About Me
**You take any pics without asking I kill you!**
**You wanna use my pics ask first**!
I have a dark, sensual, mysterious "COMMANDING PRESENCE" .
...or so I've been told.
I'm not malicious, brutal or unkind unless you cross me.
Fortunately, not too many people travel that path.
I'm either :
Admired or envied,
Loved or hated,
Worshipped or condemned.
On any account I don't give a fuck what other people think of me.
I REFUSE to compromise my individuality & what makes me who I am for anyone.
I grew up everywhere & have been to many places. I was moved around a lot as a child. I went to many different schools cause of this.
As for the places I've been to as an adult:
Pittsburgh, PA
Hartford, CT
New York City, NY
Washington D.C
Daytona Beach, FL
Fort Lauderdale, FL
Miami, FL
Key West, FL
New Orleans, LA
Houston, TX
Austin, TX
Dallas, TX
San Antonio, TX
Oklahoma City, OK
Kansas City, MO
St Louis, MO
& everything in between.
I'd love to go back to New Orleans & NYC one day.
I am of full-blooded SPANISH descent.
I was raised in the states.
As an adolescent is when I discovered I had a very dark, alluring personality.
I'm very fascinated with vampyres.
I'm very wild & gothic. On my mild, relaxed days you may catch me wearing a bit of pink or even orange.
Mainly I just stick to my two favorite colors which are red & black.
I love dark places.
You can often find me sitting in a dark corner quietly observing people.
Their behavior's, mannerism's, etc...
I love going to haunted places: Old hotels, cemeteries, houses...
I have the uncanny ability to sense spirits.
I love reading.
If I'm not reading fiction, I'm reading anything my brain can soak up.
I thrive on knowledge & learning.
I'm fascinated with meteorology as well which I've been studying on my own for the last 9 yrs.
I thrive on the knowledge my mind has acquired & expanding it to it's ultimate limits.
I also enjoy many fun things including:
Dancing, singing, playing drums & keyboards & singing..
I love music.
My true passion lies in my photography & writing the occasional dismal, dark & sad poem.
I've been in a few serious relationships. I've been hurt once or twice, but I've never let any man get close enough to me to hurt me too terribly.
I usually get tired of someone's shit before I let them hurt me.
When it's gets to that point I get very cold, distant & any feelings I might have had I shut off & I get rid of them like, "Yesterday's old trash on a cold winter's day."
I suppose that's why it's easy for me to shut off my feelings for someone, even if I've been with them for a long time.
I have my kitty Chino to keep me company.
I think piercings are hot!!
My ears (of course) & my tongue has been pierced since Valentine's Day of 2000.
My right lower lip has been pierced since September of 2005.
I have two tattoos.
I'm pondering the thought of getting more ink done.
I know it's going to hurt like hell which is why I've procrastinated in getting more!!
Tattoos are hot as well!! When they're not overboard.
There is a difference between overdoing it & being fucking hot!!
See this guy right here????
He's one of the biggest Deftones fans next to me & he fucking hella kicks ass!!!
He keeps me sane!
You rock my world!!!! You know it babe!!
:D
A few more things about me:
I am: dark, beautiful, fucking gothic, a survivor, brutally honest & don't take bullshit!
I hurt: NEVER!
I hear: lots of funny things.
I hate: fucking liars & hypocrites!
I cry: Cry?? What the fuck is that?
I fear: NOTHING!
I regret: NOTHING! My life & the way I've lived & the lessons I've learned have made who I am today. I wouldn't change that for the world.
I hope: all the stupid people go away one day.
I learn: rather quickly. I pride myself on my intelligence.
I fight: for what I believe in.
I feel alone: NEVER!
I'd kill: to defend my loved ones.
I talk: to intelligent people only.
I listen: to anything that moves me.
I break: for no one.
I fail: NEVER!
I see: into people's thoughts & feelings.
I smell: like cotton candy.
I taste: just as sweet.
I remember: everyone who has hurt me.
I hold: the one's I love close to my heart.
I pray: only if you'd like to see me spontaneously combust!
I walk: like I'm stalking prey, very predatory.
I drive: at insanely high speeds. Except when going to Jack In The Box! lol
I read: everything I can.
I breathe: him in as he runs his fingers through my hair.
I miss: people I love who have passed on.
I touch: my lover's deeply.
I wish: people with GOD COMPLEXES would stop diluting themselves & grow up or go away!! It's embarrassing.
I feel: everything around me.
I know: enough to know I'm missed by someone I care about & I miss him.
I wonder: why some people are too chicken shit to fight for what they want.
I care: about my dignity, self-respect & independence.
I long: for the moment I'll find myself home.
I sing: songs that I can feel.
I dance: in the moment just to bring that second of a song to life.
I find: the most unexpected things to be the greatest things to happen to me. lol
I say: "FUCK OFF & DIE!" to someone at least once a day.
I dream: of having total happiness, serenity & peace with someone one day.
I have: only a few people I can call "TRUE" friends.
I collect: picture frames & candle holders.
I want: to know my children are proud of me.
I fall: at intervals of total clumsiness or when I'm drunk. lol
I wait: for no one & nothing.
I need: more friend's who don't insist on fucking me over!
I live: life to the fullest. Nothing holds me back.
I die: when I see fit & how I choose. My Marlboro Lights are working quite nicely. lol
I am not: weak, stupid, insecure or naive & if you think otherwise you're sadly fucking mistaken!
I don't understand: what the purpose is in being a groupie it truly doesn't get you anywhere, but a reputation for being a whore.
Lastly...
If you didn't like anything I just said you can get fucked!
Coco from Foster's Home For Imaginary Friend's.
She fucking ROCKS!!
