By Handfuls You Will Build A Pillamyd

About Me

Welcome one and all.Far beyond the border between the sane and tame.God can't save you anymore. If you wish to contact me then do so.I will choose to respond at will.Don't take it personally.It's not my fault you suck at life.

My Interests

Music.I love everything about it.From the writing to the recording process and everything in between.I listen to mostly everthing.Country,blues,metal(all forms even hair metal),pop,old school punk,bluegrass,grunge,and rock.I'm not really into rap but I do listen to some of it.I'm also getting into making short films and comics.I do alot of fucked up semi-scary drawings that alot of my friends have taken and had tattooed.

I'd like to meet:

Mudvayne,Trent Reznor(one of the greatest musicians of all time),Wednesday 13,Alice Cooper,Zakk fucking Wylde,Kenny Wayne Sheppard,Buddy Guy,Eric Clapton,Jimmy Page and Robert Plant,Jimmy Vaughan,David Grohl,Ozzy and Tonny Iommi,Slipknot,If they were still alive I'd have to say Cliff Burton,Randy Rhodes,Dimebag(Have a Black Tooth shot in his honor),Stevie Ray Vaughan,Leadbelly,Kurt Cobain,and Howlin' Wolf.

Music:

Any type of music

Movies:

Really into the old style horror movies.Psycho,Bride of Frankenstein,Dragula,Texas Chainsaw Massacre(the orginal) and stuff like that.I watch alot of dark comedies.

Television:

News channels.South Park.Headbangers Ball.Adult Swim.I like Howard Stern's Tv show.I have a ton of other shows that I like but my mind has gone blank on them.

Books:

The Da Vinci Code was interesting.I read the Bible every now and then.It's not that I believe in it.I'm not one of those bible hugging people that force it down your throat nor am I one of those fuckers that always wants to destroy your faith system so don't worry.I read alot of autobiographies.I've read both of Gene Simmons' books.Very interesting reading for anyone that hasn't read them before.

Heroes:

Myself and my hand...

My Blog

The Sandman

He's there in the dreams.It's there he plans and seethes.Tormented by anger what is it in me he sees?Lost in endless wake of dreams.One dream oh so serene that is all I wish to see.But all I see are m...
Posted by By Handfuls You Will Build A Pillamyd on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 12:36:00 PST

Rich Man’s Heaven

Smoke your cigarette.Relax and think what to do.Your faith needs religion.Something to put hope into.To make the bad things go away but they always stay.It's an irony, a paradox,that no water can wash...
Posted by By Handfuls You Will Build A Pillamyd on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 12:25:00 PST

Teach the Little Ones

As it all fades to black, what was it worth?Never tried, but I burned outright just the same.Had it worked out but I rolled and smoked it then forgot the formula.Step aside little one.Innocence gets y...
Posted by By Handfuls You Will Build A Pillamyd on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 12:19:00 PST

Evolving Prime Ape

You say you want evolution.But can you handle the strain?You say you want revolution.But can you deal with the pain?The evolved ape has come but you won't ordain.You fight an uphill struggle against t...
Posted by By Handfuls You Will Build A Pillamyd on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 07:19:00 PST

I scream

I scream.Sorry for the intrusion.I only need retribution.And all that is left.Reflect on all those memories.As the words float freely.Scroll through the headlines.March the saints down main streets.Se...
Posted by By Handfuls You Will Build A Pillamyd on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 07:46:00 PST

fuck it all

Whisper a prayer for your dying ears to hear.Safety of the bed.Sheets pulled tight.Watch as the eyes begin to fade.Peace and serenity at last.Move closely over me.One time for all to see.Divided mind ...
Posted by By Handfuls You Will Build A Pillamyd on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 07:29:00 PST

Land of Confusion

Lost in a blanket that life has weaved.Nothing but restless sleep.Now focus on the dry heave. I wanna fight amongst the strong.Lead with lead feet.My sight is gone.Need to find a place to hide it all....
Posted by By Handfuls You Will Build A Pillamyd on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 08:32:00 PST

Boogyman

This boogyman is real.It's his touch you feel.Watch that dirt stained mask.His reflection is your gothic flask.Some say Jesus saves.With your bones the roads are paved.No choice if you stay.His hands ...
Posted by By Handfuls You Will Build A Pillamyd on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 11:58:00 PST

Basking in the Rays of the Morningstar

Find the morningstar in the heavens.In her rays I rise on day seven.No way I couldn't tell her.Reminse on past glory and future failure.Have you seen the mother.In her there is no other.With the blaze...
Posted by By Handfuls You Will Build A Pillamyd on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 10:33:00 PST

Glowing Star

Banished beyond the depths of hell. Pitch black darkness for miles to see. Ellipse of Satan's face on the arm. I hear the nameless screams in the stars. False claims made by the jealous chosen. Soon t...
Posted by By Handfuls You Will Build A Pillamyd on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 10:05:00 PST