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Maija

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About Me

Latvian-American; grew out of an eccentric family and alot of travel; a personality crossdresser/storyteller; a tomboy with a secret passion for wearing dresses; write even if the notorious 'They' aren't paying for me to; the most outgoing goraphobic you will ever meet, I love closing in with someone and watching films, painting, playing, obsessively overriding one anothers lives; know everyone it seems, yet hardly go out beyond seeing friends play or going to hidden bars. I found a pair of 'perfectly thrashed' converse outside the Paladium today, and upset they didn't fit me, they fit my brother.. guess that is the little point-when you share your life, if a thrill cannot benefit you, you can still glory in it by having someone it can.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: someone's phantom
Birthday: 24Auggie81
Birthplace: LATVIA or AUSTIN-depending where you ask.
Current Location: Lost Angels
Eye Color: they change;turquise when i cry..
Hair Color: that is SO too personal.
Height: 5ft8
Right Handed or Left Handed: depends what for
Your Heritage: latvian blueblood
The Shoes You Wore Today: fake fur boots
Your Weakness: narcissim
Your Fears: losing beloveds
Your Perfect Pizza: a steak instead
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: financial security
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:
Thoughts First Waking Up: where is my baby?
Your Best Physical Feature: my soul
Your Bedtime: late, never, sometimes
Your Most Missed Memory: him
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: why is this important?
Single or Group Dates: i don't date,my boyfriend is neurotic about that for some reason
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: seriously, i'm not answering this
Chocolate or Vanilla: cocoa is important
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino in Europe, but coffee makes me MANIC
Do you Smoke: if i do, i sure do
Do you Swear: Fuck
Do you Sing: badly
Do you Shower Daily: laugh. i am a dirty monkey, so i'm told.
Have you Been in Love: YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES. only reason i live.
Do you want to go to College: have
Do you want to get Married: why be with someone unless you do
Do you belive in yourself: Da,Da
Do you get Motion Sickness: on opiates i do
Do you think you are Attractive: as long as one boy thinks so
Are you a Health Freak: spuradically
Do you get along with your Parents: yes, they made me
Do you like Thunderstorms: LOVE them while in bed
Do you play an Instrument: harp
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: would i do this without any?
In the past month have you Smoked: Si,Si
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Oui,Oui
In the past month have you gone on a Date: with a girl
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Mallrats is a great film
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:
In the past month have you been on Stage: yes
In the past month have you been Dumped:
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: in my shower
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: a heart by accident
Ever been Drunk:
Ever been called a Tease: if you can't have me, don't blame me for inadequecy
Ever been Beaten up: dude broke my ribs few months ago
Ever Shoplifted: lip gloss&mascara for my first love
How do you want to Die: in my baby's arms
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: uuuh
What country would you most like to Visit: never anywhere more than LV
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue
Favourite Hair Color: dark
Short or Long Hair: long
Height: 5ft10 Always
Weight: thiiiiiiiiiiiiiin
Best Clothing Style: communistic style=not any
Number of Drugs I have taken: love is a better drug now
Number of CDs I own: mine were all stolen
Number of Piercings: tres
Number of Tattoos: zzzzero
Number of things in my Past I Regret: nothing, anymore, because i fell in love again
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My Interests

Ice sculptures(years since I've seen one,proves I hold out,) my Opa's VHS Smurfs tapes, eating goat cheese on dark toast & drinking persian tea, oil painting, dancing "with myse-elf"(or others,)the hidden arts(not necessarily meaning the dark,) ..to be continued

I'd like to meet:

androgenous fairytale persons who have taken out their government implanted Bland Personality Chips and are out there rebelling by being themselves.

Music:

growing up near Seattle my mom and stepdad had a record store ; thus I grew up with ALL types of sound, and around musicians and older friends in bands..I started writing about it and worked for magazines in nyc, and still keep hold of music as a bloodline. In our bathroom was a lamenated poster my stepdad brought in, saying: "The man that hath no music in himself, nor is not moved with the concord of sweet sounds, is fit for treason, stratagems, and spoils; the motions of his spirit are dull as night, and his affections dark as Erebus: Let no such man be trusted" .. I've taken it with me, and lived by it without fail since. Anything from Mars Volta to Nina Simone can stike a cord in my chest.

Movies:

BettyBlue, Bad Channels, Romeo's Bleeding(only just recently saw part of it, but loved it,)La Femme Nikita,Gilda, anything film noir

Television:

People REALLY haven't become exasperated with that?-they STILL attempt to endlessly flip the channels, looking??!!??

Books:

Salman Rushdie's: Haroun& the Sea of Stories, Steve Erickson, M.Kundera, Paul Auster, Philip Roth's: Letting Go, T.Pynchon, D.Dellilo, M0RE & M0RE..

Heroes:

the triumphant succeeders