What chu don't know about me, you will CONTINUE not to know.... Im the shyt, and I'm only getting better...
My spirit's getting stronger......
And I'm just learning how to become...
ME.....I am a former Pro'Fetish'ional junior member soror-- 2ndNLine and I am a mother to a beautiful girl named, Jenna M'Nachae-- both are so ridiculously empowering....
The Pro'Fetish'ionalz have been 6yrs running, and this was my fourth year, empowered. I was apart of this group of women, in light to be forever sisters, so dedicated to ourselves, and to the cause of defining "sexuality" and "empowerment", that we have built ourselves on sheer vitality alone.
There is so much to tell-- it's the best thing that ever happened to me, and I'm so glad to have been taken under their wing, and blessed to have been empowered number 2, 2ndNLine behind my Dean, Marijah.
.......Our Dean, Marijah V., is an inspiration, as a sexually intellectual woman, and a strong female. We were born in the same country, roughly around the same province, and our life stories are very similar, which only strengthened our bond as friends. I'd never met anyone else with the same similar rare mix as mine, or a past just as tortured. I admire her as a female, and as a person. She knows what she has mentally, spirtually, and physically, and she uses it to control the direction of her life and fate. The photo of the enchantress above, is how I see our Dean: on a pedestal, a cliff, way above our realm, where she is untouchable, unreachable....
.......2ndNLine, was me (is now, currently, Cylisha D.). I was the enlightener; I model(we all model) and educate, but I am emotionally weak. My daughter, Jenna, who I had with my ex-husband an babyfather, Stephen, is my life-- she looks so much like my father, who I also love and adore. He is East Indian and predominantly Italian, and my mother was a pacific islander, which are very rare beautiful cultures and colors to mix, so with his genes inherited by Jenna, she, as well as I, are absolutely beautiful. I love her more than my own life, and all I need now is someone responsible, loving, and patient to share my daughter's and my experiences with. I know alot concretely, but because of all my emotional hang-ups, I lack inner strength.
.......3rdRank (there is no 3rd in line) is Adream B. She is physically fit, flawless in weight, skin, posture, and physique. She is socially flawed, because she is withdrawn due to how perfect she seems-- it naturally makes everyone else hate her.
.......and finally 4th Control was Cylisha D., now regrouped to my line order, who is financially secure, socially confident, and totally immune to anyone else's opinion. She has not yet released her inner weakness, she is the newest to our group, still under initiation, and we welcomed her openly into our private circle. This is just simply us.....
I loved learning from these females, and understanding the true meaning of living and loving-- I've lost so much, but yet embraced so much simultaneously.... sometimes I dont know if Im cumming or going. and oh god, there's sooo much more-- but in light, I am bound not to speak on it-- but i will just say that the benefits were worth dying for, jeezus......
i guess my favorite part wouldve been the PARTIES!!! OMG.....O H M Y G O D every year, we were in Miami-- we recently just had our first party in Maryland EVER-- (Maryland is so drab, but one of our sisters had an emergency, so we had to bring the event to her) I'll be posting those pics soon--
whoo!!!!! my girlz, my biatches, my sisters, for lyfe---
Pro'Fetish'ional 4Lyfe..Dean Marijah/
..2ndNLine Chastity N./
..3rd Rank Adream/
..4th Control Lisha/Love you all
my every thought begins with "she" *sigh* Marijah
