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alodia bethel/love

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About Me

i'm an intricate creature and convoluted at that. it takes patience plus continued existence to draw me out and be unperturbed. thus, you end up with a formulated fabrication of yours truly as aloof and severe. as oppose to that, i aggregate the fact that i am: 1. a lover of laughing, 2. always laughing, 3. forever in want of being in tears (not a result of any accompanied heart ache, au contraire, i meant movie-crying), 4. constantly never running out of daydreams, 5. continually daydreaming, 6. in love with books (naturally, reading too),7. musically inclined. seriously, i could be mentally challenged. so forget your prior makings of me as aloof and severe, believe me, i am far from that. although, it's been said that my being a perfectionist would drive you, just slightly, mad. i shouldn't forget to warn you about my being a narcissist, which would certainly have you riled, just slightly also. oh! i have this perpetual tendency to be an egoist. i am an egoist. and yes, i am complex.

i would not like to congregate on physical matters. beauty goes farther beyond skin deep. have you heard of the saying, "tell me your hobbies & i'll tell you who you are?" now you have. i love reading. a lot. i get a natural high when i enter a bookstore. even more so when i get to buy books & anticipate the pages i have to lay eyes on. ahh,bliss. i love star&moon gazing. i love the beach &f rolicking in its sands in a secluded island. i love writing. au contraire, i have no illusion of writing a book/novel someday. i love photography. i would also love it if i learned to fly. as in fly a plane.i have this fixation on wanting to become a fighter pilot. i love running. i would love to get a tattoo someday when the time comes that readiness hits me right smack in my being. i love spending time with my family. they're the best,we always, always have fun. i should end this now.~::~kEtChUp LoVeR, mOnStEr AcTUaLLy~::~~::~a sUcKeR fOr 'nYtHiNg PuRpLe~::~~::~fReNcH eNtHuSiAsT~::~~::~tRaDiTiOnAL bOoKwOrM~::~~::~bUcKeT-FiLLiNg TeArJeRkEr~::~~::~MeDiEvAL pRiNcEsS wAnNaBe~::~~::~ReNaiSsAnCe ReMiNiScEr~::~~::~cOmPoSeR oF "sTUpiD-bUt-TrUe ThEoRiEs (or so i'd like to think)~::~~::~nArScIsSiStIc~::~~::~a BiTcH~::~

My Interests

my beigh-beigh boo-boo , "maldita-est" dog ever, but i'm in love with her .

books.
studying people and analyzing how they behave.
twinkling stars.
the vast beach and its alloted, eked out shore.
philosophy.
writing.
isagani cruz.
umberto eco.
europe and traipsing all around it.
the moon, especially when it's full.
teaching li'l kids. well, kids... li'l ones (for the matter).

reading, ahh, bliss when at its constant.
music.
psychology.
movies.
talking, so long as i'm in the midst of a stimulating conversation and equally stimulating person.
coffee, black please - know that, for me, it is not coffee when muddled up with all those condiments.
tea with a twist of calamansi or 2 (lemon is a hard option to find here in philippines).
drastically changing my hair.
day dreaming my whole day through.
sex, in all its aspects.
old couples.
racing.
singing at the top of my lungs with my sister, allyssa and my cousin, althea.
making fun of and teasing althea with my brothers and sister.
old houses, they're nostalgic.
huge trees that have weathered time.
holding hands.
sunrise.
photography.
spending time with family.

friends.

go-karts.
toyota land cruiser (series 80), rav4.
signature tissues.
playing the piano.
guitar.
drums.
pictures.
tap dancing.
moisturizers (still in search for the perfect one).
nature-tripping.

camwhorage.
born lippy.
bulemia.
well, anorexia too.
LAUGHING.
binge-ing.
chests, as in kaban .

I'd like to meet:

i'd like to meet people with substance. whaaat? substancemushstance. actually, have you ever read the saying, "tell me the person you have the hots for and i'll tell you your whole philosophy of life" (as inspired by ayn rand and a repeat as well of what's already been said)? well, now you have. who i want to meet huh? in a purely fantastic manner, i want to meet adolf hitler. i want to ask him why he thought germans were the superior race. that arrogant bastard. but, yes, he coaxes my interests. i want to meet martin luther and inquire about his 95 theses. nailing that at the door of wittenburg church was pretty cool, not to mention, courageous. i want to meet paris hilton and see on first hand basis her stupidity with all the "that's hots" she can muster for every comment she has to give. au contraire, i want to meet bob dylan and experience first hand how it is to converse with a genius. i want to meet ferdinand e. marcos, talk to him about his 20-year rule in philippines under martial law, unfathomable but he made it happen and hopefully have him convince his grandson, borgy manotoc, to initiate some sort of relationship with me, filial or otherwise, doesn't matter. i want to meet christian troy of nip/tuck, he makes me wanna uh uh (as sang by usher). i want to meet the mikes of desperate housewives, lost and arrested development. i want to meet francisco d'anconia of atlas shrugged, he matches the exact descriptive view of my ideal guy. read the book, you'll know why. i want to meet my prince charming, my romeo, my eric, my beast... whereever, whoever you may be. yes, yes, i'm a fantastical kind of person, delusional at that.

Music:

world music, a capella, acoustic, alternative, classics, oldies, a bit (that's a really teensy wee bit) of r&b, reggae, house.
bob dylan.
collective soul.
sublime.
joni mitchell.
alanis morisette.
the beatles.
smashing pumpkins.
eraserheads.
save ferris.
ottmar liebert.
rivermaya (with bamboo as their lead).
nofx.
ella fitzgerald.
slagerij van kampen.
janis joplin.
erykah badu.
bob marley.
hed kandi.
carpenters.
india arie.
jack johnson.
stars.
the replacements.
ben folds five.
fiona apple.
rod stewart.
ben harper.
tori amos.

Movies:

shawshank redemption.
an affair to remember.
kill bill 1.
schindler's list.
casablanca.
one flew over the cuckoo's nest.
cool hand luke.
some like it hot.
sound of music.
seven.
bridget jones' diary 1.

Television:

f.r.i.e.n.d.s.
sex&the city.
nip/tuck.
american idol.
spongebob squarepants.
desperate housewives.
gilmore girls.

Books:

we the living - ayn rand.
atlas shrugged - ayn rand (hands down, all-time fave).
catcher in the rye - j.d. salinger.
one hundred years of solitude - gabriel garcia marquez.
to kill a mocking bird - harper lee.
the godfather - mario puzo.
the promise - danielle steel.
if tomorrow never comes and rage of angels - sydney sheldon.
a time to kill - john grisham.
the little prince - antoine de saint-exupery.

Heroes:

yet searching for one.

My Blog

my past, present and future in the legal realm

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Posted by alodia bethel/love on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

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Posted by alodia bethel/love on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

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Hhmmm... So now for the summer vaca I'm stuck at home reading any book my eyes could rest upon. As for the last few days I got my 'windows to my soul' glued to Ayn Rand's Atlas Shrugged. Very philosop...
Posted by alodia bethel/love on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST