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Alece

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

You know, my whole life I have always felt like an outcast. Never good enough for anyone.. no matter how hard I've tried. I used to let myself be walked on.. and I thought that no one cared. I've made plenty of mistakes but I'm not perfect. People think I am so happy but if you only knew.... I hide behind a smile just so you can't see my pain, and I tend to hide it all because I don't want to get hurt. I try to make sense of everything but nothing comes out right and I say the wrong things, and I end up loosing the people that mean the most in my life to me.
I was born February 7th and I hate it because it's all snowy on my birthday and I don't like snow. I have my associates in graphic design, and I love to do projects. I just don't like sitting here and my back hurting all the time!!! I am a friend to many people but they seem so far away! I feel alone sometimes like I have no one, but still I move on. I am kind and generous, and loving, but if you get on my bad side there is usually no going back. I am disabled, I have Cerebral Palsy but I don't see my disability as a disadvantage I see it as something that takes courage everyday to succeed. If you have anymore questions ask away! ? -alece
ps: I MADE THIS LAYOUT!!!
RAWR.. lol
I am me.
If you don't like it
OH WELL
I am not going to change!!!
Inept, Escape From Earth, State & Madison, Disonic, Fall Out Boy, On the Front, Asteria, Madina Lake, Every Avenue, Quietdrive, Last Fast Action, Connor O'Brien, Mest, The Used, The Year After, Jon McLaughlin, The Audition, The Plain White T's, The Sophomore Year, JRoman
Amber Pacific, Kelly Clarkson, Boys Like Girls, Open Air Stereo, Sick Puppies, Daughtry, Backstreet Boys, Anberlin, Keith Urban, Avril Lavigne, Linkin Park, Rascal Flatts, Papa Roach, JL :)
Westwood College - Ohare
Chicago, IL
Graduated: 2006
Student status: Alumni
Degree: Associate's Degree
Major: Graphic Design
Greek: Alpha Beta Kappa
West Leyden High School
Northlake, IL
Graduated: 2004
Student status: Alumni
Degree: High School Diploma

My Blog

When is this all going to end????

It really has been a while since I've written, at least to me it has... but today I finally went to rehab and saw my new doctor and they did this huge workup on me, and OMG I am sooo warn out and in p...
Posted by Alece on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 05:11:00 PST

Doctors sucks!!!!

Oh boy what a day, I went to see this lovely spinal surgeon this morning at my mom’s work (Oak Park Hospital) and I was looking at it all positively even though I’ve been in agony! We got ...
Posted by Alece on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 11:32:00 PST

NEW song.. wow its been awhile!

Wow its been a few since I did any song writig but I wrote this in 15 minutes flat let me know what you think.. Move On I never thought, it would end like thisI'd be all alone on...
Posted by Alece on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 10:02:00 PST

Doctors are contridicting jerks

This is all getting sooo old.... I swear. I went to the doctor yesterday and he looked at my MRI results and said everything was fine that my surgery worked. A few days before that my mom looked at th...
Posted by Alece on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 11:59:00 PST

When is this all going to stop!!!

This is all getting so old. I cannot believe I've lived with all this back pain for almost years, and it doesn't seem to be getting better.. only worse. Ever since I had my disc decompression surgery ...
Posted by Alece on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 01:59:00 PST

Again, again, and again......

So tomorrow I get to have another surgery.. bleh... I am not looking forward to it. My mom told me what they're going to do but I don't know.... I don't get it, and I'm kind of freaking out because I ...
Posted by Alece on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 08:46:00 PST

Backstreet & Britney Spears.. say whatt?

Wow, the wait is almost over. What am I talking about??? The US release of the Backstreet Boys long awaited album is almost here. If you know me you know I'm a BSB fan.. I have been since they formed ...
Posted by Alece on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 10:54:00 PST

i feel accomplished... yay me

You know today was a good day, besides the fact that my back hurt.. as always but the other day my surgery was officially confirmed for November 1st.. blahh... they're going to decopress my discs or w...
Posted by Alece on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 07:20:00 PST

So fustrated.. :(

I know I haven't written a blog in a while, and it's mainly because I've been too busy. So I figured right now would be a great time, even though no one is up well except for us insomniacs out th...
Posted by Alece on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 01:31:00 PST

Who am I anymore??

The past few months have been really strange to me. Really I don't feel like myself. Like who I was before all of this pain and stress. I used to be happy, active, and wanted to do more but since my b...
Posted by Alece on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 05:26:00 PST