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qOrSeR

never look back!

About Me

ask me!=) Check me out at: www.dobox.dajis.net OR programer Name: Qorser: Strange thoughts on strange days. I had a wonderful conversation with a relatively new friend, yesterday in which I felt the openness and possibility of experience. Now, today, in contrast, it is as though I have momentarily lost my way. So I feel disjointed. Not much else to say. I can't think of a reason for the feeling; it has simply been haunting me today. I hope that tomorrow will provide me with a respite, but, for now, there is little I can do but accept the fact that this pervasive emotion is there. I know I have been in similar states before, but, without question, every time I arrive here it is as though it were completely new and unique. And, of course, it is, but there are similarities that run through these experiences which tie them together. A strange listlessness, a desire to sleep, a loss of happiness, an inability to do work, and, almost every time, these states disappear as quickly as they arise. I wonder what it is about today that made these feelings appear. Whenever I think about what is going on inside of me, I am struck by the necessity and impossibility of fully comprehending what is happening while it is happening. I am looking and searching within myself, but, while this search is occurring, the tides of emotions within me change and with this shift comes the catch-22, that is, how can one be changing and know what those changes mean at the same time. It is as if we were set an impossible task, one whose very solution is precluded by the very manner in which the task is set up. So, I feel disjointed. Perhaps tomorrow will bring a little more clarity. I can always think that this might be the case and, perhaps, this is what keeps me going as I move from one temporary shelter to the next.
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My Interests

Music Production,Skateboarding, TECHNO, CR-X stuff.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone with true love for the musical arts... and everyone else.
Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a ten
your best quality is you always have a good time
your worst quality is theres nothing bad about you
this is because youre true to yourself

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Music:

Qorser, Akufen, Luke Slater, Autechre, DNCN, PopKan, Number 8, EBE, Hakan Lidbo, Fenin, Mark Henning, Pheek, t-polar and others... REAL TECHNO and REAL HOUSE.

Movies:

Millennium Actress... anything from sundance I guess.

Television:

G4's Attack Of The Show!and Adult Swim

Books:

I read FORMs and Instruction booklets!... it truly is an intresting way of writing.