: eM tuobA
this world's gonna see an end soon, all the signs are out there open your eyes...or keep em' closed, doesn't really matter at this point. my brain goes 1098423098 miles a minute so i like to medicate with some natural herbal supplement i dont see anything wrong with it. music, clothing,books, movies, people,comedy, shows, events, art,artists, i like and support all of the best.good words strike me the most, and as grounded as i try to stay im constantly uprooted by my insecurities. NOTHING is ever enough.love isn't enough, money isn't nearly enough, i have grandios ideas and incomplete thoughts which can be translated into mania but i see it as a blessing in disguise..once i figure out how to channel my efforts into something beneficial,profitable and necessary, you will all have a change of tune. i dont really have too many great people in my life because 90% of the people i care about are dead or live very far away from me so it puts a damper on mostly everything however i am greatful for the friends i do have. i want to be more spiritual but it scares me any way i look at it.. i see many sides to everything but i don't COMPREHEND why people STILL smoke cigarettes, i smoked for years as a child but i quit because im not a fucking moron. ive got alot on my mind im currently in connecticut, and until the apocalypse, wwIII,and/or my personal demise, i'd like to join the peace corps, write about 5 books, launch deadduck, network with YOU,photograph you, and perhaps become an astronaut. i think i manage to neutralize my gut wrenching day to day depressive states with blunts, caffeine, comfortable clothes, and thick black eyeliner. ive been skinny my whole entire life wide eyed and always bored. kingdom hearts is my favorite video game. we hate it when our friends become successfull. if i dug up the love of my life , and opened the box he now resides in, it would be ashes. so what does that say about love? measure your life on the memories you create because as you exit, you check everything else at the door. All dogs go to heavan. is there purpose in imperfection? does ugliness allow you to deeper evolve thoughts and actions or eternally disable you of security. walking around your whole life looking down at the ground will evuentally break your neck. walking around your whole life looking up at the sun will evuentally blind you. walking around your whole life looking straight ahead might cause you to catch eyes.
