Colette *~Actually Happy~*

I'm Colette Alucard and you may have heard of me and may not have heard of me. I'm practically nonexistent in this modern world, except for when Lisette causes trouble. Lisette is my other side or alternate personality as some like to call her. She's a rather dreadful being to come across, as she always causes trouble and nothing else.
I'm guessing you wish to know of my life. So, here is my story, as it has been told.
Growing up in the worst family life imaginable, My father molested me and beat me daily for as long as I can remember. My mother was an alcoholic, just like my father, and did the same and worse. They were horrid parents who did unspeakable things to me.
I wasn't allowed to have friends. Everytime I had a friend, their parents would stop them from playing with me because of how my parents are. I ended up talking to myself and messing around. I wrote a lot as the days passed and I got used to my life style, thinking I'd never escape from it.
After so many years of this Hell, I came to realize that I truly did have another side who often took over and caused mischief. She ruled the nights and Mum said her name was Lisette. Supposedly she had existed from the very beginning, but I don't know what to believe about that.
Lisette tried to make it so we'd run away. We tried a million times over and always failed. I eventually had to stop school, as I had succeeded in running away from home. This resulted in my getting kidnapped, if you can even call it that, by some organization. They ran tests on me, day and night. It was horrible!
I finally escaped, but that wasn't too fun at all. Having no place to go and being left in the pouring rain with nothing but a sheet to wear was not fun in the least. My other side, Lisette, managed to take over and get some clothes. Mainly, she stole them from a shop. She got us a few weapons as well and necessities for living life alone. She didn't think to get money, though, as she figured her beauty would win someone over to give us money. I never really cared about having money, but I earned some doing small jobs as time passed.
I guess I'm a high school dropout as I never got enough money to go back. Hopefully, someday I can get enough to finish. After a few months had gone by, I'd found out that Lisette had gone and killed our parents in the night without my knowing it. I got over it mostly, but I'm still searching for a cure to get rid of her. She's not good to have around... Even if you think she does nice things. You're wrong, if you think that, by the way.
So, here I sit, alone in a dark alleyway, telling the story of my life just once more. I guess you can say love is nonexistent in this life of mine, or you can tell me I'll find it someday. You can tell me whatever you'd like to, but I can't promise I'll believe you.
For now, though, nowhere is home and I am alone.
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