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sheila rae

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very own MySpace Layoutsi am stubborn. i am egoistic. sometimes i am tactless. sometimes i am insensitive. i can be a real bitch. i can be misleading. i can be a real flirt at times. i was, more than once, called a tease. i lie. i cuss. i drink too much and smoke so much more. i have smoked pot, snorted stone and popped a pill a couple or more times. i have no excuse. only that i am human. i get hurt too. i am emotional. i cry a lot. i am sentimental. i am waiting in vain. i fall very easily but i am terrified of commitment. in a relationship, there has to be magic. chemistry alone just won't work for me. i believe in true love. i believe that there will always be this one great love in a person's life. i don't need a reason for loving him. i just do. love is not about being loved back. it's just loving. no reason is needed for loving. even if it hurts like hell. you can never force yourself to stop loving a person. why do i speak like this about love? i can't help it. i am in love. i hate dummies. i hate people who claim that they can write but have the words "shitty shits" in their poems. i abhore bad grammar. i am not saying that the only people i allow within a five meter raduis of me are the ones that have mastered the language of english. if there were such a person, i would voluntarily become his personal slave. i just want real people around me. you don't need to pretend to know what i'm talking about, tell me that you don't and i'll shut up. you don't have to talk to me in english if you're having trouble doing so. fuck man i'm a filipino, i know the goddamned language! i love art. it soothes me. like writting does. i am not, in any way, athletic. it's not that i have something against sports, it just wasn't made for me. so is math, i have never been good with numbers. why do i have to bother? i am a writer. i am addicted to pens, notebooks, books, bags, perfume, shower gels, lotions, make-up, hair brushes and little knick-knacks that i can scatter around my room. i am a compulsive buyer. i have absolutely no control when it comes to shopping. i love to indulge myself. i am, afterall, just a girl. i can sing. i can dance. i can write. i can act. but i do not play any kind of musical instrument. i am very flexible when it comes to music. i can sing any tune and dance to any type of genre. i used to act on stage plays when i was younger. i'm thinking of doing that again.. theater. why not? i am an artist. i can stay up with you the whole night just to keep you company. i will always offer to help you with your school paper. even if i know absolutely nothing about it. i will cry with you and laugh with you. and i will be right by your side when you want to do something outrageous. why? i am a friend. i believe in karma. both good and bad. i believe in omens. the one thing that i trully believe in is in the alchemist. when you really want something with all your heart, all the universe conspires to help you get it. i want alsolute bliss. this is what i am. this is who i am. i am human. i am in love. i am a writer. i am a girl. i am an artist. i am a friend. i want absolute bliss. this is me.

My Interests


Get Your Own!clubbin', drinking, smoking, books, musics, dancing, dancing, dancing, food, swimming with the fishies, living out the single life!

Music:

anything that makes my head bounce, my shoulders shrug and my body move

Movies:

my bestfriend's wedding, down to you, gone in 60 seconds, jerry mcquire, reality bites, fast and the furious..

Television:

ally mcbeal, charmed, roswell, csi

Books:

harry potter series... man woman child... love in the time of cholera... 100 years in solitude... a child called it, a lesson before dying

Heroes:

MUM!

My Blog

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this has got to be my blah-est day ever! *i went to school to attend one freaking class. psych. apparently, we were the only section that actually showed up for class. everyone else were probably s...
Posted by sheila rae on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

blogger....

hi! im just bored. should i go and watch a movie? im probably going so whatever.
Posted by sheila rae on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

tabulas downtime..alicia keys concert..anaconda..looking 17 and the such.

this is getting depressing. down ang tabulas? hindi ko siya ma-access!!! arr.. may nakakatuwa pa naman sana akong gagawin dun.. anyhoo... went to see anaconda with my classmates today. 'twas okay.....
Posted by sheila rae on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

This is where i'm getting married....

Ladies and Gentlemen, Welcome to Amanpulo...... ...
Posted by sheila rae on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

fucking bored.

fucking bored. what the hell????!!!!! give me something to do besides studying. arrr!!!
Posted by sheila rae on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

entry no.2

how are you supposed to feel when you know that your certain source of inspiration will be leaving for Europe in a few days? what do you do when everything in your life seems to be out of place yet e...
Posted by sheila rae on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

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i have no idea how this guy's got me like this. i'm not even sure if i'm in love with him. all i know is, i always miss him so bad and when i'm with him all i want is that moment to never end. as i wa...
Posted by sheila rae on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST