Hmmm, whats to say... I live in Maine & am a Waitress @ Margaritas in Augusta & Model for Archenemys [I LOVE THEM BOTH!!!!] My goal in life is to be a psychiatrist & some how tie that into working with mentally challenged children.
**IM A SHOPAHOLIC** LOVE hangin out with my friends [ My Heart & Soul ]My friends are my life - without them I would not be even close to what i am today, they are the most important aspect of my life & that will never change I LOVE to laugh, usually about absolutely nothing - but laughing ALWAYS makes me in a better mood, [I am ALWAYS smiling] and doing crazy stuff is always fun:)I am probably the most insecure person you will ever meet - although I will never show it. I admit that sometimes i do come off as a snob, but i am the complete opposite, I have a big heart & will do anything I can to help another person, whether I know them or not. I hate when people say their biggest fear is being alone, when people say that it makes me think that they will be with someone just to be with someone, even if they dont like the other person, if you can't be by yourself then in my book you are pretty weak, I believe you have to learn to live & love yourself before you can live with & love someone else. I am a very trusting person, sometimes almost too trusting, but once you lose my trust it's hard to regain. I have always had the problem of never listening to what other people say [about whats right & wrong, what I should do & what I shouldn't] But I don't think I will ever change that about myself. I have learned a lot that way, in fact most of the things I have learned, I went through hell (or atleast it felt like it at the time) to learn them. I have also never listened to what other people say about someone else (although sometimes I should have) If they are nice to me I will give them a chance. I try not to base MY judgements of others on someone else's judgement
Christopher Michael Clark
10/17/87 - 02/06/07
My Best Friend, you will always have my heart, I Love You
What I Love !
S H O P P I N G
ARCHENEMYS
Miss my German Ladies sooo much!!! I
-Kyha, My Pomeranian-Megan Pouliot my best friend ever-My Family even though they are CrAzY-TANNING-Archenemys-flowers-hockey-the rain-Abercrombie & Fitch-the beach-# 11-speeding-sleeping-shoes-singing-Baja Tequila-warm weather/summertime-POKER-dancing-PaRtYiNg-clothes-Dooney & Bourke-Paul Kariya-MORSE GIRLS BBALL-armani colonge-Boondock Saints-fairies-PASSIONS-drinking-BOTH my tattoos-Friends-Thai food-My Honda Civic-waitressing-Allen Iverson-cuddling-Taking pictures-laughing-smiling-cute underwear-text messages-memories-hoodies-kisses-cell phone-boys-DaNcE PaRtIeS-getting my nails gone-dressing up-photo shoots-D & G perfume-My Gucci Sunglasses-short skirts-fruit-long in depth conversations
What I Dislike
fake people-pantera-scotch & whiskey-sluts(male or female)-swimming pools[they scare me]-PETRIFIED of moths-bugs-snow-being cold-wind-waking up-my parents dog-Maine-mean people-actually A LOT of people-Maine all together-goodbye's-good things ending-Mexicans from Virginia-bluegrass music-materialistic people-winter-
This is me damn it! I look the way I look, think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love! I am a whole complex package. Take me. . . or leave me. Accept me - or walk away! Do not try to make me feel like less of a person, just because I don't fit your idea of who I should be and don't try to change me to fit your mold. If I need to change, I alone will make that decision
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have. Or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone. It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, it's not about sex. It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have. Or what kind of car you drive. Or where you are sent to school. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are. Or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on, or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if hair is blonde, red, black, or brown. Or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at "your" sport. It's not about representing your whole being on a piece of paper and seeing who will "accept the written you." LIFE JUST ISN'T. But, life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about who you make happy or unhappy purposefully. It's about keeping or betraying trust. It's about friendship, used as a sanctity or a weapon. It's about what you say and mean, maybe hurtful maybe heartening. About starting rumors and contributing to petty gossip. It's about what judgements you pass and why. And who your judgements are spread to. It's about who you've ignored with full control and intention. It's about jealousy, fear, ignorance, and revenge. It's about carrying inner hate and love, letting it grow, and spreading it. But most of all, it's about using your life to touch or poison other people's hearts in such a way that could have never occurred alone. Only you choose the way those hearts are affected, and those choices are what life's about
