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loving mother

jennifer nobody knows me so stop mine yours not you miss ivy

About Me

READ THIS TO GET TO KNOW ME.......................................................... .....you know what is the most b.s. how someone such as you can sit back and talk about anyone. baby Im better than you. I dont have to worry about nobody being in my face. woman no worng word little girls sit back and do nothing with them-self . do something with your life and stop waiting on someone else to do it for you. stop making reason of why thing are so hard the best things in life you have to work hard to get. I have problem's form my past because of the nothing axx people that I had in my life. get to know me before you even speak of me. I have four people that I call my friends in my whole life derrick because no matter what I do good or bad he's there. benita my down axx bxxxh always in my corner. my sister venice always in my corner. my mother always there for me . the hell with the rest yall ain't sxxt but user. and people who ain't never going to shit than what you already are . yet the thing is after you read this half of yall still ain't going to be sxxt. see the thing is that I'v ran off with pimp's I'v done so many thing to myself and to my kid's and yet I'm trying to change but the sad part is somany people need help but the only thing most of yall know is how to fuck. that is the sad part. yet and still I strive to be the best in everything that I try. see life is like this if you dout it it wont happen beleave what ever you want you can have that is a provin fact. so the next time you have time to sit back and talk about my life think about what you can do to make your better. because I nolonger worry about anybody but myself and my child see the sad part is that I can say that I'm better than everybody all yall and I know nothing about any of yall so who give a dxxn about what yall think just stay out of mine thank you yeah by the way you are reading this so you may think it about you chance are if your mad than it is so take a little wisdom form me love always jenny me myself I am a outgoing person I dont socialize well with other. I pretty much read books and spend time with my five year old daughter. my main goal of life is to become a sucsessfull business owner and then to open a children shelter, for lost children who need that love and support. I stay to myself the relationship thing is a thing of the past. just looking for people to have a decent conversation with from time to time.found this polka layout at HOT FreeLayouts.com :: MyHotComments

