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Catou

After all that was said and done, the games have finally begun!

About Me

The pain of being great and believing the opposite. _Cathy M.
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I am a forever changing and evolving human. I am a canuck and proudly say aye. I grew up in Miami and now live in LA. I miss my family and friends back home more than they can ever imagine. I have an incredibly, really, really good looking niece named Kayla. I speak ghetto french and pretend I don't understand spanish for shits and giggles ^_^. I love art, literature, music and people. I am an animator but more specifically a texture artist. I'm deep, poetic, fun, crazy, and loving. I like to be liked. I am me... always.
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My adorable lil Kayla!
"Transformation"

Something is different,
I feel it inside.
Something is going to change,
normally i would run and hide.
This time it's different,
everything's gone grey.
This time it's different,
I know it's here to stay.
Why did he do this to me?
Why degrade me today?
I had my whole life ahead of me,
and he took it all away.
Now I am an animal,
roaming the streets alone.
Forever alive, yet forever dead.
Dead to the world i once called home.
I used to be great and now he owns me.
I used to be free, now I'm at his mercy.
My life is gone and will never be the same,
all because he was thirsty.
_Cathy
Deathbed
Papermate through the wind,
Sound asleep, he will live.
Papermate across the sea,
Wide awake, he will leave.
Across the way,
Across the ocean,
Across the never ending tide.
There he lies, there he searches,
Answers forgotten through time.
Such beauty in the sky.
He has forgotten the world he left behind.
Such beauty where he goes.
His last breath has left him stoned.
-Cathy

My Interests


I love to draw and write as much as I can, play video games and read, I watch lots and lots of movies. I love the beach and anything to do with water. I snowboard and LOOOOOOVE IT! I play sports when I have the time, skate, exercise, getting a lot better at cooking (so loving that), goof around on the puter (myspace), WORK WORK, WORK, PARTY, PARTY, PARTY, relax when I'm not working or partying, you know stuff

JUST BEING AN IDIOT LOL!

Some of my work...

Work in Progress Cg Treehouse

Digital painting, Pooltime

3d scene

I'd like to meet:

The question is, who would like to meet me?

Music:

I'm down for whatever sounds good, my mood is constantly changing. As long as it touches me somehow, either by provoking me to dance, or just sit and think about life... its all good! Music will always be in the driver seat of my life. I'm merely a passenger.

Movies:

You know, Im always reading people's profiles and see a movie I freakin left out! There's just too many dammit! but here are just a few !
Radio Flyer, The Good Son, Karate Kid 1 and 2. Rocky 4 all Jaws, Halloween.... freakin Back to the futures and E.T., Splash, Flight of the Navigator, Free Willy, COOL WORLD, hellz yeah and ROGER RABBIT those are my old schools.
Now, its LOTR , SIN CITY, War of the Worlds, Green Street Holligans, Everything is Illuminated, Last 2 Harry Potters, Napoleon Dynamite, Howl's movin Castle, Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy, Amelie, Spirited Away, Titanic, all Pixar movies, all Old school disney movies... pretty much up to Lion King, Shakespear in Love, Romeo and Juliet, What's Eating Gilberts Grape, Life is Beautiful, A beautiful Mind, Gladiator, Memento, Fight Club, Seven, Usual Supects, American Beauty, Mystic River, Million Dollar Baby, Last Samurai, Kill Bill, Minority Report, Jerry Maguire, Legend, Kunfu Hussle, Rush Hour, Green Mile, Forest Gump, Turner and Hooch, Cast Away, Independence Day, Armagedon, Signs, Sixth Sense, Fifth Element, Contact, Gataca, Cant hardly wait, and Frida... uuuuuuuuuugh . I love movies, so dammit, I'll watch almost anything once. :) OH YEAAAAAAAAAH ELF AND ANCHOR MAN...and all Jim Carey, Will Farrell and Johnny Depp movies!
img src="http://www.cinemanow.com/images/boxart/175/green_street _hooligans_175.jpg"

Television:

When I get to watch Tv, Project Runway and AMERICAN GLADIATORS!, CSI, Adult Swim, game shows, discovery channel, science channel, animal planet.

Books:

LOTR, or anything by Tolkien...amazing writer. Anything by Frank Miller, Wiked, Once and future king, Beloved, Jane Eyre, The Stand, the Green Mile, House of Leaves, anything by Hemmingway, anything by Jane Austin, Art related or cg related books. Especially anatomy books. Books on Philosophy, poetry, DeVince's Code. Le petit Prince. I love books, so whatever i see interesting i'll read it.

Heroes:


My beautiful, brave and awesomely cool/talented sister. You are the BEST! and so easy going, LOOOOVE YOU! My knight CAJ, you are my world and I also LOVE YOU! My parents for giving me strength, courage, confidence and lots of love and ofcourse i love them too!

My Blog

Connect the Dots

Your undeveloped grin,smiling like a fool.Your deep sea eyes,make any woman druel.You mock my very existence,behind that wall of solitude.         Connect the d...
Posted by Catou on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 05:22:00 PST

I'll be OK

Some of you might have noticed that I'm not so chippery these days.  But no need to worry, I'm fine just dealing with some internal issues.  Not bad nor good, just things that need to be add...
Posted by Catou on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 11:24:00 PST

I'm sick

I had to go home early today because I am sick.  I rarely ever get sick and I don't remember the last time I felt like shit.  I did get to sleep for a few hours, it really is weird being ho...
Posted by Catou on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 08:29:00 PST

It's been awhile

It's been ages since I've written anything meaningful in here.  I'm not neccesarily in a poet mood at the moment, but I am compiled to write a few words.  My life at the moment is as expecte...
Posted by Catou on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 10:20:00 PST

Giving Up

The way I see it, I can either win or lose at everything I do.  Right now I just lost and gave up.  Something I do not do too often.  Time and tiresome has won over my ability to compre...
Posted by Catou on Mon, 21 Nov 2005 07:35:00 PST

My Life

Between school, work study, work and life in general, I have no room to breathe or even sleep. Sometimes I wonder how life would be if I had less responsibilities. I know... I chose it to be this way,...
Posted by Catou on Mon, 21 Nov 2005 07:05:00 PST

Follow up to Eagle.

There are many times in my life where I don't know where I am heading and where've I've been.  I have yet to learn the meaning of life and the truth I seek.  I know I search the truth within...
Posted by Catou on Mon, 21 Nov 2005 06:45:00 PST

Eagle

Old, but love it still!I am Cathy, yet Cathy I am not. I shall be called Catherine in my later years but for now I will live up Cathy. I'm in this world of nothingness, where no one wins and everyone ...
Posted by Catou on Mon, 21 Nov 2005 05:48:00 PST

Restles

It is 6:55 am. and I have not graced the softness of sleep's caress.  I lie in bed tossing and turning yet I can not seem to fall asleep.  I do wish for once that&nb...
Posted by Catou on Sun, 20 Nov 2005 07:38:00 PST

My addiction

Everyday it seems I end up here.  No matter if I chose not to, I am here.  In this indescribable web of people.  The fascination alone captures all my attention and secures it in t...
Posted by Catou on Thu, 17 Nov 2005 03:49:00 PST