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About Me


i don't believe in anything but i always honor omens. sometmes i say i'm sorry when i'm not. i miss my home. my real home. and i believe you can't go home again. i love my country, even when i'm angry at it. i live in portland, OR. i moved here a year ago and sometimes it feels like i've never really been anywhere else. except when i miss the way gregg lake smells in summer. the last few months have gotten me down, which i think just means the next few are due to be all the more fabulous. i don't speak any other languages, which embarrasses me more than I can say. sometimes i trust the wrong people, and sometimes i don't trust at all. i'm getting stronger, leaner, and meaner. not too mean. sometimes it's hard to know what the right thing to do is. sometimes earth is the oddest place. at night i look to the stars.
I got a hand
So I got a fist
So I got a plan
It's the best that I can do
Now we'll say it's in god's hands
But god doesn't always have the best goddamn plans, does he?
I died from minerality and became vegetable;
And From vegetativeness I died and became animal.
I died from animality and became human.
Then why fear disappearance through death?
Next time I shall die
Bringing forth wings and feathers like angels;
After that, soaring higher than angels -
What you cannot imagine,
I shall be that.

rumi

My Interests

autumn, wind, flexibility, magazines, moral philosophy, deconstruction and design, liberation, dinner parties, color, texture, bodega plaid corner shop loyalty, particle physics, doing the right thing, radio journalism, emergence, nutrition, sunshine, scruples, sugarfree red bull, gait, grace, revolution, revelation, revelling, bicycles, motorcycles, dancing, brow furrowing, umbrellas - spiders - octopi (and other creatures and objects of eight), motion, magnetism, trains, aural identification, seduction, gregg lake, gender, negotiation, the laying down of arms, laughter, shouting, hard work, skirts, home, this: paris: oh marlene: that which no longer exists

I'd like to meet:

the sad, the brilliant, the fierce, the loyal, the broken, the dying, the hopeless, the infirm, the alive, the unspeakable, the ordinary, the mistaken, the misunderstood, the charming, the depraved, the inspiring, the bold, the selfish, the worn, the temperate, the unnameable, the unknowable. people with unexpected and magical qualities. oh and

Music:

The Coup, Joe Henry, John Coltrane, Socalled, Wolf Parade, The Roots, Billie Holiday, Diplo, Jamie Cullum, Ani D., Madeleine Peyroux, RJD2, Daft Punk, Bob Marley, Elliott Smith, Common, Michael Jackson, esp in the context of Prince, Prince, Jackson 5, Fiona Apple, Regina Spektor, Iron and Wine, MIA, Jack Johnson, Feist, Miles Davis, Modest Mouse, Sigur Ros, Van Morrison, Gorrilaz, Sublime, anything I've never heard of but you'll teach me to love like you do.

Movies:

The Sting, Happy Accidents, The Third Man, Love Actually (because I'm that cheesy), Boiler Room, The Great Debaters, The Girl in the Cafe, The Edukators, The Royal Tenenbaums, Little Women, The Journey of Natty Gann, Flashdance, The Company

Books:

one hundred years of solitude, interpreter of maladies, ideas for action, Assata, asian memoirs and... a severe weakness for the book's younger, prettier cousin, the magazine.

My Blog

The Situation in Chiapas - From Katt

From a dear friend in Mexico - please read.------------------------------compaƱer@s,i'm writing to you from Chiapas, Mexico, where violence from paramilitary groups against multiple Zapatista communit...
Posted by anna on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 02:13:00 PST

Notes From A Larva

The first time I visited Portland State University's Students for Unity office, they had on their door an 8" by 11" printout that read "What did heterosexual privilege do for you today?" It was right ...
Posted by anna on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 01:28:00 PST

portland in the raintime, blahdy blah

It was a year ago today that I came to portland for the first time, sort of. I came the friday before thanksgiving, so numerically we are off, but it fits my senses to say that it is now. Portland was...
Posted by anna on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 03:37:00 PST

i’m going to see ira glass!

yesssss you are jealous even if you don't know who he is. i'm going to go get his new book now yup.and then the next day i go back to the east coast. it's still hard to keep in mind that a place other...
Posted by anna on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 02:43:00 PST

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i made a new friend today. it made me happier than anything has in over a...... its only been a week? regardless, it's been a long, long time. and i felt so damn good.i need a van.i need a space heate...
Posted by anna on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 04:29:00 PST

just noise in space

Today I worked a morning shift, 6am to 2pm, and I don't really mind it at all. Well, except that the rest of the day was kind of sleepy, probably my fault for getting three odd hours of sleep. more sl...
Posted by anna on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 06:15:00 PST

burning eyes and sharp heart

The tree in our back yard, the main one that reaches somewhat over the deck, is a mulberry tree. I don't remember it blooming, but I do recall when the berries formed and then ripened, and we spent a ...
Posted by anna on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 04:47:00 PST

death by philadelphia

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Posted by anna on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 03:39:00 PST

new world


Posted by anna on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 12:19:00 PST

why sick? why now?

i am sick, and all i want to do is curl up and watch bad tv and drink orange juice and sleep and feel a little sorry for myself. my actual schedule goes something like: sleep, wake, study, final one, ...
Posted by anna on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 07:35:00 PST