My Interests

all kinds of books, word and Ill pretty much read any thing.

NOW IF I DO RAISE MY VOICE IT'S BY CHOICE AND NOT BECAUSE I'M MAD! JUST BECAUSE I AIN'T SKINNIN AND GRINNIN WITH THE REST OF YAL...... IT DON'T MEAN THAT I'M SAD!!!! IT SEEMS LIKE YAL ARE MAD BECAUSE I AIN'T MAD! IT SEEMS LIKE I AM THE MAIN FOCUS OF YALS UNFOCUSED, UNFRUITFUL, NON PRODUCTIVE LIVES! GIRLS UP IN CHURCH THAT GOT BABIES....BUT AIN'T MARRIED....BE GOSSIPIN ABOUT ME! TALKIN ABOUT ME LIKE THEY BETTER THAN ME! MAN, YAL ARE HITMEN BECAUSE YAL HIT MEN WITH YALS HATEFUL CONVERSATION! TO FEEL BETTER YAL MAKE PEOPLE FEEL WORSE! YAL BROTHA'S ARE A TRIP AND YAL MAKE GOD FLIP WHEN YAL USE YALS TONGUE LIKE A WHIP! LIKE MAKE IT SEEM LIKE I CAME TO PARADISE AND MESSED UP ALL THAT WAS NICE.......YEAH RIGHT! CAUSE BEFORE I CAME, YAL WAS ALREADY HATIN, ALREADY FORNICATIN! AFTER I CAME, YAL WAS STILL SINNIN, COMING TO CHURCH....STILL GRINNIN! NO PROGRESS WAS MADE AND THE DEVIL WAS ...STILL WINNIN! BUT ME? ALL I NEED IS THE LOVE FROM MY KIDS! THEY STILL LOVE THEIR DADDY, NO MATTER WHAT I DONE DID! BUT THE JESUS IN ME WON'T LET ME GET BACK AT YOU! THE JESUS IN ME WON'T LET ME HIT BACK AT YOU! THE JESUS IN ME WON'T LET ME SPIT BACK AT YOU! MAN, YAL CHURCH PEOPLE GOT ME ALL MESSED UP! JUST BECAUSE YAL COME TO CHURCH ALL DRESSED UP, YAL WAY OF THINKIN IS STILL ALL MESSED UP! YEAH YAL ALL GEARED UP BUT YALS HEART AIN'T CLEARED UP! I THOUGHT WE WAS SUPPOSE TO BE BROTHA'S IN CHRIST? I THOUGHT WE WERE SUPPOSE TO TREAT EACH OTHER NICE? MAN, I'VE NEVER BEEN THRU SUCH! THE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD DIDN'T DOG ME THIS MUCH! INSTEAD OF YOUR PRAYERS, I GOT YOUR FIST AND FEET! YAL GOSSIP ABOUT EVERYTHING BUT THE GOSPEL! ALL YAL HAVE DONE IS SHOW ME THAT THERE ARE MORE DISCOURAGING PEOPLE THAN ENCOURAGING PEOPLE! YEAH THE DEVIL DONE HOPPED ON MY BACK AND YAL DONE HOPPED ON WITH HIM AND YAL BEIN OBEDIENT EVERY TIME THE DEVIL SAYS GET HIM! BUT I AIN'T THE FIRST AND I DEFINITELY WON'T BE THE LAST THAT YAL DONE CRASHED AND BASHED! SOWIN DISCORD?????? MAN, THAT'S A SHAME!!! BUT I'M LIKE ALICIA KEYES MAN, YAL DON'T KNOW MY NAME! I CAN STAND THE RAIN, I CAN TAKE THE PAIN, I CAN HANDLE THE STRAIN, BUT I WON'T PLAY YALS GAME! THERE ARE OTHER WAYS TO FAME AND I REALIZE......YAL AIN'T EVEN THE ONES TO BLAME! IT'S THAT FAULT FINDING SPIRIT IN YAL THAT CAUSES YAL TO FALL! AND YAL AIN'T GOT TO LIKE ME , SO! CAUSE I'M GONNA JUSS BREATHE, STRETCH, PRAY AND LET IT GO

