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your future ex girlfriend

Im better if i sparkle on my own!!!!

About Me

I like swedish fish and samoas girl scout cookies, I like singing at the top of my lungs in the car to pop music. I can be magnetic and lethal all at the same time. I can be prissy and primp and do my hair and makeup, but i can also get under the hood of my car and change my own oil. I am really really busy, I love hanging out with my friends and dive bars.. Im an avid dater, but not really into serious relationships. I am happy most of the time and like to make other people happy. I do way too much for others and get way too little in return. I like to look at the glass as half full. I have a great roommate. I have a few people that are really there for me and many people who really should be there for me but are not. I think too much and drink to little. I smile alot and am very outgoing but really inside im scared. I dont know where life will lead me but i want it to go somewhere great. I work too much and play too little. I am fun when i go out, people like to be aorund me. I dont stay out too late i need my beauty rest. I love God i dont kno what i would do without him. I am silly and sarcastic and real. mostly I am just me. I want to be crazier than i really am.. I want to be a party girl that im really not. I go to bed earlier and wake up earlier. so yeah thats me and i love it!!!! My life really is this awsome!!!!

My Interests

glamis, offroading, sandrails, cars, reading, playing on the swings, dancing, playing online, meeting new people, Ice skating, rollar skating, the Angels, Baseball games, hockey games, Singing really loud in the car, Playing dress up, Hanging out with cocoa, Costume Parties, Pool parties, BBq's, Flash fridays. I like to explore, i like simplicity, I like to find new and interesting ways to have fun.. hummm body paints anyone. I wanna get a group together and play flashlight tag. photo by Ian

I'd like to meet:

fun, playful, crazy, humourous, individualistic, someone who will do silly things with me and act like a kid sometimes, I am also looking for people that are motivated. so If you have any fun ideas of things to do Im up for pretty much anything, so drop me a message. i want to meet everyone and have lots of friends. please send me a message before you add me, i want to know about you and if you really want to be my friend or if your just collecting pictures. I am also looking for girls to hang out with and go to clubs with.

Music:

i love all music..... i like to support my local bands so if your in a band let me know ill check out your show. i like punk, emo, rock, rap, r&b, 80S Country i LOVE IT ALL AS LONG AS IT HAS A GOOD BEAT AND GOOD LYRICS IM DOWN TO LISTEN TO IT. Also check out vox Versum they are rad!!!! Las Vegas Real Estate | Album Covers | Music Video Codes

Movies:

humm i dont get to the movies very often but i am a girl in this aspect and love chick flicks and comedys my favorate movies happen to be romantic comedys.

Books:

Happy lighthearted books with bright covers any one at the local book stores knows my criteria for books and also psychology stuff i like to know what goes on in peoples heads...

Heroes:

God,My mom, COCOA 3, My cousin sam, Bill and Mrs. Macicek. Oh yes and the ninja turtles for sure.

My Blog

Sometimes you fold

I would never tolerate a guy treating me the way that a friend recently has. If a guy of any magnatude...long time relationship or a short fling treated me in the same way then they would easily be de...
Posted by your future ex girlfriend on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 06:59:00 PST

School is back in session

I am very excited about the new learning about to take place. Hip hip hooray for new knowledge in my little brain. My Math teacher is totally crazy, it seems like it might even be a fun math class. I ...
Posted by your future ex girlfriend on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 09:17:00 PST

sometimes

You just don't feel like it is worth fighting for....so you just roll over!!!!  
Posted by your future ex girlfriend on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 05:54:00 PST

I am loving this song. I can relate

Her Eyes-Pat Monahan ..> She's not afraid; she just likes to use her night light When she gets paid, true religion gets it all If they fit right. She's a little bit manic, completely organic Doesn'...
Posted by your future ex girlfriend on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 12:36:00 PST

simply not enough

Here I am, all of me open and honest. I do not feel the need to hide or otherwise mask all of me.I am for the most part a good girl and I try to project that onto other people. Sometimes I let loose a...
Posted by your future ex girlfriend on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 12:33:00 PST

Back to work poem...

Summer feelngs in the air life without a single care the sand between my bare feet the new people there are to meet the feeling of carelessness overwhelming the lack of responsibility unresounding the...
Posted by your future ex girlfriend on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 08:29:00 PST

Randomly inspired.

Sitting here whats left to ponder can this go on any longer the pain is deep within my soul it is something I can not control how can I stop it when did it start the pain it burns right through my hea...
Posted by your future ex girlfriend on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 08:26:00 PST

A non depressing poem finally lol

When the sun comes out to play that is the chance to have our day and if the moon invades the sky it is me who asks the question why will this wonderful feeling end when exactly did it begin the eupho...
Posted by your future ex girlfriend on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 10:08:00 PST

Poetry in motion

Choking on your innocent lies creating false alibys as i drift off into sleep tell me it is me you'll keep in the darkness while I dream things are not at all what they seem the air is getting hard to...
Posted by your future ex girlfriend on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 11:12:00 PST

Responsibility

It lingers like a distaste in my mouth, the lack of regard everyone has for their own happines. I would be happier if my parents paid for my school, if I was smarter, prettier, if I was married, in a ...
Posted by your future ex girlfriend on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 09:23:00 PST