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Surrrr

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About Me

Some things everyone should know about me.
I'm a very sweet girl, despite what you may assume by seeing my MySpace.
I deserve to be treated well. Very well. And I will accept nothing less.
I treat others with the same treatment I recieve and hope to recieve.
My friends are closer to me than family.. They are the most important people in the world, along with my family, of course.
I am extremely creative.
I am an abstract thinker - I think in patterns. I have yet to meet anyone who shares the same thought process as I do.
As I stated before, I am a very sweet girl but I, however, take no one's shit. Don't expect me to keep my mouth shut, unless, of course, I deserve it. Then, I'll shut up.
I am very romantic and I refuse to believe that romance is dead.
I believe in God, but I don't believe in putting my beliefs in a non-thinking routine. I don't go to church - I will.. I don't refuse, I just chose not to.
I am not bothered or offended by anyone else's beliefs. I love to hear everyone else's opinions, especially if they're different from mine.
..I don't meet people off of MySpace. And no, I don't want to hook up with you, smoke weed with you, or fuck you. Don't ask...
Some things some people don't know about me.
The reason why I "model" is not to have bragging rights or to call myself a model - which I don't. I am going to college for fashion design. It is my passion and I feel that in order to succeed and make intelligent decisions in that industry, you should know your industry inside and out. I seem to have chosen the ugliest part of the fashion industry and I have learned so much about the industry and myself. So for the idiots who try to attack me via my "modeling career," IT DOESN'T WORK. I don't care as much as you want me to. Find a new approach. :)
No, I don't do porn.
Show me kindness and I'm yours forever.
I have no addictions.
I never show weakness.
I don't do drugs, I've never done drugs, I will never do any drugs. Its my choice. If you do so, thats your choice. I'm not here to tell you you're wrong.
I hate when people call me weak or nonexperienced because I have never done drugs. I've lived every moment of my life raw and awake. Can you say the same?
I try to be as healthy as possible although.. Who succeeds at that? I believe exercise is the key to happiness.. Or at least starting happiness. Endorphins, people.
I don't consider myself gothic, punk, metal, or any other ridiculous stereotype. I go to local metal shows, various big concerts and operas. What box does that fit in to?
I refuse to be anyone else but myself.
Thanks to Walter Louis and Eyeworks Photography for making the banner and creating such a kick ass photo! ♥
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My Interests

Without pain, there would be no suffering, without suffering we would never learn from our mistakes. To make it right, pain and suffering is the key to all windows, without it, there is no way of life.

"Being in the nude isn't a disgrace unless you're being promiscuous about it. After all, when God created Adam and Eve, they were stark naked. And in the Garden of Eden, God was probably naked as a jaybird too!" - Bettie Page.

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind do not matter and those who matter do not mind. - Theodore Geisel aka Dr. Seuss.

I fell in love with melancholy
I could not love except where Death
Was mingling his with Beauty's breath.
- Edgar Allen Poe

Living well is the best revenge. - Ernest Hemingway

Art never comes from happiness. - Chuck Palahniuk

Evil is just a point of view - Anne Rice

Buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever. - The Crow

You should.. have the courage to live. Anyone can die. - Robert Cody

Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today. - James Dean

I am prepared to die, but there is no cause for which I am prepared to kill. - Mahatma Gandhi

I am the Lizard King - I can do anything. - Jim Morrison.

Beauty is diverse. - Malan.

You can only see as far as you think. - Unknown.

I'd like to meet:

Someone who has different ideas and opinions than I do.
Someone of a different culture. All cultures.
Open minded people.
Dita Von Teese. Alexander McQueen. My creative idol.
Betsey Johnson. Another creative idol.

You?

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Music:

The 69 Eyes
Amongst The Ruins
Apocalyptica
Bad Religion
Beastie Boys
Behemoth
Beethoven
Big Boy
Black Sabbath
Georges Bizet
The Bloodhound Gang
Brutalis
Johnny Cash
Children of Bodom
Chromeo
CKY
The Clash
Coldplay
Cradle of Filth
The Cramps
David Bowie
Daniel Lioneye
Dimmu Borgir
Divine Heresy
The Doors
George Gershwin
Gob
God In A Machine
Hellogoodbye
HIM
Horrorpops
Iggy Pop
Incubus
Kiss Kiss
KMFDM
Lamb of God
Lower Class Brats
Mankind Is Obsolete
Meshuggah
Mindless Self Indulgence
The Misfits
Mozart
Nekromantix
Nine Inch Nails
Peaches
Pink Floyd
The Pleasures
Program The Dead
Puscifer
Rammstein
The Ramones
Rancid
Say Anything
Satyricon
The Sex Pistols
Shiny Toy Guns
Shutdown Sequence Go!
Frank Sinatra
Sixes
The Sounds
The Stooges
Submerged In Dirt
Three Inches of Blood
The Transplants
Turbonegro
Two Minutes Hate
Type O Negative
Uniklubi
Waking the Cadaver
The White Stripes
Ville Valo and The Agents