I'd like to meet:

some one who can give me a postive out look on life. ..

Music:

sybill[dont make over] al green[im still in love with you] mostly old school and inspirational music.

Movies:

mississippi ghost, where the heart is, 8 mile. Upon the Face of Bitter Things I have fought many battles. There are many sweet victories in my memory bank, but I will always remember that my victories were not because of my flesh or self. God is the secret to every victory. I embrace him again, and he will cause me to remember my victories. They shall be as honey in the carcass of defeated foes, and the bitter things encountered shall become strongholds of wisdom and foundations of safety. Upon the Face of Bruises and Wounds I do not regret the bruises and wounds from the battle on this side of the walls. All these things were necessary. I lift up my eyes to the brighter days on the other side of the walls, and I see the sunshine of love awaiting my arrival. I greet the rays of grace that are found in the sunshine of God's love. I kiss the entire spectrum of this love-light, and now my lips speak of the grace found here in the hidden dimensions of his light. He has touched me with a fresh touch of his hand. The touch did not make me better, but it paved a way that I might see what has always been there. He has brought me to this place. I now open up my heart unto the work that he will do in my life. Upon the Face of Unnecessary Burdens God has made his yoke available unto me. I will take it upon me and learn of Him. As I learn of Him, the desire for lowliness and meekness shall flourish, and rest shall be my reward. I will not struggle with the unnecessary burdens carried by so many. They have taken unto themselves another yoke and are made to bear heavy loads. The Lord has supplied grace to follow Him. The enemy will place his yoke upon me if I allow him to. I will not be joined to him by the collar of unbelief. The burden of an evil heart that promotes departure from the Lord is given to everyone that wears his collar. His collar is an unequal yoke designed to steer me away from love. Jesus has offered me His yoke. It is a frame that is designed so that my load will be light, and that the steering of my life would rest in the hands of love. I am steered by love, so I will not despise the constraints that are for my benefit. I am given rest from the many days of adversity. I will rest here in His easy yoke while the pit is dug for the wicked that oppress me. The Lord will not cast off His people. They are His inheritance, and He is our help. My soul is dwelling in silence today. I have looked backward and beheld how my foot was slipping. I behold how His mercy held me up, and His voice of comfort delighted my soul. It is evening time. God has given rest in the light of the evening. As an animal that has labored hard, He has given me a space in His green pastures; therefore, I submit to His constraining love and lie down to rest awhile in new pastures of peace. I look away from the battle and look unto the victory already won by my burden-bearer. Upon the Face of Dogs of Condemnation The Lord has forgiven my sins and my iniquities. I accept the peace of love and forgiveness. The barking of spiritual dogs cannot remove the righteousness that he has imputed. The strength of their untiring legs cannot outlast his longsuffering and his patience. He has placed the cloth of justification over their mouths. By the hands of angels, he has put them to sleep and lifted me above their sniffing noses. They have sought me in vain, for I have found a refuge in Jesus, the Eternal God. Upon the Face of Lack of Confidence God has brought me into a secret place. I am hidden in Christ Jesus. As many as have been baptized into Christ, have put him on. Wearing Christ has adorned me with a new identity for a new creature. I will walk worthy of this new identity. I am clothed with the garment of righteousness. By faith, I now shod myself with the shoes of peace and go forth as the peacemaker that I am created to be. Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called the children of God. The secret place of the Lord's hand is a fertile pasture of grazing for His children. Prosperity is a successful crop in His hand. There are no shortages here, and no credit report is asked for. God has given me grace without considering my past. I have a new life. It is hidden because I have died with Christ. Now my life is hid with Christ in God. I rejoice. God has concealed me in a secret place. He covered me with His name in baptism. The remarkable name that I am privileged has identified me as His. Jesus is the Prince of Peace. He rules over His own government, and there is no end to this government and His peace. The Lord's secret is with them that fear Him. He has shown me the true covenant and revealed the name of the Prince of Peace unto me. I know the Son's name, and I know the Father's name. Jesus is the King of the entire earth. There is only one Lord, and His name is one. There is no name higher than His name. A name describes all that one is. There is no other name high enough to describe the one that is holy, holy, and holy. The Lord's name is called the Word of God. The sharpness of His name is real. I will speak it with authority, for it is given to me because I am in the family. It is the family name. I will hide myself in this household and pass the benefits of safety on to my offspring. In the household of God, I am counted righteous, and God's secret is with me. His covenant has been shown to me. He has placed His law in my inward parts and written it in my heart. He is my God, and I am His son. To me, it is given to know the mysteries of the kingdom of heaven. I will do His will, and then will I know the doctrine as the doctrine of God and not the doctrine of man. Through faith, I abide by these principles that I have found in the government of peace, and I am comforted by the King of my heavenly government. I am not comfortless. Jesus is in me forever. I come and follow him. He will lead and guide me into all truth. Upon the Face of Criticism I will not be discouraged because some do not believe in God's voice in the earth today. It is their loss. I will not be distracted by their criticism. They have fenced themselves in a