittie"//♥ on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 04:03:00 PST