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About Me

I grew up in northern California with my parents, who are still together. I have one older brother. I got to live in the same house for my whole childhood until I moved out in 2001 to go to USC. My mother grew up baptist and my father has come to follow buddhist principles. I grew up without much religious teaching, but now follow some buddhist principles. The most important thing to me is being a good person and causing good to happen, not bad. I am a very emotional and empathetic person. I know that I am either very intelligent and gifted, or I am an idiot. I haven't figured out wich one it is yet, but that's difficult to tell in our society. If I could do anything I would sing for a living; unfortunately, I have a lot of problems with anxiety and musical intimacy, and I am not at all ambitious, so I don't think I'd make enough money to live. I am completely baffled, amazed, and enfuriated by how much people lie about important things. I have a hard time lying. I like to be physically comfortable at all times. The only times I feel completely sure and happy are when I'm listening to certain songs. I love chocolate, pastry, sushi, orangina, and water (I could live on all that). Getting a retainer for my teeth when I was 14 was the last best decision I made for myself. One day I'll permanently straighten my hair cause I am getting sick of it.

My Interests

COMPLETELY UNDERSTANDING, speaking and singing voices, old pretty hankercheifs, handsome boys, different kinds of music, cutting through the bullshit, sexiness, non-fiction books about culture, puppies, expression through clothing, context, logic, water, nothing, synethesia, hexaflouride, culture, your hair, your shoes, empathy, movies, listening to music, smiles, good feelings, LAUGHING, finding good places to swim, affection, falsetto, compression, rarefaction.

I'd like to meet:

people who have to wait till certain songs are over to get out of the car, Angelina Jolie

Music:

in no particular order (except for radiohead and bjork): RADIOHEAD, BJORK, beck, rock and roll, muse, doves, magnet, U2, The Cardigans, Lucious Jackson, Depeche Mode, the presidents of the united states of america, jamiroquai, blur, A Tribe Called Quest, basement jaxx, portishead, badly drawn boy, ben folds, addison, rufus wainwright, fiona apple, foo fighters, queen, moby, de la soul, phantom planet, coldplay, aimee mann, common, Elliott Smith, Sloan, jurassic 5, outkast, rilo kiley, phoenix, blackalicious, the mars volta, mirah, other styles of music in general: hip hop, jazz, classical, romantic, opera, electronic styles, bluegrass and any combination or flirtation thereof.

Movies:

M. Night Shyamalan films, The Fifth Element, Leon (aka The Professional), Amelie, 12 Monkeys, The Secret Lives of Dentists, The Impostors, Four Rooms, Kill Bill, The Anniversary Party, Bill & Ted (both), Back to the Future, Idiana Jones, and Labrynth, The Dark Crystal, Legend, also lots of films I can't remember right now, anything that had some effort and talent and care put into it. But I don't like westerns so much.

Television:

friends, dinner and a movie on tbs, the law & orders, the daily show, ifc, sundance channel, the colbert report, The Soup

Books:

currently: The Age of Abundance, Brink Lindsey; The Fragrance of the Lotus, Great Dharma Master Ji Kwang

Heroes:

bjork

My Blog

a bit bored at work

I am here at work. Some stuff has been going on, but slowing down a bit now. I rode my bike to work today which was great. I am really happy at how fun riding a bike is. The wind in your face is most ...
Posted by gabe on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 04:17:00 PST

earthquakes, shit

There was just what I think was a very small very short earthquake here in los angeles. My whole body seized up and my heart started racing. I HATE being alone in an earthquake, it scares me so much. ...
Posted by gabe on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 02:04:00 PST

too tired to talk about how having anxiety and being an alcoholic are very similar

I've always had problems with social anxiety, but it wasn't until the past couple years where I realized how much it is like addiction. I wanted to discuss/talk about this more, so more to come on tho...
Posted by gabe on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 01:05:00 PST

BJORK!, and stuff

I was sitting at work today, and I realized that I'm going to see Bjork. I'm going to see Bjork perform in december. I am so happy. This is monumental for me. I remember when I was ...14 because Joga ...
Posted by gabe on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 09:25:00 PST

gripfast 4-eva

i totally forgot. we have the same boots!we have the SAME boots. only mine are taller and burgundy.damn it all.
Posted by gabe on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 12:46:00 PST

cmj, ticketbastard, bjork

kind of wish i was going to cmj. that would be fun. I've never gone to anything like that, or sxsw. closest thing is coachella, and i was only there for 45 min anyway.I am such a poser.GOOD MORNING!ti...
Posted by gabe on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 12:12:00 PST

transcendout

all those people i want to be withand the long shinned ones that i miss7 years ago i wrote about the ones creeping down the streetsfantastic musical creepsand why do i feel at home with the ones that ...
Posted by gabe on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 05:00:00 PST

at home in santa rosa

I'm visiting home for a long weekend. Just been really tired/sad/exhausted/worried/about the future/ needing some family time lately.I thought being home would be more settling, but it hasn't quite se...
Posted by gabe on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 10:22:00 PST

I knew a time was gone and it took me like ages Just to understand that I was afraid to be a

musician who sings, child of the world, progressive and traditional, metropolitain, financially successful as to be helpful generous and secure, valuing people as highest, interpreter and understander...
Posted by gabe on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 09:34:00 PST

i don't think i know anyone who will appreciate this but I missed Paranoid Android!

At the moment I'm watching the Phantom video blog. At a show at the Roxy a few weeks ago they covered Paranoid Android by Radiohead. That is one of my favorite songs, and I love phantom planet so I'm ...
Posted by gabe on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 11:13:00 PST