prison of their own words and locked themselves up with their own tongues. I will lie down on my bed and dream. The Lord will open my understanding as I journey with him in the secret chambers of the Spirit. He has not saved these experiences for Abraham, Joseph, Daniel, Elijah, Elisha, and the Old Testament prophets while excluding people today. He has saved the best for last. The first shall be last, and the last shall be first. The Lord did not say to any of the Old Testament prophets, "Greater works than these shall you do." The glory of this latter house is greater than of the former house. The prophets inquired and searched diligently for what we have received. They prophesied of the grace that has come unto us. The Spirit of Christ signified and testified in them. The same Spirit of Christ testifies in God's people today. The prophets knew that it was not unto them but unto us they did minister the things that are now reported unto us by them that have preached the gospel unto us with the Holy Ghost sent down from heaven. I have received a glorious gift. The angels desire to look into what I have received. I gird up the loins of my mind and refuse to drink the wine of spiritual drunkards of unbelief. By grace, I will be sober and hope to the end for the grace that is to be brought unto me at the revelation of Jesus Christ. God has called me. He is holy. I will be holy, for he is holy. I will be holy in all manner of conversation. I will continually call on the Lord, who without respect of persons, judges according to every man's work. Upon the Face of the Deserts of Life I enjoy my deserts and wildernesses, for they are the classrooms of higher spiritual learning. I will not despise the atmosphere of these heavenly rooms, for their walls of loneliness are for the acoustics of proper spiritual hearing. Upon the Face of Sure Defeat The Lord started this work in me, and he will perform it unto the day of Jesus Christ. Though the wheels of justice roll slowly, the wings of love have already satisfied justice and gained permission to rescue me before justice rolled. I will mount up on the wings of God's love, and he will show me the heights of love's victory. Upon the Face of Discouragement God's creative power is working continually. As he adds to the church daily, he is making new creatures in Christ Jesus. The newness of my heart is his doing and not my own. The impossibilities that have confronted his people are no match for his power. The Lord did not use anything to hang the earth upon. He does not need anything to hang my miracle upon. I have not come to this place in time to worry about how he will accomplish this and how he will accomplish that. He does not need anything to perform the miracles that he will do in my life. He has all things. He is the Creator. He will make all things new. He will make a new heaven and a new earth. He will create the substance to make these things. This is not a problem for him. He is past finding out. I accept the fact that he can do all things. The marvelous works that he has done testify of his greatness. The wonders and the judgments of his mouth are remarkable. He is mighty in strength. No one can harden himself against him and prosper. He made the sun. He can command it, and it will not rise. He made the stars. He can seal them up, and they will not shine. He made all things, and he has all power. From the dust, he created man. The wonder of this accomplishment enlightens my understanding and instills confidence within me. He will take the things that have no shape and fashion them into living dreams before my eyes. He will take the dusty things before my eyes and frame miracles beyond my comprehension. I will not be discouraged by the dust in my presence. God will use these things that seem like only dust and formulate structures of wonder. I believe this. Upon the Face of Doubting the Voice of the Spirit Within You I lift up my voice in the sanctuary, and I do not doubt the expression that comes to me. I do not doubt the voice in me. Jesus is in me, Christ in me, the hope of glory. He did not come to live in me and then cease to speak. He is in me to give me a word in this due season, the season of reaping. The season of reaping is here. It has arrived with speed. Among the people, there is a loosening of the bands of wickedness and the releasing of the captives from the prison houses. God has lifted the heavy burdens and placed a spirit of praise and a spirit of power among the people. Doubt has lifted itself as a fleeting cloud, and grief has run to the shelters of its own design. Those who have struggled to live holy shall appreciate the light afflictions among the people, and the light of the spirit enlightens their darkness. The sick shall now be made whole, and holiness shall be desired in their hearts. I will go forth and declare all the words that the Lord has placed in my mouth today, for he shall speak plain and without hesitation. His spirit shall flow today, for he has ordained a great victory for the people and the congregations. Upon the Face of Enemies God has not come to join with my enemies to bring me down to defeat. He is inside of me as the secret to my victory over them. By grace, I will not be filled with dismay because of the strength of these wrestlers of the darkness of this world. They cannot shake the faith that is within me. My faith is divinely powered and cannot be vibrated from my bosom because of the conflict of the hour. The Lord has not given me over to the desire of the warriors of the darkness. He has led me into this conflict that his glory might be declared in the earth. My human nature is frail and filled with many passions, but my spiritual nature is regenerated and filled with power and might. I will not be carnally minded, but I will be spiritually minded. These magistrates of the darkness are no match for the power that is within me. God is greater than all of these things. These things must bow because of his name. I wear his name. I will not fear the intimidation of the rank held by these powers. I have walked into a new dimension. At the door of the new dimension, there is mighty conflict. I overcome through Jesus. For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast. (Ephesians 2:8-9) Copyright © 2003 Moses

