hope---nothing more than a torture device? |
most people say that the only way to fight off dispair is to keep hope alive. what if hope is root cause of my dispair. as long as i keep busy and keep going i dont have time to day dream or for wishf...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Sep 2008 21:55:00 GMT |
slipping away |
so im lost in this world of dispair and i dont know where to turn. ive been stuggling for so long and i have tried to be strong but i am at the end. my strength is drained and i cant keep my head abov...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 20:23:00 GMT |
changes |
i dont know why i say i hate change because it seems to be the one thing that is constant in my life...change. it never fails. i have moved four times in the past year and now living on my own at the ...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 04:24:00 GMT |
READ |
someone once asked me what my idea of the perfect guy was...my reply was something along the lines of the usual hot, sexy, sweet and etc. but then it hit me no thats not all there is to it. so i went ...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 01:23:00 GMT |
The Best Friends i could ever ask for... |
its funny how there are those friends you trust with everything only to regret it later. these friends are the reason so many people have only so called friends that they will party with but never tru...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 18:12:00 GMT |
my darling christy |
ok so i am currently in oklahoma getting ready to leave as i type. and i am so fustrated right now i coud scream. i only got to see the love of my life....christ bergeron!! it was a bitter sweet reuni...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 09:04:00 GMT |
alone |
i dont know what it is lately...maybe im just in a funk but i cant seem to shake this sense of loneliness. its not overbearing but its there just looming over me like a shadow that follows me wherever...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 09:55:00 GMT |
FUCK THAT SHIT TWICE |
NOW--- IN ADDITION TO MY AHH FUCK IT:people seem to be getting confused on the message im trying to express here. im aware that love is real and that it does exist. my problem is the way that the peop...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 17:57:00 GMT |
no tomorrow... |
All around me are familiar facesWorn-out places, worn-out facesBright and early for the daily racesGoing nowhere, going nowhereTheir tears are filling up their glassesNo expression, no expressionHid...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 18:19:00 GMT |
whatever... |
by Edgar Allan Poe (1849)
It was many and many a year ago, In a kingdom by the sea, That a maiden there lived whom you may know By the name of ANNABEL LEE;-- And this maide...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 19:46:00 GMT |
