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CYNTHIA

Distance is my daily reminder.

About Me

I created my layout at KillerKiwi.netFOR THOSE THAT DON'T KNOW ME...2 WORDS I ROCK. MY NAME IS CYNTHIA AND I'VE BEEN A MILITARY WIFE FOR ALMOST 3 YEARS. WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT THAT? IT'S TOUGH GOING THROUGH DEPLOYMENTS, BUT I THINK IF IT WASN'T FOR THOSE DEPLOYMENTS I WOULDN'T HAVE REALIZED JUST HOW STRONG I REALLY AM. THE OTHER BIG ROLE I PLAY IS MOMMY. I'M A MOM OF TWO ROCKIN KIDS. THEY ARE WHAT DEFINES ME...THEY ARE MY LIFE. LOVING MY KIDS IS A TOTALLY DIFFERENT EXPERIENCE. I NEVER THOUGHT LOVING THIS MUCH WAS POSSIBLE.THINGS I LOVE ABOUT MY LIFE...*LAYING IN BED AND HEARING ONE OF MY KIDS FART...IT'S SUPER FUNNY TO ME FOR SOME REASON *GETTING A "NO" WHEN I ASK MY 2 YR OLD SON FOR A KISS *WATCHING MY 2 YR OLD SON PLAY WITH HIS DAD *SEEING MY DAUGHTER WAKE UP EVERYDAY WITH CRAZY HAIR...KNOWING IT'LL BE AN ISSUE AT AGE 15 *LUCKY CHARMS...YES I LOVE THEM IN THE MORNING, DAY OR NIGHT. *MOST OF ALL LAYING AROUND IN COMFY CLOTHES WITH MY FAMILY LAUGHING AT ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING. *MY MARINE...I WOULDN'T BE HONEST IF I DIDN'T SAY MARRIAGE IS THE HARDEST THING WE'VE HAD TO DO, BUT THIS LOVE IS WORTH EVERY HEADACHE...HE IS MY HALF. *FEELING SECURE IN MY HUSBAND'S ARMS.

My Interests

SIMPLE THINGS IN LIFE ARE MY GREATEST INTEREST. BEING EMBRACED BY THE SWEETEST MOMENTS IN LIFE. BEING LOVED BY THE PEOPLE I ADORE. SINGING WHEN I THINK NO ONE IS AROUND AND LAUGHING WHEN THERE IS SILENCE. BEING CALLED BEAUTIFUL WHEN I KNOW I LOOK AWEFUL BY THE MAN I LOVE.

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I'd like to meet:

I ALREADY MET THE PEOPLE THAT MEAN THE MOST TO ME...MY FAMILY, FRIENDS, MY OTHER HALF AND MY TWO LOVES...ETHAN AND BRISSA. BUT IF I DON'T KNOW YOU AND YOU'D LIKE TO MEET ME HOLLA. I'M IN...WELL ONLY IF YOU'RE SUPER COOL AND ROCKIN' SOME NINJA MOVES.

Music:

ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING THAT IMPACTS MY LIFE. THE KIND OF MUSIC THAT REMINDS YOU OF A SMELL, PLACE, OR A SPECIAL SOMEONE. SOME OF MY FAVORITE QUOTES AND SAYINGS: MUSIC WASHES AWAY FROM THE SOUL THE DUST OF EVERYDAY LIFE. ~Berthold Auerbach A PAINTER PAINTS PICTURES ON CANVAS. BUT MUSICIANS PAINT THEIR PICTURES ON SILENCE. ~Leopold Stokowski MUSIC IS THE POETRY OF THE AIR. ~Richter

Movies:

MOVIES THAT MAKE ME POOP MY PANTS (HOSTEL GAVE ME DIARRHEA)OR PEE MY PANTS (GOTTA LOVE SUPER BAD). I'LL WATCH JUST ABOUT ANYTHING...AS LONG AS I HAVE MY POPCORN AND RED VINES.

Heroes:

MIGHTY MOUSE IS HOTT!! I LOVE THE WAY HE LOOKS IN THOSE YELLOW TIGHTS AND RED SPEEDOS.IN THIS PAST YEAR I HAVE COME TO REALIZE WHO MY TRUE HEROES ARE...MY PARENTS. IT TOOK SOME HARD TIMES TO REALIZE JUST HOW SPECIAL THEY ARE TO ME, BUT I'M VERY GRATEFUL. I FINALLY HAVE A TRUE RELATIONSHIP WITH MY MOTHER NOW THAT I AM ONE MYSELF. MY FATHER AND EMILY HAVE GIVEN ME STRENGTH THROUGH THE TOUGH TIMES.MY PARENTS
MY SISTERS PLAY A VERY IMPORTANT ROLE IN MY LIFE...THEY ARE MY BEST FRIENDS, MY ROLE MODELS AND WELL MY GIRLS. MY TWO OLDER "SISHERS" AND MY MOMMA
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REST IN PEACE TITI MAGALI. THERE ARE NO WORDS I CAN WRITE TO TRULY MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND HOW GREAT THIS WOMEN WAS. SHE WAS THE CLOSEST IT EVER GOT TO BEING PERFECT. HER STRONG WAY OF TELLING IT HOW IT WAS, HER DEVOTION TO HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS...TO MOST PEOPLE HER DISABLITY WOULD HAVE HELD THEM FROM DOING THE THINGS THEY LOVED AND SET OUT TO DO, BUT TITI WAS THE WOMAN THAT GAVE RIDES TO KIDS ON HER WHEELCHAIR. TITI DROVE WITH NO LEGS AND RODE ROLLERCOASTERS...TO HER WHAT SHOULD HAVE A BEEN A DISABLITY WAS ONLY A SCRATCH. SHE NEVER SHOWED US HER PAIN OR ANY SORT OF WEAKNESS...ONLY HER DEVOTION TO GOD. SHE IS TRULY ON MY TOP LIST OF HEROES. WE LOVE YOU TITI AND WILL ALWAYS MISS YOUR FUN, LOVING, STRONG WAYS. REST IN PEACE.

My Blog

My life lead me to you

All the pieces of my puzzled life now make sense. Disappointments and hard lessons have brought me to this moment.  It's now clear; the life that was full of rollercoaster rides and misunderstand...
Posted by CYNTHIA on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 10:38:00 PST

Misunderstood

I sort converstations in my head before saying what I feel.  I'm afraid of starting an arguement instead of a converstation.  You don't get me.  As much as I try I'm misunderstood by yo...
Posted by CYNTHIA on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 10:02:00 PST

WHO IS "THE ONE" FOR YOU?

WHO IS "THE ONE" FOR YOU?  DO YOU BASE IT ON THAT FEELING YOU CALL LOVE?  OR DO YOU BASE IT ON THE FRUITS OF YOUR RELATIONSHIP?  I USE TO BELIEVE LOVE WAS ALL THAT MATTERED.  THAT ...
Posted by CYNTHIA on Sat, 20 May 2006 08:02:00 PST