Books:

bible, anything with words Moses Hightower Eliminate the Drug of Prayerlessness and Experience a New Dimension of Inspiration, Revelation, and Expression There are dimensions beyond your natural senses that you have never beheld or experienced. These dimensions are greater than the dimensions that the blind are able to tap though they can’t visualize them by sight. The drug of prayerlessness has taken away the realness of the things that I have given you in the spirit. You must surrender to my beckoning, and return to me in prayer and fasting so that you might recover the relationship that the devil has stolen away. A seven day water fast will set you free from all restraints. The grace is given for you to accomplish it. Submit to the grace that is in you, and you shall succeed. Resist the grace, and forever be a slave to your passions and desires. I promise you liberty that you have never experienced before. The flesh is weak, but the spirit is willing and able to accomplish all things. All things are possible if you believe. Do you believe in my realness? Then act on my realness. It will abound in you unto a triumphant explosion of victory that you have waited to experience. Let the trumpet of liberty play the tune of new victory. As a new song, the trumpeter of liberty waits to express the melody sung by victory’s chorale. You cannot hear the melody of victory from the far away place that you have sunken in carnality. You cannot hear the sounds that are only played in the dimension where your ears are opened at the door of the break-through of true spirituality. Self denial must be exercised to enter into the door. Upon entrance into the door of this new dimension, you shall hear the voice of praise speak clearer than you have ever heard it speak. You have longed for freshness in the spirit. I have brought a renewal of the things of God to you and presented them to you on the platter of submission. Submit to me, and have confidence in the voice that is speaking to you. I have led you as a little child into dimensions of the spirit desired by wise and prudent men. Do not forsake what y ou have learned about me, neither become proud of what you know about me. It is by grace that you have received these things. You do not have to justify your relationship with me. Simply speak, and write what I tell you to. Do not fear. I have given you a leader that knows me and hears my voice. Follow him. You will tap the dimension of inspiration that is in him. I am the God who is inside of both of you; therefore, you shall both hear the same voice and expound the same inspiration. You shall express the revelations given you with confidence. Do not be intimidated by lack of confidence, for I have chained up doubt and unbelief. You must learn to depend on my vision and not your natural senses. You have presented yourself many times, but now, I am going to enable you to allow me to present myself through you. Everything is going to change about you, for I will do a new thing in you and through you. It is my hour and your hour to present me, the Living Christ. The Rhema given to you shall not return to me empty or void. If I have exalted my word above my name, then where does Rhema stand in your life and in the world? I want to touch people’s ears, soul, spirit, and emotions. The identity of the emotions is not a dead identity. Though you do not walk by feelings, they are a real part of your being that have been neglected. I will use the emotions that are given you by me to inspire others in ways that you have not known in the past. I will purify your heart so that the words that I speak through you will not be tainted with the impurities of the old man and the inspiration of the devil. Simply yield to what I am doing in you now. Amos 3: 7 - 8 Surely the Lord GOD will do nothing, but he revealeth his secret unto his servants the prophets. The lion hath roared, who will not fear? The Lord GOD hath spoken, who can but prophesy

Heroes:

my mother debra Often the most difficult and frustrating aspect of life is change. Over the years I’ve seen people struggle and even rebel against it. Sadly, those same people are miserable with the areas of their lives that remain the same. Change doesn’t have to be a struggle. I believe when a man changes the way he thinks, his life will change. Often it means stepping out of our comfort zones to do something that others are afraid to do. To live an extraordinary life, we must embrace change.

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brian

well now I must let you go one of the reason's I wanted to stay was because of you! now I must say later to you now your gone with no worry or a care. see you will be missed. look at you always a smil...
Posted by loving mother on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 09:01:00 PST

me

well I have learn to take it a day at time.
Posted by loving mother on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 02:31:00 PST

us

well today went well till I was informed that my ex was let out of jail. now he want me and yet I started to move on with my life. there are no hard feelings. I just dont want him to contact me. I hav...
Posted by loving mother on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 06:54:00 PST

you

well today went somewhat ok. what make me wonder where do I go from here. slowly picking up the peice's of my startin to learn to depend on my self . why did it take so long but it is a process. ...
Posted by loving mother on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 03:16:00 PST

you

well I sit here a wonder what can I do to fix this mess that I'v caused for myself . knowing that I am the only one who can fix it dont want to befriend and knowing that they will only want something ...
Posted by loving mother on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 10:07:00 PST

wisdon for you

you know what is the most b.s. how someone such as you can sit back and talk about anyone. baby Im better than you. I dont have to worry about nobody being in my face. woman no worng word little girls...
Posted by loving mother on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 09:09:00 PST

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