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Pleasure Boat

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About Me

i am
anika elaina

Another Western vampire, different time, same place.


i've destroyed all the negativity that had been holding me back, i'm making progress, i'm growing up, and there's only a couple people i care to take along with me.
unexpectedly perfect circumstances that allow everything to fall into place even better than you'd planned, despite any roadblocks along the way, are great.
tea is my favorite thing to drink, and i love avocados.
once i get my license, it'll be roadtrips non-stop, baby.
i need music that gets me pumped in the morning or makes me cry when i sing it or unites me to whoever is hearing it with me.
secret glances are the funnest glances.

progress is the only change i want in life.

My Interests

My special friend, Jimmy.
7-15-07 Jim wuth here.. shhhh. ;]
i am always happy because i know who i am and what i have. jimmy is my stability, and my hero.
he is the best best friend that has ever been known to exist and after all that we've been to each other, and helped each other grow through. i will beat down and overcome anything that tries to get in the way of all the greatness we've created, especially if it be my own weaknesses and insecurities.
it's already starting to show. nothing will ever ruin what we've fought and worked for.
i will never give up on us.
if people didn't fail to see the good in themselves and others, if people could learn to share, listen, laugh, and love, and we could finally start living our lives for ourselves and each other and not for the people who tell us how to be or what to wear or what to think, want, or feel, then it would be heaven on earth.

Music:

bad brains
against me!
minor threat
converge
modest mouse
regina spektor
neil young

Movies:

the royal tenenbaums
v for vendetta
the hobbit

Television:

discovery
natgeo
comedy central
science channel

Books:

ghost world
fighting for our lives
1984

My Blog

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i've caught myself displaying odd behaviors as of late.i think my mind is trying to change me, but my body, my heart, my existence for that matter, aren't taking kindly to the change in pattern. i wal...
Posted by Pleasure Boat on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 09:03:00 PST

he called me a nothingmaster

so, in attempts to keep things on a perpetual lighter note,i have removed all of my old bracelets, made out of dirty and sad hemp.and replaced them with a single piece of yellow cloth. yellow is a hap...
Posted by Pleasure Boat on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 05:05:00 PST

six months and runnin’

no words are strong enough to explain how happy you make me,and i'll never be able to tell you how much you mean to me. i would have never expected this, and that's one of the thousands of things that...
Posted by Pleasure Boat on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 09:52:00 PST

it can happen

miracles happen in many small packages,placed on one's porch, and are discovered only when one opens the door to greet the cat.circumstantial events are seemingly the most beneficial,for i could have ...
Posted by Pleasure Boat on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 10:17:00 PST

new mexico has always hated california

what a pityi seem to be losing some people i love, and i doubt they realize it.it's depressing trying to keep bridges between yourself and old friends,when they have no qualms letting a single match b...
Posted by Pleasure Boat on Sat, 22 Dec 2007 10:32:00 PST

we are all going to die here

things are changin', i can feel it. it takes a lot from a person to give in, and agree.and give up for the sake of saving things that you had forgotten were worth saving.it takes a lot to not be stubb...
Posted by Pleasure Boat on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 03:33:00 PST

good morning,

sun comes up too late, letting me over sleep,vomiting a lazy shadow on my collection of second hand chairs.its impossible to commence in my plans of self-improvement.shit.procrastination & starvation....
Posted by Pleasure Boat on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 05:48:00 PST

dude, i want that extra aspirin.

im almost eighteen, and i hadnt really like, you know,realized it.it feels wierd, and kind of like a fat prank.like all my life, things have been made to be way more than they actually are once you tu...
Posted by Pleasure Boat on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 07:22:00 PST

are you okay?

hair dye, root beer, bitin's, meerkats, sink-hair-washin's, and kettle corn.these are a few of my favorite things. tonight was the single best night of my life, other than the night it all started.i c...
Posted by Pleasure Boat on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 11:18:00 PST

the fix

i think i was up until two, i had a dream once i finally fell out where neil asked me if i've been drinking water, and yes, i was. i wasn't expecting to fall asleep, either.jimmy roaming the streets a...
Posted by Pleasure Boat on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 12:29:00 PST