Movies:

Amityville Horror
Army of Darkness
Batman
Batman Returns
Beavis and Butthead Do America
Beetlejuice
Big Fish
Billy Madison
Casablanca
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
CKY 1, CKY2K, CKY 3, CKY 4: Latest and Greatest
Clerks
Clerks 2
Clockwork Orange
The Crow
Daria: Is It Fall Yet?
Drop Dead Fred
Detroit Rock City
Edward Scissor Hands
Evil Dead
Evil Dead 2

The Exorcism of Emily Rose
Factory Girl
Fight Club
Girl, Interrupted
Haggard
The Hills Have Eyes
The Incredible Hulk
Interview With The Vampire
Iron Man
It Happened One Night
Jackass: The Movie
Jackass 2
Kill Bill Vol. 1
Kill Bill Vol. 2
Kiss Kiss Bang Bang
The Labryinth
The Lost Boys
Mallrats
The Nightmare Before Christmas
The Notorious Bettie Page
One Flew Over the Coukoo's Nest
Planet Terror
Pulp Fiction
Queen of the Damned
Reservoir Dogs
Return of the Living Dead
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
Shaun of the Dead
SLC Punk
Sleepers
A Streetcar Named Desire
Superbad
Who Framed Roger Rabbit?

Television:

I don't watch this noise much anymore.

Books:

If Chins Could Kill [Bruce Campbell]
A Clockwork Orange [Anthony Burgess]
Christ, The Lord, Out of Egypt [Anne Rice]
Secret Window, Secret Garden [Stephen King]
Harry Potter (all of them)[J.K. Rowling]
Stranger Than Fiction [Chuck Palahniuk]
Invisible Monsters [Chuck Palahniuk]
Interview With A Vampire [Anne Rice]
Queen of the Damned [Anne Rice]
White Oleander [Janet Finch]
Diary of Anne Frank [Anne Frank and father]
Romeo & Juliet [William Shakespeare]
A Walk To Remember [Nicholas Sparks]
Sleepers [Lorenzo Carcaterra]
The Raven [Edgar Allen Poe]
The Masque of the Red Death [E. A. Poe]
The Fall of the House of Usher [E. A. Poe]
The Biography of Tim Burton
The Destructors [Graham Greene]
The Secret [Rhonda Byrne]

Heroes:


My Blog

Dumpster diving.

You dumpster dive for love.Search in an awful place.The only thing you find is disregarded waste.You stimulate what's in my mind and you used all your favorite lines.Mesmerized by all your lies and no...
Posted by Surrrr on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 07:45:00 PST

Not that you matter.

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind do not matter and those who matter do not mind. - Theodore Geisel aka Dr. Seuss.   I've always liked that quote.It never meant shit to...
Posted by Surrrr on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 12:14:00 PST

Oh snap.

'Cause now I've sold you out.Now that there's no doubt.Now I've called you out.Now I've sold you out.So tell me what you think of this one...My faith in people dwindles. Disappointment soars. I can't ...
Posted by Surrrr on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 12:15:00 PST

About Falling.

2008 Woo.. Another year.      On New Years Eve, while everyone partied and whatnot, I slept.  Yeah, I was that loser in bed asleep well before midnight.  I am a slave to ...
Posted by Surrrr on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 09:43:00 PST

Reality is for the weak.

"If you are distressed by anything external, the pain is not due to the thing itself, but to your estimate of it; and this you have the power to revoke at any moment." - Marcus Aelius Aurelius. &...
Posted by Surrrr on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 01:00:00 PST

Take What You Take.

Spreading your seed all over the town getting too greedy and messing around.Oh my gosh you must be joking me if you think that you'll be poking me. Gotta love Lily Allen.      What...
Posted by Surrrr on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 12:16:00 PST

Vessel.

Now we must be ready for a new danger; the atomic bomb.  First, you have to know what happens when an atomic bomb explodes.  You will know when it comes.  It looks something like this: ...
Posted by Surrrr on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 02:13:00 PST

The 69 Eyes and Cradle of Filth in Dallas.

February 22nd, we, Renee, Kellie, Kristin, Jedd, Josh and I, drove to Dallas to see Three Inches of Blood, The 69 Eyes and Cradle of Filth.  And.... Go. What, bitch? I wish you wouldn't d...
Posted by Surrrr on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 09:12:00 PST

Within Me.

Something about you that makes me feel bad..I wasn't there when a thin line destroyed your soul.I search every corner there's nowhere to hide how I feel.Ignorance.Sacrifice.Some days it's harder - Let...
Posted by Surrrr on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 11:01:00 PST

New Years Eve.

New Years Eve was amazing... And I have pictures. Some incriminating - mostly of me so who cares, right? Renee's boobs.. They were GLOWING! Jeddo and I.. :) My otha motha and I. The beautimous Jade...
Posted by Surrrr on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 02:37:00 PST